colourful expressions of a writer

2009-09-03T22:38:00.003+08:00

Just like a caterpillar turning into a beautiful butterfly,

searching for nectar from the flowers,

and fly in the garden filled with tranquility.

I'm back and this time hopefully I'll be much more faithful. First of all, Salam Ramadhan to all Muslims. It's still not to late to wish right? Life for me has been a bit complex. I've been simply dragging my time off each day. At the same time, I did a lot of self-search and corrections to my life. I realised that one of my main weakness that might have caused me to lag behind is the disability to hang on to the strong-will and determination for long. In Malay, it is like "Hangat-hangat taik ayam". Yes, like that aahhh.

Dare to dream, dare to plan, dare to look forward. Yes to all of the above. Sound very motivating and convincing but yet when it come to carrying out the action plan, another weakness came in. The weakness of scared/nervous/tense whatever vocab that asssociates with it. "Orang banyak kuat, tapi hati banyak kecikk". Tskkk! So you know when you tend to be scared, you tend to give a pause to whatever you want to do. You thought you can give yourself some time. But eventually this pause will then prolonged to become a stop one day.

The only one to be blamed for all these to happen is no one but youself - yes, myself. I have to persistently believe in myself in whatever I do in order for me to move on. Alhamdulillah, god have gave me the strength to do so and small changes can be seen for now. Hopefully, these small changes will slowly developed to much bigger ones. Insyaállah. And with that also, hopefully it will help to strengthen the ties in my family.

I shall blog more in another day. For now, I am going to start baking the first cookie for Hari Raya. I just love doing this. Hopefully, I can do it fast and then I can turn into bed early because tomorrow will be my first day of work - morning shift. Hopefully people there will treat me niceeee.

LOVES.

2009-05-26T00:28:00.002+08:00

I'm leaving next week..

Searching for a peace of mind, soul, life.

LOVES.

Monday Blues.

2009-05-18T14:50:00.006+08:00

It's just fate that we kept bumping into each other in a day huhh.
That shows how much apologetic and guilty u need to be because there should be a reason behind the frequent bumps we get within a day!
It's sad to see you're a Malay Muslim with headscarf on with a sweet smile yet don't even have basic courtesy or manners for yourself.
Awwwwhhhh..pitypity you bitch.

Opsss. Sorry but the word just got off my mouth naturally.
You're such a shame.
And please stop giving the stares when you bump into me again.
It definitely won't work on me.

And ohh well, I'm bored that's why.
Stucked in school just to wait for the next 6pm lecture.
In library now - retrieve lecture notes.
For all I know, I'm getting a lil bit irritated with the guy next to me.
Because he's talking to himself.
Worst, in a cartoon voice. -.-

Tests are all around the corners of my schedule.
Projects too.
Assignments too.
Wish me best of lucks ehhh. Thanks(:

LOVES.

2009-05-18T01:21:00.001+08:00

Running away from reality..

Accepts reality.

Run.

Accepts.

.........................you all suck.

Gerhana Ska Cinta: Why, Why, Why.

2009-04-22T00:24:00.004+08:00

Ever heard of Gerhana Ska Cinta song that goes..tell me why, why, why?

Yeahh that's exactly the question that has been running through my mind. LOL. Can I get to the top of a hill and scream my lungs out?? Errr. Like seriously. Haha.

You must be wondering why, why, why what right? I also don't know. My head pain I guess..that has been killing me. Haha. I'm wondering if it's the heat of the weather or there's something wrong with me. How much I hate to eat panadol because I hate depending on it, I have to consumed it still as I can't bear the pain.

Ohh Mr Sun, Sun..Mr Golden Sun, Please don't shine on me! (:

LOVESyou.
Dear Allah, only from you I ask for guidance.
Please guide me to the right path.
Don't make me lose my way.
And ease my mind, provide me with an answer.
Anytime, anywhere. Amin.

Recollection of Events Part II.

2009-04-19T01:02:00.018+08:00

Let's start with the current situation again. I'm bored right now and I just finished filing my notes for SSM and all my notebooks, pens, timetable are all ready! Am I like excited for school or what? Hehs, partly. But I am nervous at the same time because it's a new class and unfortunately, I think no one ended up in the same class as me now. Looking at the positive side, I am going to make new friends (:

Bowling & dinner together with Linds, Ameer, Aizat, Is, Hafiz, Haikel, Effy, Anis & Fizah was AWESOME! Just a nice gathering before my hectic school schedule begins again. And owh, I think I'm getting old or something? Because my bones are cracking & of course, in pain. Bleargh. My calcium milk intake is so high yet my bones are aching away..tskktskk.

Now let's take a look at the next event that took placed few weeks ago..

It's RetroPop: Senior Farewell Party.

Rehearsal Day: I'm like busy searching for "old school" songs & I was chatting at MSN at the same time. Heheheh. "Killing two birds with one stone."

Rehearsal Day: Busy listening to them on how to play the character "budak-budak". I'm like so keen listening to them because I'm serious about my work. *coughs*

Rehearsal Day: Whooo! I'm like jogging on-the-spot to warm up for the character as a 4 year old kid who loves to disturb her younger sister who is 1 yr younger than her and at the same time will irritate her eldest sister who is busy doing housework (:

RetroPop Day: Everyone was busy mass-dancing on the dance floor to the song "Espressi". I'm like busy taking photos & video-ing them dancing.lol.

This cute boy is of course, my 2nd cousin: Hydil. So the very "old school"!

Owhh it's Mr Haiqel with two gorgeous lady: Ms Heisha Daniels & Ms Fifie. *coughs*

The winner of Best Dressed Award (based on theme) goes to: Hydil Jamil. And he won a brick game console! Very classic game..i loikkee (:

Group Photo with Seniors before Melly left.

Another RetroPop photo with Abang Anuar (opsss!) inside the pic. Hehe.

So by the end of the day, the gorgeous, hot fever retro party was a success! *Thumbs Up!
Titisan temasek, rock on (:

With LOVES.

Recollection of Events Part I.

2009-04-16T00:46:00.014+08:00

Let's start with the current one right now. I just reached home afew minutes ago from Titisan training and before that I was from work. So can you imagine the how tired I am right at this point of time. My feet hurts!

And right now, I am enjoying my all-time favourite Meiji Milk while blogging and surfing the net. But just before I want to enjoy my milk, I had to clean a HUGE mess. This was what happened. I open the refrigerator to get my milk, and suddenly ke-te-pak-ke-te-puk! All I knew I was trying to save as many things from falling to the ground. Unfortunately a container filled with with my mum's blended dried chillies fell to the ground and the container broke AND the blended chilli paste flew all over the floor, even to my cat's cage! Urghhh. Of all time, this have to take place at the time when I am feeling very tired and all I wanted was REST. Sighhs.

Blahhh. Let's move on..

Last few weeks was kick-ass! Finally I managed to take time-off to enjoy besides working and working. I went to Minds Cafe at SAFRA with some of Titisan girls & Ain. We played & had lots of fun.

The Shrek Monopoly Players.

See this cute character on the monopoly board? It's Puss In Boots and I'm the one with it. Hehs.

Then we moved on to Taboo.

It was definitely a good game, just look at how hard, flushed & ugly I laughed. Hahs.
After Taboo was Jenga - Truth or Dare. After which we headed to school for training.

And these are the bunch of girls who are practically the most noisy ones in the cafe. And since there was a service charge, we made used of this guy to take our photos. Not once but afew times. Haha. But the guy was cute. Opsss! Hehe(:

This is end of Part I.
Till I update for Part II.
sweetLOVES.

Lost & Found.

2009-04-15T01:08:00.002+08:00

After solving my blog problems, finally I'm back.
I will update soon...

Lotsa LOVEs.

Today's Business.

2009-03-29T14:02:00.008+08:00

Flea Market just now was okayyy. Maybe because it's been such a long time since it was last held so many people are not aware of it. But I'm touched and happy because my regular customers came down to support. They have patronised my small stall for such a looong time.

I'm thankful for their support. Thank you so much. My regular customers have been the best. They would at least buy something from me even though at times things that they bought might not be a neccessity to them. Lol. They said they will buy and give people as a gift. Hehe! And they would always talk to me, we would always update each other about our current life and some even talk about their pet. Some would called up their friends or relative to come down and meet me because today got flea market they said must come down! They are such sweeeeet bunch of people. Thank you again, see you next month (:

I did made a profit today. Yayy! All profits today I will give my Mum. I only keep $10 to top-up my ez-link. Hehe.

I forgot to update about Earth Hour yesterday. So how many of you actually did your part for the Earth for that 1hr??? -.- Well, my house was pitch black. Only the kitchen toilet light and fans was on. I rested in my dark room playing PSP - feeling very tired.

How about the rest of you? Did you do your part for the Earth? (:

drive to JB again tonight..

breadtalk here i come!

Much LOVES.

(:

2009-03-26T02:14:00.009+08:00

I have been feeling-feeling-the-very-happy. I don't know why.

Maybe the well quality time spent with friends and such that it has kept my spirits up high.

I should be thankful for that (:

Because when I'm happy, I'm more positive and I tend to be much wiser. lol.

(loikkeeeee reeaaaal, i know)
I just can't wait to place the 2009 target list in my room so that everyday I know what I will be heading for. And everyone in the house will also know what I want.

For now, I just can't wait for a room makeover! So much sadness about needing to leave this BIGGG room of mine, I still have to give-in to my brother no matter what. But it's okayy. A new smaller room, a new space, a better environment to sleep in. (hopefully) I have already slowly bought the accessories needed for the room and Mom have been helping too! How sweeeet. To invest her money on my room. Hehehe. For sure, this small room going to be Pink. Initially wanted to go for Maroon Red but Bro have chose that for his new room. So Hot Pink it shall be. (Too girly for you?) Well, I don't care. I shall make it cool, comfy chic room (:

Current issues I heard among friends nowadays: Marriage.

OhhMy. I feel so old suddenly. Haha. I mean I do want to get married too but not now obviously. I'm never too near about getting ready to marry someone or start a family. Eventhough I love kids like crazy but I can wait for that. Seriously. I'm still young and childish. I admit okayy! And I still have a looooong way to learn alot of things in life. But I am definitely happy for the people and friends out there who are preparing or planning for marriage in years to come. Because I love attending weddings. Seeing these lovely newly-wed couples during wedding ceremony made me happy. I'm sentimental you see. Feeling siaaaaaa.

And Ohh. Today's Drama Meeting - the sharing session with alumni was definitely a THUMBS UP! But the news we got during meeting at Techno was a dissapointing one. I really hoped tomorrow's petition going to run smoothly. I don't want to lose Titisan Temasek. Seriously. And I don't want to be CCA-less at the same time :( Sighs.

Insomnia attack is back.

It's past 3 am in the morning and I'm wide awake.

And I plan to go jog in the wee morning after prayer later.

Wonder if I can even take 10 steps on the jogging track. lol.

Seeee hoooooooowwwwwww ehhhhhhhhhhhh.

I talk too much. I need to stop.

Hahs.

Much LOVES.

Freak.

2009-03-22T01:42:00.002+08:00

Stop it ehhh Man-U.
What's wrong, what's wrong, what's wrong?
Losing one after another.
Irritating!

liverpool and chealsea don't over-feeling.
you are nowhere better. booo!

Don't Assume.

2009-03-22T01:06:00.002+08:00

Don't you Assume that everything is fine with me.
Don't you Assume that I'm rich (eventhough I long knew those inside joke) but I remained in silence.
Don't you Assume that I'm leading a good life.
Don't you Assume that I'm such and such.
Please Stop.
If you want to make assumptions, keep it to yourself. I don't mind.
BUT. Don't try to spread it around and try to make your assumptions sound believable to others.
Ask if you are in doubt or curious.
I will talk and share with you if it's okay to talk about.
But Don't try to Assume everything about my life.
Because only God knows everything.

i'm tired. seriously.
loves.

BOO!

2009-03-17T11:06:00.002+08:00

How could you leave turtle behind to look after your computer???!

*yarkkkdushh!

Sis, if only you have msged me earlier then I will not be in Singapore right now!
Ohhh dear, ohh dear.

Hopefully the bonchets people are having a safe journey now (:

I want to travel again, can? -.-

I woked up early in the morning, said goodbye.

Lucky Naruto keeps me alive from boredom.

Got to go work now..

LOVES.

Happy & Away.

2009-03-13T18:20:00.005+08:00

I have made up my mind! I am going to forget about NZ and Aust because I know now is not the right time. It is better to use the money for other things for now. To the all my cousins, I hope you guys have fun in June later!

Nevertheless, I won't give up on NZ and Aust just like that(: I will make my way there one day, insyaallah. Heee.

Yesterday night and today's morning made me really happy. Wooosh! And ohh plus the results that are out 2 days ago was a total relieve for me. Hehs. And I love when I saw ITE mails keep coming back at my mailbox, it's always something goood. Haha.

I'm going back to my cousins' village in Melacca tonight. So another weekend getaway again! Goodbye again Singapore.

and people, don't miss out the fabulous IT show & Body Shop Sale @ Suntec City okayy?

Cheers of LOVES.

Adapt to this Life.

2009-03-08T22:58:00.004+08:00

It's really a wonder why you have been the same, never change.

Coming 20 years I growed up in this world. And today, I have learnt alot of things. I know how to think maturely and learnt to understand more about life. Even though I know that I am still young and there are lots more for me to learn but at least I have realised my mistakes in life and I am always willing to learn and make improvements.

Hearing what you said today just upsets me. It is as if you have been against the idea or you simply don't care. You know how much sacrifices he have made all on his own. How he growed up and moved on to different stages in life.

You have to understand. This is life and different people have his/her own goals in life. You can't expect him to listen to your say and follow what you want.

It's okay if you have not been supportive in whatever we do all these years. One thing for sure, we are thankful that we grow up independently so we know how hard life is. Of course, seeing others leading an easy life with most of the things being spoon-feed, supported and taken care of..made us feel so envious of them. However, having to grow up independently in a hard way made us be a better thinker and so we tend to make goals so that we could feel the satisfaction when we achieve them.

It's so hard to make this fact absorb into your head because you have always been a narrow-minded person. Nevertheless, I have never hated you. Maybe I did last time. But now I know I still love you.

I have always wanted to see a miracle happen. Maybe one day Allah will make you realised the need for you to truly open your heart and be a better person. I will never stop praying for that so long I am still alive. Insyaallah.

Just bear with this hard life for now, eventhough it has been going on for more than 10years. Be patient okay. And don't you worry. I won't get married not until we have finally settle down and we are happy with a good life. I will make you proud, I will take care of you and I make sure we will lead a good life one day. So long as I'm still standing strong, all healthy and alive. I promise you with my words.

cos this is life, different people have their own stories. learn to open to each different ones you heard of.

LOVES you.

Heart Pour.

2009-03-07T00:09:00.003+08:00

So tell me, how much longer I should suffer?
Why things just have to change when it was all perfect in the first place?
I still don't understand despite the reasons you gave me.
I believed everything happens for a reason.
And I wish I could just seek for for an answer now.
It's such a pain living through days filled with many uncertainties and emotionally depressed state.

No matter what I shall stand strong believing in God, constantly praying for the right answer and happiness for myself as well as people around me.

Yours truly, LOVES.

Random.

2009-03-05T02:12:00.002+08:00

I almost got into a car accident. Stupid steering wheel!
Or was it my fault? Haha.

And on the way home, this drunk Malay guy puked and his mouth was messily filled with saliva. He was just swaying from side to side; smiling to himself. Sicko. He stinks so badly. And I hate the smell. Blearghh.

Ohh dear I'm happy now yet I miss you.

With LOVES.

P.O.G Alert

2009-03-03T02:33:00.004+08:00

To my dearest beloved people of P.O.G, please choose a day and make yourself available on that day tentatively before 2nd week of April. Preeety please can?

From what I heard currently was that to chill somewhere together. Preferably a different place that we have yet to chill together. I heard someone suggested Arab St or something. To eat, sheesha and crap all night long.

Nevertheless. Suggestions for itinerary are open. So feel free to feedback any suggestions for outing okayy? Thanks(:

And I would like us to go for a vacation. We have always intended to do that but the mission was still unaccomplished till today. I understand that the guys are serving NS but I know you guys can take leave also so I plan that maybe we could go vacation either between the period of Tues, 16 Dec 2009 – Sun, 27 Dec 2009 or Tue, 9 Mar 2010 – Sun, 18 Apr 2010.

At most I can think of for now is KL. Because at least we can go Sunway or Genting and shop at KL there. And it is quite affordable also. If all of you are agreeable on this, then start saving. Budget would be around less than $90 dollars for transport to and fro. Hotel about $50-60 dollars. Others about $200? So in total, you need to save an estimation of $300-400. Possible?
This is just a suggestion though. We shall go with the say of majority okayy! (:

For now, I shall pray for all of your safety and good health no matter what you people are doing. Do keep in touch. Miss you all (:

Much LOVES.

Customers Crankiness.

2009-02-28T00:32:00.006+08:00

While still remain unemployed with a new and better job, I have been forcing my ass off from the bed every morning to get to work at my current job, Pizza Hut. I have never get sick of customer-based job due to of course, customers. Customers always make my day. Unfortunately, not all of them.

Pizza Hut, as you all know is a restaurant right. Whereby it is not like "grab-and-go" like fast-food restaurants. You will be served right from the start when you enter Pizza Hut, till you get to your seats, even till the last bit of you eating and lastly make payments, there will always be a waiter/waitresses to assist you. So please I beg you customers to at least practice basic manners of eating in restaurants, can?

Yes. It is so unsightly to see customers leaving their table behind which is filled with used serviets, chilli flakes and parmesan cheese all over the table, chicken bones placed on the table, glasses filled with a mixture of so-many-ingredients inside, cutleries all over the place and worst ever: leaving your dirtied baby diapers behind on the table -.-

Just where are your dining manners people????? Were you not being thought of basic dining etiquettes or you all just left your brains at home when dining in a restaurant?????

Just imagine if these customers practice the same culture when dining in hotels. It will defintely affect your reputation somehow. The staffs will surely give you a good stare and make sure you never come back again.

Another issue to handle about customers is to give-in and be patient to them no matter what. (even if they are having their mood swings without us knowing) Let me give you afew scenarios of the current ones I experienced. There was this customer who wanted to have his crisscross fries changed to drumlets. But it was not possible as crisscross fries was part of the set meal already. Being a stubborn customer, he insisted of having his crissfries change. Reason for the change "Ohhh. I am having a bad sore throat today, I don't think my throat is able to take the fries becos it's oily you see..so it's not good for my throat." CRAP can? Like as if the drumlets are boiled or steamed cooked. It's baked and it's oily for goodness sake. Oh dear customer, just said so that you want to eat drumlets but you don't want to fork out extra money for it.

Typical cases are like customers calling you when you are busy. They waved their hands in the air and said "excuse me" out loud. And when you come to attend them, they will say "Can I have the bill?" Irritating to the max. Seriously. You call us as if there was something urgent to attend to, but actually you just want the bill. Can you like just show the physical gesture or sign to us that you want the bill? Tiring you know -.-

Last scenerio that I want to share would be about this auntie. I was doing cashier one day when this auntie came into the restaurant and enquire about takeaway pizza. So I guide her accordingly. She actually wanted to buy a personal hawaiian pizza and so she asked me how much was it. I replied saying "$7.60 maám. After GST it will be $8.13." She suddenly raised her voice at me and said that the pizza was expensive. She said "Waaahhh..why so expensive? You know my son always buy from Bukit Timah Plaza very cheap. After GST, only $6 plus. Waaaa..why here so expensive arrr. You sure or not the pizza $8.13 after GST." Like duhhh of course I'm sure and why would I like to her right? The price before GST are clearly stated in the menu and if she were to do her own calculation with 7% GST, it would be $8.13. She nagged and nagged continously at me and kept saying that the pizza that I'm selling her is expensive. LOL. And afew minutes later, she turned her back against me while still nagging and brought her hand up with a "shooing " gesture like that. Hahaha. Dear Auntie, if you think Bukit Timah Pizza Hut's pizza is cheaper, then go ask your son to continue buying there lahhh! So typical cheapo -.-

C'mon people. Think before you act! Some things might please you but not others.
"Attitude is the little thing that makes a big difference."

Yours truly, LOVES.

2009-02-24T21:09:00.002+08:00

The issue of hair once again. It's so typical of me to raise the issue of hair all the time. Yes, I want to cut it short! Or I NEED to? Bahhhs!

It's holiday. And I'm BORED. -.-

SICK.

2009-02-19T21:32:00.003+08:00

When...
Sleeping time is my study time.
Breakfast is Lunch. Lunch is Dinner.
Snack when u stress. Stress when u snack.
Less time to study.

I wish study time is sleeping time. Tomorrow is MircoEconomics paper! Can I do the paper now? -__-
Important thing to bring tomorrow: Correction Pen!
Correction Pen (Liquid Paper) = Life & Death during my exams.
I swear I will breakdown if I find out my correction pen missing. Seriously.

And given my sickly condition to take the exams now. I MUST remember to bring a sweater and my handy-dandy hanky. Hehehe.

Okayyy. Better pray hard for me people!! May my paper be a smooth and easy one for me to do. Insyaaallah Amin.
(All Muslims say "Amin" as well ok!)

till then, goodnight LOVES.

Mundane.

2009-02-18T10:26:00.002+08:00

Mugging at night.
Driving lessons early mornings.
Going Library almost everyday.
Many plans to make for upcoming weeks.

my brain will explode soon. my brain will explode soon.

And now, I have to travel all the way to school to take measurements for SSM uniform.
CCK to Tampines once again. After 5 days of taking a break from that tiring everyday journey.
I got to drag myself out now...........

2009-02-13T16:51:00.002+08:00

After 2months of Year 2009, I start to list down my new year resolutions. Simply said, I finally realised the importance of settling down. I am so proud of myself that I started off by cleaning my room. I am so happy that it is clean now. Okayy, don't ask about how my room is like previously. It's horrible (for a girl's room though).

Right after that, I started doing some d.i.y stuffs for someone(: My brain almost burst from searching for creative ideas. Sheesh!! I hoped I can finish everything by tonight.

I need to start my revision tonight? (I guess) lol. I have been basking about wasting my precious time which can actually be set aside for studies. I need to go invigorate my body to make it much energetic so that I can start the ball rolling. So anyone, jogging tonight? haha.

I am thinking of Nutella, choc chip cookies and choc cake right now.
Maybe it's time for me to do some baking again. Tomorrow morning perhaps (:

Till then, LOVES.

2009-02-03T23:23:00.003+08:00

I just wish I could scream my lungs out..

Seriously.

Nevertheless. Having to see many kids around, always make my day everywhere (:
They are simply indescribable cute creatures on earth.

2009-01-17T16:25:00.000+08:00

I'll be away................

2009-01-13T22:38:00.003+08:00

I don't understand how I can just take a deep breath and act normal.
How much longer do I have to withstand all these.
I wish I could run far away from where I am....

2009-01-10T22:32:00.004+08:00

I got my hair trimmed last week (checked!)
Finally, a big goodbye to my split ends.
I was quite unhappy about the haircut initially.
But few days later, I kind of adapt to it already(:

I got all my results and thank God I passed all.
And the results was all unexpected(:
Happy laaa seyyy.

"To leave or not to leave."
Just as I was making plans to hopped to a new PT job..
My mgr told me that she wants to get me promoted to Star this year.
Sighss.
Pay is an issue in Pizza Hut but working days are very flexible.
At least I can juggle between school and work.
I was told to do cashier alone for the first time yesterday.
It was a bit stressful but fun I must say.hahas.
Maybe I should just stick to PH.
I don't know but I make sure this coming holidays I work with my Uncle.
At his media company.wooots(:

I went to cousin's engagement today.
And as usual, whenever I go such events..
Many will asked my mum when will mine going to be.
Lol. Me?
I'm still young okay!
I'm not prepared for all these yet.
I do envy all these people though, seeing them happy during such events.
But I always tell myself, my day will surely come too..one day (insyallah).
Just can't wait for my brother's wedding this year.
As happy I will be for him, I will be sad too.
Having to leave one brother that I'm left with, is not easy. Sighs.
Just hope he will plan to get a child soon after he married.
Cos I want a kid in the house! Hehe.

Anyway, yesterday was my 18th Monthsary with Mr Muhammad Azmi Baby.
Say Cheese & Smile Baby! (:

Lotsa LOVE.

2009-01-04T22:19:00.006+08:00

Oh Yes Boy; You Better Look Out.

Cos I'm not the kind of girl whom you can mess with.

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Yayy. Just had a 1.2km night jog & I'm loving it(:

I also had a hair cut today.

Sad to leave that long hair which already touches below the bra line.

But I have to get that split ends chopped!

And I finally did it.

Well, hair will grow.

I promise I will be more patient this time.

To let it grow naturally.

Pamper it with treatment.

And trim it regularly.

Once it grow into a love beautiful hair again, I will perm it! *evil laughs*

Life has been like "taking a slow walk over the moon."

I tried to take things one at a time.

And hey, all I have to do this year is to be more confident & happy!

I am thankful to have such wonderful bunch of guys.

None other than the P.O.G guys.

Spending time with you guys that night was truly awesome.

Thank you for ALL your listening ears.

Fun & Laughter also of course.

I wish Ameer, Yazid & Effy all the best.

Do takecare of yourself & have fun serving NS (:

To Hafiz, thanks for lifting up my spirits again bro.

I know you and the rest will always be there for me.

We will meet again SOON okay!

loveee yaaa 'alllll.

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For now, Time will tell it all I guess...

iloveyoubaby.

LOVES.

2008-12-27T02:28:00.002+08:00

How true is it in being true?
Please tell me.

Anyway, my neighbour is getting married! Yayy.
Both the twins together at the same time.
How cool.
And the wedding deco is black & pink, preeety(:
The wedding dais is no doubt gorgeous!
Double seats for the twins in a cage.
Haha. I don't know how to describe it.
Sighss.
I'm so happy for them.
Once upon a time, they both sneaked out at night to meet bf under the block.
Till riding bike with them.
And then they both got engaged at the same time.
Then they no longer ride bikes but just have a ride in the car.
And now, they are officially getting married(:
wohooo!

May both your marriage last till eternity and hope you have lots of children!
Hehs. Another twins perhaps?

LOVES.

2008-12-22T14:08:00.004+08:00

Silent Scream.

Having imsonia.

Even when it's already 4am and my eyes are close trying to sleep.

Somehow my body is not responding to the sleep that I really need.

Managed to doze off only at about 4plus.

Effects: When my alarms sounded from 6-7am, I didn't even realise.

1030am automatically I woke up and cannot sleep back.

And I bearly had the 8hours sleep. slaps.

It also concludes that I missed my morning jog.

And my plan for morning suprise failed.lol.

Now I have to make it up to these.

I have to get on tracks in the evening.

And change the suprise.thinkthinkthink.

At this point of time, I just have to endure the tremendous pain.

Between my belly & pelvis area. urghhhhhhhh.

Enough of the cramp on my calf yesterday.

Today a start off a different thing.

It's Day 1; a Monday.

And it already started off badly.

It's really going to be a bad day for me.

Monday Blues.

booooooooring..

2008-12-22T01:08:00.005+08:00

3 Cheers & 3 Cheers & 3 Cheers for Me!!

Like finally a change of skin.
Thanks to the search engine called Google.
Which made me type blogskins.
And it directed me to http://www.blogskins.com/.
Hehehe.
& from there the search begins..
And here i am!
I've made a come-back into the blogging history.

Well, this life of mine is still going normal.
Problems never stop coming by.
But I'm still hanging on the bar and had never let it go.
That's always been me, never give up.
Ok let's not talk much about it.

I just have the sudden thought of bringing baby to the salon.
Maybe next week? hmmmmm.
Í want that long side burns and thick hair to be get rid off from his head.
I want to trim my hair too.
Can't wait for all the after-effects of coloured & perm hair to be G O N E.
So slowly waiting for it to grow and trim, grow and trim.
A must to trim to prevent split ends from further damaging it.
Once all settled, I'm going to perm my hair again! Yayyy.
I guess all this can take place within one year right.
That's my target, just before my brother get married.
Sighsss.
All I want is a long, luscious curly hair! Help.
My current hair just bores me :(

Something is just going boring.
For some reason or another, I'm not sure why and what made it happen.
I hate this confusion state.

Ohh dearest Muhammad Azmi Baby, let's go take photos together.
Morning suprise for you.
Coming right up within a few hours from now.

Before that, I need to go to bed.
Or I will miss my morning jog!

btw, singapore lose. boo!
Till then.

LOVES.

2008-12-03T22:58:00.005+08:00

It's time to clear the Bad Airs and get some Fresh Air instead.
Praises to God for giving me the strentgh to pull through everything in life.

Well, it was not an easy process for some.
But still with the time I had, I managed to pull it off.

I have been sick.
Mild smallpoxpoxpox appears when I was diligently studying.
And my back hurts badly.
Doctor gave me medication to apply & hopefully my back will soon recover!

Despite my sickness, I am still as happy.
That's because I want to enjoy each and everyday of life with enjoyment.
I miss Dancing; because back then dancing made me smile no matter how my life is.

& ohh well, I wish I could run for this year's Stardard Chartard 10km Run.
But it is freakking $50 and it's near exam period. (SAD!)
Last year was only $5!! (School subsidies though,hehs.)
Running is fun if you train of course.

Oooo.
Exams are coming, only 2 papers but still tension is ON.
As CDS test, presentations & project, assignment submissions are this week.
Going to mugg from Thurs to Mon for Mid-Semt!
I love mugging. (yeaaah right!)

After exams, I'm running away from Singapore!
Finally, time for some relaxation.
After that, work almost everyday.
No work, no money for life horr.
Still holidays need to do projects.

Ok I think i need to stop.
Going to practice my speech for Pub Speaking.

&baby; you've been missed!
same goes to my friends out there esp P.O.G!

LOVES.

2008-11-24T22:44:00.003+08:00

Left Hanging.

Sometimes things goes the way that we didn't expect it to be.

I myself don't know what actually goes wrong.

I didn't know where to make corrections.

All I know is things are getting deppressing silently.

But I believed, there's always a solution.

It's a matter of time.

2008-10-23T00:59:00.002+08:00

Japanese tutorial in the morning today was awesome I must say. I made a new friend name, Ning. She's a Chinese girl from CMM.

How we started our convo:
Me: Excuse me. So what does the 1st Japanese sentence on the board means?
Ning: (Explaining to me what the 1st Japanese sentence means..)
Me: Ohh,ok. Thank you.
Ning: You're welcome. So what's your name?
Me: Syafiqah. You?
Ning: My name is Ning. You know Ning Baizura? N.I.N.G.."Ning"from the Ning Baizura.
Me: (Then I went like...) Ohhh..ok..hahaha. You know Ning Baizura?
Ning: Yeahhh. I heard about her before.

And then we became friends(: LOL.

Every Japanese tutorial will end at 10.40am. And so after class I head home and sleep. Then I woke up and head back to school. Thought of crashing into Japanese lecture slot today so I don't need to attend tomorrrow's lecture but then it was full house.

So I head straight for my Drama training. I have to admit that I was not focusing during training just now. My mind kept thinking about my Psychology. I think 85% I want to drop Psychology. Maybe the subject just doesn't suits me or something. Geees. I rather drop now than suffer throughout the semester.

Hopefully I can make a decision by tomorrow. If I drop that, hopefully there are still slots for Public Speaking. (Praying very very hard..)

So, to people who really wants to take up Psychology, you may do so(: Because IF i drop, there is still vacancy for you to enter. Haha.

My drama performance is only a month away. Thus I have alot of self-homework to do. I have to memorise my script and improve my tonation and energy. Besides that I also have CS2 & Japanese research to do. Oh deaar, it's only the 1st week of school!!

Sayonara.
LOVES.

2008-10-22T00:43:00.004+08:00

Coming to the 3rd day of Semt 1.2 in school. I have to admit I am still having the "holiday mood" that the thought of going to school every morning makes me think twice. But I still attended all lectures and tutorials so far.

I got 2 CDS this semester; feeling both happy and dreadful. Happy because I am so lucky to get in Japanese & Psychology class. Dreadful because of the timetable. It is really ridiculous when I have to wait for about 3-5hrs on certain days just to attend 6-7pm CDS lecture. (urghhhh!) And the another issue is that my tutorial class is so random, I do not know whom are the people that will be in same class as my CDS. Pray hard that new friends are friendly okayy!

Today for example, after MicroEcons lecture end at 230pm, I had no plans except the thought of chilling in school library or something till 6pm. But hey,thank God Baby came by my school after his class ends. The initial plan was to watch movie at laptop but then when I ended my lecture, he came and told me that I go back his house instead.

At least I had my time killed away at his house. Read newspaper, watch tv, pray, play comp games, listen to music, talk to each other & head back to school. As both me & baby are fasting for the 6days in this month, I had to resist all the temptation that his mom was cooking at the kitchen and also the smell of all the Hari Raya cookies!

When I was getting ready to leave, Baby being very thoughtful & sweet, he gave me an egg-cheese sandwich made by him at the kitchen when I was in his room playing games. And he gave me a plastic to pack the Hari Raya cookies. So I can breakfast after lecture with all these food. And Baby, as usual, your culinary skills are good. Your sandwich is super yummmmmy! (:

Oh and yes, 2 days ago was Baby's 19th Birthday! We had a preety bitter-sweet celebration on Monday after school. Why bitter-sweet? Well, let this be our secret yeahh. Overall, I think I did my best doing planning for his birthday. Highlights for that day: Movies, bowling, dinner, cutting dearest darling of yours brownie cake, getting drenched in heavy rain, short quizes, suprise presents, happy moments till we head home(: I hope you liked it Baby.

Well, looking forward to other upcoming days of school. Hopefully, it will become much more fun along the way. (fingers crossed)

LOVES.

2008-10-09T02:17:00.004+08:00

Let's clear ALL the cobwebs first!

(clear..clear..clear..)

Ok done!

hehs.

YEY. Finally I'm back blogging.

Miss ME? hehe.

(ok feeling!)

First of all, my life is getting much much better. Seriously.

Changes which I wanted them to take place; really took place.

HAPPY(:

Some changes took place unintentionally; some was as planned.

Nevertheless, all of them turn out great.

There are still changes need to be done though but I think I shall not rush through them.

Patience is all it takes.

Next, I have to say I miss my beloved 1H07.

I've been straying from them I guess:(

1H07; I'm BACK!!!!!!

& I miss all of you.

*smoootchiesssss*

I hope all of you are doing fine.

And are enjoying the school vacation.

School opening SOOON(:

Currently, my life is doing fine.

Tempted to get a new job but then I think I shall re-consider about it.

Because I think Pizza Hut is quite fun to work in.

Except for the tiring part,haha.

Hari Raya this year is nothing special.

But then I still enjoyed it as I get to bond with all my families.

& i get to ask for forgiveness from all of them.

That is the most important thing during Hari Raya right? (:

P.O.G has been MIA-ing for certain reasons.

Maybe busy with own responsibilities.

Dearest Linds bday just past, happy birthday dearest!

P.O.G; whatever it is do take care & keep in touch ok(:

It's 091008 & it marks my 15months with Baby.

And of course we are still as loving as always.

Hehs; despite the fightings we had.

We managed to resolved it;thank GOD!

Just can't wait for tmrw! Wehoooo.

Two weeks plus of not meeting each other.

Miss him dearly so much.

Selamat Hari Raya.

Maaf Zahir & Batin.

LOVES (:

2008-09-07T22:03:00.003+08:00

To my dearest BABY muhammad azmi.

I wish you all thee very best for your one & only exam tomorrow!

This is the first time I hear that you are tensed about your exams.lol.

Hope I did not put any pressure on you. i didn't right?

Just to live up your spirits, I want to say that...

You have been a good boy,hehe.

As I always said, no matter what studies comes first.

So treasure your higher nitec years & do well.

I am always right here supporting you. *jia you*

So Good Luck Baby!

Remember to come slightly earlier & read your prayers before paper okayy.

Just one paper and the next day will be our fourthreeone.

changes are in progress..

thankgod, wehooo.

more to come.

kick box ing(:

LOVES.

2008-09-06T02:59:00.005+08:00

L.O.V.E APART

After exams, I got to meet P.O.G together with my dearest.

It has been such a long time since i met him due to exams.

Now, after that day at airport & marina.

That was the last i met him.

Living in such a small country, Singapore.

Yet staying so far apart.

With all the restrictions that i had to bear.

Ever since his brother got married and took over his room.

I had to adapt with so much things.

No more long night calls.

Not to say long night calls, but to hear you sometimes is also a pain.

Etc.

My hectic school life made me had lesser time to spend with you.

Though our school is only afew distance away.

Yes, we do meet sometimes in btwn breaks or after school.

But only for a short period of time.

This heart has been so patient and willingly bearing these hurtful moments.

Both of us had to juggle btwn both work & school.

That makes us both even more distant.

This fasting month of Ramadhan has been testing my patience very badly.

It's near 1 week of fasting and i'm missing you badly, sheeesshhh.

And this emotional feeling deep inside me is making me teared.

Teared during each & every night prayer.

And before I get to go to bed.

My heart felt so tortured.

Because of love, i am willing to compromise.

I just hope things would get better one day.

Just like how we used to be before your brother got married.

I cannot blame you for all these to happen.

So I have to accept this.

Muhammad Azmi Baby, i really do miss you.

I miss talking to you.

Let's just continue to pray hard k baby.

iloveyousomuch dearest.

LOVES.

2008-08-29T16:21:00.004+08:00

FREEDOM at last.

Exams are over and done with yesterday.

Thank God; pheww!

My holidays are finally here.

There so much things I want to do.

& I make sure I make full use of my holidays.

CHANGES, is the main priority.

There so much changes to make in my life.

& it's all listed in my mind.

Hopefully changes will take place asap.

And; i wish I could have a day where I can meet all friends!

P.O.G with full force strength; i need to meet you all.

My girlfriends from secondary school.

As time past, i realises there's so much commitments.

And each person has a different one.

Though I'm far apart from all my friends at this point of my life.

I have never forget them and I miss them; seriously.

I'm going to resume work on monday.

All I can say now; is that i'm going to preservere till the end of time.

Fasting month in afew days time..

And it's the time to learn to be more patient.

And learn to be much closer to God.

hopefully i will.

I want to be the fightergirl back!

let's get going.. (:

LOVES.

2008-08-23T07:49:00.010+08:00

LONG TIME.

Oh yes, indeed it's been such a long time since I blogged.

Don't say blog, my computer I think got cobwebs already.

Haha, cos I didn't touch it ever since projects are over.

Final Semester 1.1 exams has begun.

Yest was Fundamentals of F&B.

Paper was thank god okayy.

But to get an A. (hmmmm..)

I will not put high hopes so i hope I can get a high B at least.

More exams coming up;next going to be Macroeconomics.

Then Intro H&T, POM & Research H&T.

Wish me LUCK everyone (:

I have to say that it's not easy to score high in Poly compared to ITE.

As there are more subjects per semester & also the project load.

PLUS, the competitiveness.

I admit; if to compared by O'levels in my class, I'm with the "highest" point.

HAHA.

But this will not put me down.

I will continue giving my best and achieve the best I could.

*god willing*

Lastly, the boy in red below.

I miss you okayy!

It's been such a long time since we met or even talk on the phone.

I'm feeling very shitty.

Enduring this stressful period of time alone.

With books and notes.

(sighsss)

I got to get back to books now.

LOVES.

2008-08-07T21:28:00.013+08:00

Behide her sweetest smile lies the darkest moments of life.

Mr boyfriend; thank you for standing by my side.

Even during my lowest point of time.

At the lowest peak in life.

I promise I will pull through.

I will try to put aside personal problems.

& remain strong to revert fullest attention to studies.

With the great & caring friends I have in school,

no doubt it have to be 1H07.

I'm sure I will be fine in school.

Thank you 1H07; i don't want to mention names.

But most of you esp the girls.

Your care & concern are much appreciated.

Sorry for not spending much time with you all lately.

I love all of you (:

Congratulations to TP Titisan.

For our team Apostasi during PPP competition.

*loud applause*

Our team compete with NUS, PJC, JJC & RP.

And we won 8 awards including the overall champion.

No doubt the play that was showcased was fabulous.

and congrats for all the hard work guys.

thumbs UPPP!

and i have to say RP auditorium where PPP was held was nice.

and award event for PPP at DBS Arts Centre was great too.

010808 was the day (:

Zoo outing with family & my future family member (haha) & whole family!

(Whole family means all my 30 over family members)

(paternal side)

Was awesome for a bonding session.

It's been such a long time since we met and talk and had fun together.

At the Zoo, i had to pity the late Ah' Meng's husband.

He looked very very very deppresed.

You all should visit him!!!!!

I really pity him. sighss.

Tomorrow will be my LAST presentation for Semt 1.1.

Then it will be final exams.

I am so scared; seriously.

It felt the same like taking O'levels 3 years back.

i miss alot of people in life.

i spent too much time in school;darnn.

look forward for the holidays..

LOVES.

2008-07-21T20:35:00.004+08:00

I ain't just feeling sick.

I am sick!

& I hate being sick;trust me.

I hate going to the doctor!

Waste of time & money.

blearghhh.

And this time I am really sick.

I need to visit the doctor twice within 1 week.

Because my temp rises to 38.4 & my throat getting worst -.-

I got throat infection and my throat is swelling.

(See laaa talk soo much summore!)

Now, want to talk much, throat felt so painful.

And i can't breathe properly cos windpipe blockage.

I went huuuu haaaa huuu haaa.

Gasping for air.

And people thought I got asthma. lol.

It's such a bore to sit a home.

Eat porridge for the past few days and eat medicine regularly.

Till i get so drowsy & suddenly Zzzzz.

Okayyy, i miss H07. & p.og.

Most importantly, my precious babyyyy.lol.

Loong time never see you horrr!

Okayy.need to rest while fininshing up school work.

-__-

LOVES.

2008-07-09T23:04:00.034+08:00

Happy 1st year anniversary Muhammad Azmi & Nur Syafiqah.

Never did I expect that this love relationship tie already reached 1 year.

I have to admit it that the journey that we went through was an adventurous one.

We learnt from each other's mistakes & we did our best to change for the better.

Everyday is a suprise for us. We took present life as a gift, future as a bonus.

Here's to you baby.....
Deep in my heart, I always knew you are there with me at all times.
Even though we are constantly out of sight.
The distant in us had never affect much.

You knew my expectations well.
I hope you will not disappoint me in any way.

I had never ask you to be rich, smart, or famous.
All I ask for was your sincerity since Day 1.
You know me best.
I just need your care, attention, pamperation, dedication, love & commitments.
And I will make you the happiest man in the world (:
By just flaunting my sweetest smile to you.

No matter what happen in the future to come, I will always be by your side.
Holding your hands tight and looking towards the same direction together.

No one could change my perception of you.
You are just unique and I love you for being who you are baby.
I thank you for each and every sacrifices that you have made for me.
I thank you for creating and continuing this beautiful love story of us.

iloveyoualwaysbaby.hearts.hearts. ((:

LOVES.
"I never failed praying to God to bless us with never ending happiness.."

2008-07-07T23:46:00.004+08:00

In general terms, we are couple.

In the eyes of most public, we are siblings.

In the eyes of us, we are friends.

Friendship is what we prioritise most.

The closeness in us was due to chemistry.

Thus we are more or less like siblings.

When we are out there.

Out of 20 people, only one said he is my younger brother.

And I'm his elder sister.

The rest thought he is my elder brother (:

even mum said we're siblings now.

so should we get married one day or not?

hmmmmm. ((:

haha.

iloveyou muhammad azmi.

LOVES.

2008-07-05T01:01:00.008+08:00

I no longer think missing you boy would be the issue.

It is the issue of where my heart, mind and soul really is now.

My constant maigrains are killing me!!!!

I am pressurized with the heavy workload in school.

The never-ending projects & tutorials.

I guess this is how I need to suffer to achieve what I what.

I sacrificed all my time everyday for school and work.

I work to support myself in school.

Travelling 25 stations to and fro every weekdays.

Plus the Bus ride to school.

It is totally a matter of discipline.

How much I cry will never solve the matter.

I need to endure for the whole 3 years.

I thought having you boy schooling near me.

And knowing that I spent most of my time in school.

Made me feel closer to you.

But I was truly wrong.

The distant in us slowly grows apart.

At times, all I want was someone to listen to me.

Or sparing some time to comfort me.

I guess..... I lost the pillow to fall back on.....

I really need to recover from sickness.

To get back to serious business.

Monday will be formal presentation.

All the best Team! :))

*It's time for me to get to know you all over again.*

LOVES.

2008-06-30T22:02:00.008+08:00

WORKLOAD.

As soon as I thought 1 load will be off from my shoulder...
Another major project were being assigned.
Enough of Intro to Hospitality & Tourism;
Food & Beverage is next.
Time given is only 1 month exactly;
and you need to come with a proposal of a restaurant.
wowwwwwwwwww (:

There are a lot of other projects dueing soon.
All the other projects to me are fine.
Except for Macroeconomics & Comm. Skills.
Sighhss.
What to do, I still have to embrace myself.
And pull myself throughout the Term 2.
Soon after projects will be my Final-exams already.

I really have to pull my socks higher and buck up.
I cannot even think of having fun or break now.
Everyday is all about school now.
:((

Today, after school when to TM.
With Mrs Tay Berkshire, Adek, My Siamese Twin & Hong Yen.
Thanks ehh for calling me *FIFI the tooooooott fish*
Anyway, I had fun going to the "basement" (carpark)?
To eat with them.
Blessed to have such great friends.
Most of my classmates made me pull through my day well.
Eventhough I am not feeling good today.
Princess feeeohhhnaaa, thanks for staying all the way with me.
Till we see that the project is finally submitted.
Thanks to the other groups too for trying to help us.
Thanks Mrs Tay Berkshire for asking your friend to help us burn the project to CD.
Love you all. :))
Want Kisss??
Mm..muaaaackss!!

It's time to get back to schoolwork now..
gdnight.

LOVES.

2008-06-29T21:16:00.007+08:00

This is Life.

At times, you need to lie even when you know you do not have to.

On another side, people might not understand you.

And if they don't.

They will eventually act rashly towards you.

Without even taking the slightest time to think.

They will take action;and rant endlessly at you.

That's because, some people are just - shallow minded.

I am like a bird who no longer dare to fly openly in the air.

I prefer to hide from the sun under the shade of a tree;

With the comfort of my nest.

Life is no longer the everyday suprise.

It has become monotonous.

Knowing what to expect the moment the sun rise.

Or when the sun sets.

Crying is my only way in letting off my emotions.

"I do it at the quiet backlane where no one could see me."

Alone or with someone I am closed to.

Oh God, please continue to show me guidance in life.

Please tell me that what I did was right.

Even if it was wrong, at least shower me with faith.

So that I know I am still able to move on with life normally.

Without the feeling of terror or guilt.

Amin.

2008-06-13T01:35:00.008+08:00

Eat, Sleep, Shop; probably the best thing to do during a break.

Look's like I don't have all the time in the world.
I have much better things to settle on than just being so relaxed.

Intensive drama training every night in school is one of the major thing for now.
Once performance is over, projects will be the next priority.

Hopefully, I will still have time to shop before 30june! (: I don't want to miss the GSS!

&& my hand is already itch to shop.
I have shopping vouchers given by my beloved customers.

Ohh I like meeting this kind & friendly customers..

They actually liked me & gave feedback to my manager about me.
Then they gave me shopping vouchers.
And said, if you want to shop at TopShop next time go Suntec/Wisma.
I'll be there & I can give you discount.
LOL.

Such customers do exist you know (:

In less than 2 days, I'll be on stage acting my 1st performance.
(Hands, legs are shaking; Nervous babe!)

&& most importantly, in less than 2 days also..
I'll be meeting my beloved P.O.G (:

Mmuuaackkksssss.

LOVE.

2008-06-12T04:15:00.019+08:00

A day to be remembered.

On the morning of 10th June 2008, met H07 or rather just the 7 @ HabourFront.
It was supposed to be a class outing outing.
But guess what?
Only Me, Fiona, Mummy, Mimi, Liting, Ahlian & JiaHuan came.
Sadly, I have to leave at 230pm.
I didn't want to though but I have to because my Tuesday was booked 1-2 months back.
Really sorry for not spending much time with you all.
But I still enjoy the fun & laughter we had!
Didn't regret coming down even if its for while only :(

Here are some pics:

At VivoCity(:

In the Sentosa Train(:

Me & my Ahlian sister(:

At Siloso & I look like aunty having picnic. Gosh! (:

So happy to see them all smiles! (:

& Wet (:

I'm truly sorry but I really have to go off early..

To celebrate my 11th monthsary with Baby.

Which had been all planned, booked tralalalaa.

Yes, I chose 10th to celebrate my monthsary.

Because baby had no school on Tuesday.

Well, thank god everything when off smoothly during our date.

It's been a long time since we date out! Haha.

So first we walked around Vivo aimlessly; chit-chatting.

Next we ride off to Marina Square.

While making our way there, we were stucked at ERP near Marina!

WOW.

Me: What should we do now? Wait till the ERP is over? It's a one-way road. No turning back!

Baby: It's okay. It's okay. Don't worry. There will always be a way.

The next thing I knew, we were heading backwards, LOL.

It was very funny I tell you!

One-way road & these gundus on the bike heading backwards.

All thanks to baby for not fixing the IU unit.

But nevermind, he made the day much interesting.

After heading backwards & backwards.

We finally managed to get to a proper direction road to head.

Baby were very confident to head straight & the next thing i know..

We were at a construction site where IR is under construction.

I can see a lot of construction workers looking at us weirdly.

Wondering what these two are doing there! Haha.

Okayy. Enough of the stupidity, we finally managed to escape and escape from ERP..

& we ended up in Bugis.

We gave up, park the bike at Bugis & took the train to Ct Hall instead.

We went to ate at Breeks!

It was super yummmmmy(:

Next we head off to Suntec to just walk around & play daytona.

Then I wanted to tricked baby to a dessert place.

So I said Toy R Us now got sell dessert; very nice!

We walked & search for Toy R Us.

When we are about to reached, we heard "Pssst pssst pssst pssssssssst.."

Guess what!

I didnt saw Taufiq batisah or what but I saw Hafiz, Eric & Ameer.

I was freaking happy lahh!

We talked for awhile & I really miss them!

When they left with their colleagues,

I brought baby to cottage waffles.

Yes, cottage waffles is the place not Toy R Us.

*heeeeee*

We had our dessert there with Ice Latte. Yummmmy(:

We ride back to CCK.

At night, we watched mooovie at Lot1.

We watched KungFu Panda!

It's a MUST-WATCH movie(:

Very goood lahhh; i like.

Overall, I had a very wonderful day.

It was a nice break from school;like finally.

Starting from now on, I'm busy with Drama training already.

Everyday come school @ 630pm.

But its okayy, saturday is my performance.

My 1st time acting in Tp!

wooots. So can't wait.

&& this saturday, POG is finally going out..

I hope you guys will wait for me :(((

Cos my performance ends @ 6pm.

Wait for me kaysss? Thankiuuuukkkk!

Miss you guys sooo muchyyy!!

LOVES.

2008-06-02T19:15:00.006+08:00

It is time to de-stress myself.

I am now in school mugging like hell.
With my heavy bag like want to go camping.
LOL.

I am famished, tired & sick.
I have yet to eat anything since morning.
All due to the morning rush.

Had my RHT mid-semt test just now.
I managed to stay awake throughout the test,
although I only had 3 hours of sleep.
& Thank God! The test was okayyy(:
Confirm,plusCHOP i can PASS!
Pass only?? *sheeshhh*
Hoping to get an A of course BUT.
I doubt I will get an A.
Probably a B or just C.

Studying Macro really gives me headaches.
There is like so much understanding needed.
Once you understand what effects what & so ever.
Then you are able to do the question well.
That is what I thought though.
Besides the understanding, there are formulas to remember!
*sheessssh*

Tonight, sleeping over Iza's house.
Will have a good rest & tomorrow morning will definitely continue studying again.
I have not even touch on POM. (Sure Die!)
& POM have lots of facts to memorize. (Die one lahhhh!)

I cannot wait for Thursday to come!
Last paper and then......hoooorayy!!!
Actually, not quite.
2 weeks break need to be spend on work & mainly, projects.
Baby will be leaving to Thailand on my 2nd week break:(
So sad!
He is going to be away for 1week. Oh God!
I wonder how my life would be.
I know I might sound phatetic here; like as if i cannot live without him.
But I will feel the lost during the week when he is away.
A little bit too early to say this but i will Miss You baby! (:

I guess I need to continue with my revision for another 1hour.
Just before the library close.
I hope everyone is doing fine.
I truly apologize if I have been neglecting you or something.
Takecare people.

Lotsa LOVE.

2008-05-25T23:59:00.016+08:00

Butt-ache, arm-ache, abdomen-ache! *urghhhh*
Thanks to my brother's lovely 5sets of exercise routine (:

I miss the gym & the jogging track; like seriousssly.
I miss playing badminton esp during sports & wellness last time.
& I feel like running for the Standard Chartered 10km Run again!
If time, money and stamina persist - I would definitely do so!
Anybody want to join with me again?? It's hell fun I tell youuuu!

My exams is just round the corner.
I've plan my days way ahead already.
This week No Work!
I'm going to sleepover Iza's house starting from this weekend.
Till my exams ends - thanks for the offer babe! (:

Ohh well, I'm feeeling so BADD right now cos i didn't bake brownie for 1H07!
*i'm reallyyyyy sorrry*
I really do not have the time; like seriously.
But hey! Promise is a promise.
I still am going to bake but u will only taste it afew days from now.
Okieeeee precious babies of 1H07????

Anyway, I've been hearing from new friends I made in Tp..
they said "Owhhh..Syafiqah..SHE'S A VERY QUIET GIRL!!!!"
Hahahahahahahaha.
I can sure roll & laugh like tooooot.
Ask all my friends beyond Tp - for sure they will give you a biGG NO!
Rightt? Rightt? *heeeee*

Well, I just felt lost in school at times.
I feel as though I'm not fitting in.
Or I do not want to be too hyper,
or people might judge badly about me.
I just try to be humble & hoping people could learn to accept me.
And eventually know me inside-out.

As i've learnt -
"First impression will usually affects one perception.
So go easy & explore, eventually u'll discover the unexpected.." (:

So I do hope people don't judge me just like that.

Next!
I have to say that I seldom spend my lunch with my classmates.
& I have this bad feeling that they think I do not want to be with them :(
So Sad Lorrrrrr!

That is not the main reason.
I spent my lunch at the library because:
Most of the times, I need to revise.
(Seriously, I am a slow-learner;
& I am stress with the level of difficulty of the subjects)
At times, I really don't feel hungry.
At times, I'm just saving up my $$.
At times, I'm just tired & sickkk.

So I really do hope that 1H07 don't judge me otherwise.
Please understand that I stayed the FURTHEST & i am tired.
And i hope you understand that I need to spend my time clarifying my doubts.
With someone who knows more about the subject & is available to teach me.

I am JEALOUS when Mimi, Liting, Fiona, HongYen, Mummy etc. etc.
Have lots of things to talk about & I feel that I'm cast away.
Because I don't really know what's happening. *sighhhs*

** Forgive me for not joining you guys during lunch hours. :(

I guess I need to end my post here or it won't END.
I need to continue my revision & have a goood sleeeep (:

Things running through my mind: Projects & more projects, Comm skills & IHT grades, Revising POM, RHT & Macro, revise past lecture notes and doing all my tutorials!!

LOVES,
your girlfriend next door.

2008-05-22T23:12:00.008+08:00

Oooooo..wowww!
Like finally, i'm updating.
I apologize for the absence.
But seriously, i'm that busy & have no time to blog.

MAJOR reasons:

I have long journey to school - Tired!
I have tutorials hw to do - Everyday!
I have revisions to do - Frequently!
I have CCA to attend - Every Weds!
I have to work - Most Weekends!
I have test to study - Presently!
I have ALOT of group projects - to Research & Discuss!
I cannot sleep late, unless doing tutorials, projects or revisions - Lesson starts @ 9am!

SEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I really got Not Much Time. LOL.

Presently.
I am doing quite well in school.
My class is bonding well.
& no doubt my new nick is - Fifi (the fish).
I used to be Syak (like shark).but also a birdie.
Sighssss.
Why am i always associated with animals????
Well, it's okayyy.
Whatever it is - I am still ME, Nur Syafiqah.
or rather run haqifays. hehss.

2 of my tests are over!
I passed my F&B test. Comm skills nt sure yet.
I'm left with upcoming mid-sem test only.
I'm freakinggggg nervous! O_O

&& to P.O.G: let's plan for a meet up very sooon!!!
FYI, my break is btwn 7-22june onlieeee.
So i really look forward upon meeting u people.
*Misses misses misses*
Mmmmuaaaaaahssss!

LOVE,
Run Haqifays.

2008-04-22T20:02:00.016+08:00

Yesterday, I wasted my time, money & effort to attend a 1hour POM 1st lecture at 2pm. It was supposed to end at 4pm but it ended early. *Sighs* Then we can head back home. CCK to TP and then TP back to CCK again. How great!

Today's school was way better except for the morning heavy traffic at SLE & TPE. Dad sent me to school and it supposed to be way faster than me taking public transport unfortunately because of the very bad traffic jam, i was 15minutes late for my lecture. It's okay! No attendance taken for lectures so i'm safe! *grins*

My 1st F&B Fundamentals lecture - I have to say that this module is similar to my F&N back during my secondary school days except that this is even more "chim" and of course, interesting(;

My 1st Tutorial of the week - Communication Skills. The whole class went to the wrong class and ended up being told off by our stern lecturer badly. "Like hello? It's our 1st tutorial. Take it easy..." But No, she confessed that she was not a lenient lecturer so whatever! Haha. Anyway Comm Skills is like BCM back in ITE. And yes! I hate it because I have to write reports, write resume, write write write so much things! And I admit my English is not good as compared to the rest of my classmates whom Eng was A1-B3. Gosh! Its alright..I will slowly catch up as Comm Skills teach me how to pronouce words correctly, things like that. Lame but haha, benefit me in the career world to come.. (;
Not only that! **To P.O.G - I will master to pronounce words like Milk & Building properly okayyy..hahahahaha.

Highlights for today: Baby skipped AutoCad class and meet me after my class ended. Initial plan was to go for lunch at MarryBrown which is near TP unfortunately, it has close down & turned into KFC now. So Baby brought me to Ramen Ten!! *happy to the max* We had Ramen, Udon & Esprits Drinks. We also had Sushi for take aways. As usual, we selected those yummy2 sushi that we like, with wasabi & soy sauce. *heaven* Then we challenged daytona & sat at a corner and battled psp games together (our favourite past-time!) and I WON! I WON! Haha. Then at 530, we took train and off he went to work and me head home sweet home. Thanks Baby for the treat & the day! ♥ ♥
ps: aku masih sayang *heee*

And And, thanks to my classmate, Issabelle.
Now I have a new nick name called *FiFi* hahahahha (;

LOVES.

2008-04-18T22:37:00.006+08:00

2days of TP's freshmen' orientation was a Blast! Well, it supposed to be. Except that I find that I was not able to fit-in hyper-ly into my class which is 1H07. FYI, my class only has 3 malay girls (includes me), Zaferin & Amira and 1 malay boy, Sharmen. The rest are chinese. Easily said, hospitality malay students can easily count. Back abt my class, geeeee. Blardy quiet! This was my worst orientation ever! O_O luckily, today my class was much better.

Just now started off with HTM Course Mgr briefing us about the course in auditorium. Then we proceed to our tutorial class and meet my care person, Dr Aloy Lee. A cute care person i must say! We received our handbook & most importantly, time-table! H07 suddenly were on high spirits because - we have no class on thursday! And the only time we end school late is on weds. This is going to be fun. Plus next monday - no tutorials, only come for POM lecture. Thanks lah!

All my classes starts at 9am. *Pheww! 830am orientation is already a torture for me, but hey! I was not late u know! Miracle right P.O.G? haha. Sadly, I am 2nd oldest in class. The oldest one is this A levels student,Don, who is currently 21yrs. Well, nvm. At least we can apply for exemption for certain subjects!!!!! As for me, I'm going to apply exemption for POA, OFA & AOFA. Thank god. (;

Orientation - we had Olympias (games), TP Raggata (dragon boat) & cheer competion. Overall champion goes to Business School. And we had been holding on to the champion trophy for 4 consecutive years. ~Wootts. We compete against Applied Science, Design, Humanities, IT & Engineering School. & thanks to Bedok Reservoir near to our school for us to held the event and do water sports there. Heess.

Lastly, I can't wait to attend my tutorials & lectures! Hopefully everything will run smoothly & of course I want to achieve Diploma of Merit. So *jia you! Oh ya! How i wish I had P.O.G as my classmates again! They seriously rock and shall always remain in my heart. P.O.G! Come join my class k?? *hee*

LOVES.

2008-04-15T19:52:00.007+08:00

Don't read if you don't have the time (;

10th April 2008 - Credits to Ayn & Fana, for sparing their precious time accompanying me all the way to TP just to collect my size C4 brown enrolment package. Then the Tao Nan, i mean Tong Seng (opppss!) for a hearty meal. Fana & Ayn were really famished so they had Siew Mai & You Char Kuay as side dishes too. Next stop, was Bugis window shopping then headed home. Thank you girls for the day (;

12th April 2008 - & my 2weeks planned suprise date was cancelled. I was displeased with myself for making this decision as my hard sweat planned date did not happen. But its alright, i don't mind cancelling it for the benefits of my dearest md azmi to have plenty of rest recovering from HFMD. *shESH!

13th April 2008 - Got to mark a note on my calender on this date. Because. Guess what?? I went out on a "date" with a special petite friend of mine named, Aslinda. Yeaaaahh, we tavelled all the way to Tai Seng to be the "Kiasuss" Singaporeans to check out the Charles & Keith Warehouse Sale. Seeing her from the FAR opposite side of the road, made me carve a smile on my face as it's always great to meet this lady. *fast forward*

Lind bought a pair of sandals and I get nothing out from the Sale. Mainly because the vintage sandals that me and Lind wanted did not have our sizes and what was left on the tables are mostly heels, so-common-shoes or sandals with sizes 5 or 6. So Damn It!

Next we went to Bedok to meet another lovely girlfriend, Ilah. & there she goes, the moment she stepped out of the lift, she was smiling from ear-to-ear. So glad to meet her. After passing MP4 to Lind, we went to bedok shops there. Ilah treated us to Choc Waffle & Bubble Tea. Thanks! Should drop by Bedok and meet Ilah often. Right Linds? gagagaga. We had a great short time spent and talking together. I appreciate the time I had with Lind & Ilah (;

Today - Finally, all my documents mailed to TP! One stress off, seriously, there is so much to do for enrolment. I met my baby just now for awhile to do a short-search for our slippers & had lunch at KFC. Yey! He has fully recovered, yipeee(; Time was fast, and at 5.30pm he already need to head off to work. *sobs*sobs* So bid a lovely goodbye!

School's orientation will be in 2 freaakinggg days & i'm nervous! Not joking. In addition, what made me be in low spirit is that I'm sickkkk. Sighss. I hate being sick & i think everyone in the house is sick now. I need a fresher air to breathe!

Hope everyone's doing fine esp my dearest P.O.G. I miss you all.

LOVES.

2008-04-14T00:35:00.002+08:00

I'm engrossed with tonight's match. As predicted before match, I would say it's going to be 2-1. And hopefully it's true! 15minutes to go..

I'm super excited for the final scores. Man-U all the way! And I'm going to have a small competition with baby when Man-u meets Chealsea. Too bad! Huhu. O_O

LOVES
foot.
balls.

2008-04-10T01:07:00.022+08:00

It's my 9th monthsary yesterday.

Dropped by Ubi to suprise the sick, sleeping baby.
And that was part of my gift;
made with love for my Baby (;

Baby is currently sick so he's feeling lethargic.
He was diagnosed with mild HFMD.
All he needs now is plenty of rest.
Get well soon md azmi!

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More Updates!

Besides my outstanding ITE results,
my Polytechnic application was also successful!

And i got into TP business school - DHTM.
I'm going to collect my enrolment pack tomorrow.
School opening only on 21st April (;
I'm freaking nervous.

Currently, life has been an average.
Because my holidays - bore me to death.
Hopefully things gets better when school opens.

I've decided to get into Sports for my CCA.
Probably back to Touch Rugby.
Still deciding.. O_O

And guess what???!!

I'm still job-less; how cool is that!
I'm blardy frustrated about being job-less.
I need more $kechings$ for Poly.
Urgh. When will lady-luck be on my side?

♥ ♥ Thank you for being there with me all the time;
mentally, physically & emotionally (;

Even throughout those hardest times.

Muhammad Azmi; no other guy could replace you.
You are a gift from God; special & unique.
I shall always be your lucky babygirl.
Lovey-dovey-youuuuu. ♥ ♥

"May Allah continue to guide us to the right path;
& insyaallah we will always be blessed with love & happiness.."
Amin.

LOVES.

2008-03-22T22:51:00.004+08:00

After seriously having a loong break from my blog.
HERE I AM, back again.
I've yet to settle down properly.

My granny moving house soon.
So re-arranging of my furnitures again.
By end April, it's going to be me and my HUGE room again.
Trust me. I can bunk in my whole P.O.G even!
It's great to be having the whole room but at times it feels phatetic.

I'm still job-seeking and waiting currently.
Sick of doing this but I have to.
My baby has been working and i'm so jealous.

Ohh well, my holidays have been of an average so far.
In 2 days time, i'm going to meet P.O.G to buy the bbq stuffs.
And Weds/Thurs would be days of FUN. (weeehoooo)

I'll be back with more my stuffs once i've really settled down.

For now, takecare loves!

2008-02-25T23:52:00.007+08:00

SCORPIO WOMAN

A simple woman who always show what kind of moods she is in. You can tell right way if she is upset, or if she is flirting with you. She displays herself with her act much more than trying to say it for it's in her character.

A Scorpio woman has her own mysterious personality. She is confident and deep down inside she is quite proud of herself. She hates to think she is born a woman and so limiting her with a certain social acceptable rules. She is a real woman and despite her innocent and childish looks, she has a spirit of free soul. Many men will make mistake if they think she is a good follower, they are wrong.

She thinks being a plain simple housewife is boring. She likes to have power and control over other people, but this will be only her secret, so you will only see a cute woman. Every things she does will look good, and she has all the woman's trick you can think of. She can manipulate men without they knowing it.

If you think she going to do everything you say because she loves you, then you will be disappointed. She could be a little tomboyish and she can understand you by just looking in your eyes. You may say sweet words which could sweep any woman, but not with the Scorpio woman. She will use her X-ray eyes reading your thought of what you just said or what you are going to say. She always smile and she can really hide her feeling.

She will constantly show you that she loves freedom. If she has freedom, she will not leave you, but will even love you more. If she wants something, she will do everything to get it. She has her own sixth sense of people and you can feel that energy feed back when you around her. She likes a man who canearn her respect, and she will also respect and feel proud of that man. A man with power over her should not threat or challenge her confident. She likes to have a good looking, strong and healthy man especially if she start to compare with her friends' boyfriends. It is a plus if he hold a degree or a good career.

She is a hot lady. She likes heavy music. She either loves or hates, there are no "fond of", or "like" for her. Love has no "may be", or "perhaps". If she is real mad, she will trash and throw things. Her wind storm can sweep all her dishes and you could get accidentally hit on your head for this matter. Be calm, it is just your grand mother favorite china for she has good quality as much as her bad tempered.

Sometimes she shows her weakness, but it won't be long. She will put herself together and back to be that hot chili again. If she loves you, it will be no matter what other people may say. Her relationship will be more important than what is right or wrong. Because of this reason, you may know some Scorpio woman become a second wife, a mistress.

She is spoil, but she allows her love one to over power her. Dating this woman, you should not keep old love letters in your pocket or in your house. It could be a love letter 2 years ago, but never mind she will argue about this since this is a big deal for a suspicious woman. Remember she has a temper of the shrew.

If you play a cold war with her, she will treat you likewise and double it. If you stood her up once, she will stood you up 2-3 times. She is quite fair n justice, so she can accept your apologies as much as she can pretend to accept things for now and wait for a pay back revenge in the future. If you are nice to hear, she will double that to you as well. A real fair woman.

She likes to make and spent money. She likes to have fame and reputations,and never let herself broke and have no name at the same time. She is too proud and will not accept status of being "Poor". She loves to have face, so if you are a manager with small salary, she will be proud more than more money being a truck driver. She hates to think and she can not stand a feeling of being a "Nobody".

If you like her, play a little hard to get. This will excite her a bit. When you go out on a date, set your schedule, but do not let she knows that you have planned this for weeks. Always go to pick her up on time or better togo 5-10 minutes early.

Well, if you THINK you know me. THINK AGAIN. =)

evil, LOVES.

2008-02-24T22:52:00.005+08:00

I wonder IF I am really ready for this,
I wonder IF you're really ready for this.

At times, you don't understand. I'm hoping you will but No you won't.

Let time decides for now.

2008-02-21T21:28:00.011+08:00

It's been awhile since i blogged, ohh well. Simply said, i'm busy spending my late nights with projects and revision.

The heat is really getting on my nerves. I loved to spend my afternoon revising but the weather just discourages me to do so. It's freaking warm - making me feel lerthargic, most of the time. Sad right.

Baby found a job and i'm kind of frustrated but happy for him in a way. Contradicting but yeaaah. Up till date, i've yet to get a job. Mum said "It's not my luck yet." Urghhh. I seriously need to work. My pockets are slowly burning day by day and I need more savings!
Anyone, a decent job for me pleaaase?

Ms frontpage is dueing SOON. And me, being the "dim-wit" for Web Web Web is slowly experimenting the features available and using them for projects. Well, thanks to my dearest for making my life easier by giving me the Ms Frontpage installer. Now, I can do it at home ((:

Lately, I had many many days of downfalls with him. I'm just not being myself and I don't know why but I kept picking up fights with him over such tiniee-winiee problems. Sighhss.
Seems like every action, say or move he made or said is just a mistake for me. But well, we talked it out and he being my greatest boyfriend, give in to me most of the times. Thank youu for tolerating my claptrap towards you. Love love you babyy.

You're my sweetest downfall <3

Ohh well, I can't wait for school to end.
Then it will be a Time-Out for me! Hohoho.

Will you be the one dating me throughout my short holiday?
Tell me Tell me. -_-

I seriously need a night jog at the park now, to calm my nerves and muscles down. Ahahh. Madness but true enough.

LOVES.

2008-02-12T13:58:00.001+08:00

Can I meet YOUUUUUU???????

Hi. My name is Syafiqah and on my right is Aslinda (the most hilarious women I know who fills my life with all the stupid yet meaningful jokes she knew)

and on my left is Hafiz(the cutest guy i know who provides me with the sponge for me to bounce back when I fall- my saviour)

and I 'm so bored now. I swear!

And later I'm going to date Lin to Botanic and go find more trees which are not green in colour. = .=

2008-02-11T20:17:00.000+08:00

I am so looking forward towards this.......

Disney On Ice Amazing Journey.

(Like small kid seyyyyyyyyy.)

I know, but it's been years since I wanted to go.

I'm graduating pretty SOOOOOONN.

Anyone bigheartedly willing to sponsor me a date to Disney On Ice?

By fluke, Bf's sister also looking forward towards this!

Haha. What a coincidence!

Little Mermaid, Simba, Stitch and special appearance by Tinker Bell.

Those are my top-list favourites.

Bf's sis loves Tinker Bell though. lols.

So anybody please?

Sponsor(s)??

i know FAT hope.

yadayadayada.

LOVES.

Tenderizing smile on a perfect sunny day.

2008-02-10T21:43:00.000+08:00

I need antidotes from you.

Currently.

Under pressure.

Stress.

Uneasy-ness.

Soon going on hiatus from almost everything.

ProjectS.

Presentation.

Revisions.

Planning for future education.

I seriously am priotizing my time for all these.

Anyway, happy 7th monthsary baby to US yesterday.

No meet-ups or any celebration. (laughs)

It's ok what matters is the content of the relationship.

And not more on the outer look of it.

But still, thank you for the present sayang.

I love you.

Sorry, if i've been busy lately.

Things would be fine after March 11th.

Missing you. (:

Hope everyone had great holidays!

School opening tmrw.

All the best to me.

LOVES.

(Come, give me the remedy..)

2008-02-04T21:49:00.000+08:00

As I can see, most of my wishlist are striked-OUT!

The latest wish was being granted - thanks to my Mr Love.

And I'm over-the-top not only because u granted my wish;

BUT also because of the day we spent yesterday.

Simple, Kind-of-unplan but truly Awesome baby! (:

More of those happy happy days coming through our way!!

CNY Holidays are drawing nearer.

That calls for extra "$keching-keching$".

THANKS to all the red ang-bao(s).

Many people are leaving the country, for holidays.

I'm having my family day as well as Chalet at Changi.

Apparently, Boyfriend leaving the country too.

He is away leaving me to climb the Mount Ophir.

So "gerek" kan! I know- it's SUPER adventurous baby!

I wish I can tag along too; but too bad. :((

Today school day was average.

After school programme was fun.

with Pek Is, Randy Aizat & Samad Effy.

From LJS, Money Changer, Zinc, Mini Toons blablabla.

Name it! We visited most of the shops.

Samad bought a new bag & boxer briefs, haha - opppss!

Overall, the afternoon filled me with fun & laughter.

Thanks Guys, you rock! (:

Currently trying to fight with my cold & fever.

Shooooooooooo!

I will be strong and fight through it.

So no MC or doctor, just living as per normal with panadols.

Ms Excel!

Ms Frontpage!

Event Project!

PR Revision!

Ok, I'm left with LESS than 2 months to complete all of the above.

GoodLuck Syafiqah!

xoxoxoLOVESxoxoxo

and i wish you could be by my side; physically 24-7.

showering me with all those endearments.

2008-01-24T22:41:00.000+08:00

AND I'm chatting with Is Hairulnizam Bin Sulaiman now!
HAPPY GILERR laa kan oii!
Annoucement kerana memuaskan hati saya!
muahahahaha.

Like finally, after so long.
I had a long superb chat with him.
Thanks ey dude! (:

AKU SUKE!
happening giler.
haha.

LOVES.

2008-01-24T21:14:00.000+08:00

Today i never go to school!
I went for a "job training".
Muahahahaha.
Ended up walking around stupid & confusing T3.
(Sorry for raising my voice at you at T3, didn't mean to..)
And morning breakfast with dearest Md Azmi.
At T2 Macdonalds.
Double Gerek, tell youu! (:

Let's start off with BASIC dining manners!

No more milk, simply add FREE tea! Teh-susu!

Excuse the expression; he's hungry.

And, Thank you baby for the wonderFULLEST breakfast!

Anyway, Case Study Project is DONE; except for the presentation.
Next, Event Project; coming right up! Weeeeee..

- Ecstatic -
Reason being; my recent doctor check-up.
Result shows that i lost my weight.
Yupp-pi-diee-dooo. ((:
Haha; of course results are not clearly seen.
But well; satisfaction is for myself and love ones, not others.
I'm recovering from those tummy sickness; thank god.
Flatulency is still there but hopefully it will slowly be gone.
And I will be a strong and healthy person again, insyaallah.
"Thank you family and esp. Md Azmi for being there for me,
throughout my painful times when my sickness strikes."

(Sighss)
I don't know why; somehow I miss youuuuuuuu.
Urghh. I miss my Fish plus that little Lulu.
I miss spending reaL quality time with them.
I truly do; esp my HI; I love them for who they are.
They are just loyal and not hypocrites.
I know! I know!
You must be Huhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Yes, I'm crazy but crazy missing youuuuuuuuu.
(I hope you know, know, know.)

I wouldn't want to lose youuuuu. (:

PS: I hope you pass prac 8 tonight!! and you did.
hahaha; congrats you & ismeth!!

xoxoxoLOVESxoxoxo
Baby, remember the deal/promise we made today?
I hope we can stick on to it.
I'm sure we will; god willing.
We set our target.
So I hope we can achieve it.
I know we can right??
ilu. imu. isu. ((:

2008-01-19T21:44:00.000+08:00

Okay here you go! (;

Here are the pictures to yesterday's cycling trip.

At East Coast Park with the P.O.G girls.

Sorry guys, for not inviting you all.

We have not have a girl's outing before.

So this was the 1st.

I must say; it was awesome.

2hours of cycling; most of the girls are having cramps.

Even till today.

But i'm fine. Haha.

We should do this occasionally.

The upcoming ones, with the guys.

So guys make most of your fridays free alright?

So we can spend our friday together.

Girls, thanks for the wonderful day.

Having to spare each other's time for yesterday.

(Even though actually some couldn't make it)

I appreciate everyone's presence there.

The bond, craps, talks, fun, laughter and work out.

ALL were great.

Thanks.

xoxoxoLOVESxoxoxo

one moment i start to give up;

but on the next,

i pick up myself again and strive.

i played my part; but i failed.

building sandcastle alone; was not easy.

all i ask for was for us to get back together,

and be happy.

like those times when i was still young.

please make my wish come true.

2008-01-13T21:25:00.000+08:00

New Job coming UP!

So as many other things!!

Apart from the good news,

I also have slightly bad news to bring upon.

That is, I still have a heap of work

To carry out.

SIGHS! i know. i know.

But still as long as responsibilty is on my shoulder

I will strive to finish up ALL my due-ing

And upcoming work!

I could not wait to step down as President in Green Club

One Burden Off, I must say once it is official (;

I am almost done in deciding which course I am taking in future Poly

I cannot wait to leave ITE

At the same time, I just cannot bear to leave all my friends

Seriously in 2years alot have took place

And so they have almost become part of me

Hope the friendship would stay strong

Even if we went on seperate ways, god willing (;

xoxoxoLOVESxoxoxo

and i was being stupid

to follow and play with my own emotions

i am sorry my love.

2008-01-09T19:41:00.000+08:00

Salam Ma'al Hijrah 1429H

to all my muslim brothers and sisters (:

(Happy Lunar New Year!)

Muharram is the first month of the Islamic, Hijrah calendar. It is one of the four sanctified months about which Allah says, “The number of months in the sight of Allah are twelve (in a year). So ordained by Him the day He created the heavens and the earth; Of them four are sacred: That is the right religion. So wrong not yourselves therein.”
(At-Tawbah: 36)

"Hope you have recited your year-end & beginning of year prayers.."

New Year Resolutions are set.

One of it, is to be a better Muslim of course.

The rest is up to me to make them fulfill, god willing.

** Dearest god, in this New Year i prayed..

May all of my friends, includes Eric, are freed from evil acts

and may they are blessed with great happiness at all times. Amin. **

★ 090108 ★

When life tends to get shorter
I start to agonize
The sickness that I’ve been going through
Day by day
Make me start to realize more

I don’t blame anyone, not even god
For the situation that I’m through
I accepted them willingly with my open hands

Furthermore, people who appreciates me
Tends to show more of their care towards me
But sadly, not all though
I am having the feeling of losing my friends slowly
And all these are ripping me off

Still, I stand strong
Carve a smile on my face
Face my reality
And moved on…

Today marks my 6th MONTHSARY with dearest boyfriend, Md Azmi.
My day has been quite appalling today
With the addition of the cough and bad flu virus infected me
I just cannot wait to reach home

Not to my expectation.
I saw my boyfriend the moment I alighted from the bus
Overwhelming of contentment overcomes everything immediately
Thank you for the wonderful surprise and surprises u gave me
You make my today awesome baby! (:

xoxoxoLOVESxoxoxo

PS: Ayn and Lind, thanks!

2008-01-04T19:46:00.001+08:00

Yesterday, I had a girl's therapy.
My dearest Mommy brought me for a suprise shopping spree. So we headed off to Orchard Road, Wisma Atria (:

From Mango, Levis, Topshop, Cotton On, Joops, Isetan, Sasa. Whooo!
I felt so pampered. Thank you dearest Mommy. Of course, we were great sale shopper. And Mommy, chose most of the clothes for me.

It's been a while since I felt this way. Can I say It's been 3 years?
Oh god, i was so suprised and over the top yesterday. In addition to the excitement, Mommy got shopping vouchers which she didn't tell me!! *hMpffss* But it's ok, it was a suprise anyway. Hehe. So most of the items bought are paid by vouchers. And how do I put it..99% of stuffs bought yesterday, are mine! (;

Thanks again Mommy. I love you. Well, besides the shopping, we went for light dinner and had a long chat. She said I deserved all the pamperation as it's been a long time since I had one. Yeaaah, all because of "so much stuffs happened plus plus prolonged problems". But still, I managed to put a big smile and face the reality openly and showed that everythings fine.

So besides all these, i thank god also for what i have today.
Not to forget. . .
The presence of my boyfriend now also adds shine to everything in my life. I wouldn't want to trade anything for him (;

So Muhammad Azmi..

you better stay together with me..

At all times.

School is starting soon, at the same time ENDING. I'm so nervous. I've yet to know which polytechnic, I really want to go to. siGHS!

That's for now. LOVES.
5 days to go baby. . .

2008-01-02T18:44:00.000+08:00

I have to say that it is/was not easy
Patience is a virtue, they say
And so I’m relying on my true self
To regain back what I’ve lost

I wish for MORE!

happiness beyond expectations,

simply comes and goes away...

LOVES.

2008-01-01T22:31:00.000+08:00

GOODBYE 2007, HELLO 2008!

The first post for 2008 going to be a looong one, hopefully not though.
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UPDATES! !

27th December 2007,

And yes, p.o.g sentosa outing was a grand!
We had double and triplicious FUN.
With mr boyfriend, tagging along.
Overall, i love the bonding we had there.
We play games, swim, chat and enjoyed ourselves.
Looking forward towards our next activity, chalet! (;

30th December 2007,

One of the most memorable day in my life,
My brother is finally ENGAGED to kak Hajar!
I, being the sister, is super excited of course.
Congratulations Abg Yan! (;

and thank you for those who send their wishes to my bro.

and sorry, for not inviting, it was just a private occasion.

boyfriend, i invited you but u didn't attend!

Here's a few pics to share the occasion with you.

Celestial GoldHeart Diamond Engagement Ring.

Tissot Cheap-Cheap Watch.

HAHAHAHAHA.

(yeahhh right!)

Secret Recipe Banana Triple Choc Cake.

Chocolate Cupcakes with my brother's Motor design.

Congrats brother!!

31st December 2007,

Dearest sis wani's birthday!
Happy birththday dearest youuuu! (;

In addition,
it was a great last day of the year for me.
My cousins and I decided to go out and watch fireworks.
Not to countdown, but merely a gathering for us all.
Because there is nothing to countdown and celebrate.
As a muslim, January is not my new year you see, hehs.

My dearest Md Azmi came to a final decision to join me.
And I was in high spirits of course.

So it was his 1st time but it turns out well...

As everywhere tends to be packed with people,
We, cousins and all take away food and drinks from Marina Sq.
And settle down with a mat outside Marina Sq.
Me & boyfriend when to check out situation at Esplanade.
But it was super pack!

Then we went to Mrs Field as I was craving for their cookies!!
And thank you mr boyfriend for purchasing them.
Went back to where we're supposed to be.
And then all the guys when for their prayers, for an hour.
I don't know why they took so much time.
When most of them don't know each other, haha.

More cousins came in with partners.
And abg Faizal's gf, kak Shahida, started off with alot of games.
It was super brain wrecked for that night.
My brother and fiancee came in later and joined us.
The night was filled with lots of fun & laughter.
It was a great bonding indeed.
We waited for fireworks to start off.
And mr boyfriend, was the countdown timer for fireworks.

My brother and fiancee went super sale shopping,without ME!
Bomberman challenge on PSP was awesome!
I love the night at Marina Sq with all the companions.

The night is still young for US.
After fireworks, we went for supper at Sembawang Al-Ameen.
Yussof, Zahra's bf left us to attend other things.
While the rest rush through the crowds to get to individuals' transport.
Some park at Newton, Marina and Suntec.
I'm boarding kak Shahida's car so I have to take mrt to Newton.
It was very warm and we're packed like a group of achovies!
Boyfriend ride Abg Faizal's car with some of my other cousins.

Reached Sembawang, got to know my brother's motor got problem.
So the SuperFour was left behind at Holland.
Abg Zul joined us after that.
And we had a great sleepy super! (;
Thanks to my brother who treated the 15 of us.

We took our last pics of the day.
Cheers to the ladies and guys present there.
Boyfriend took Black Kr home, safely sent by Hassan, cousin's bf.
HEHE, thank you Hassan! (;
We were all separated.
Some board cars others ride their motorbikes.
Cool huhh.

Most of us reached home at 4am plus in the morning.
I had a wonderful day i must say!
No calls from parents for coming home late or what-so-ever.
Mum knows Azmi was there and it was all fine.
Boyfriend, Md Azmi, i love you!!
You're my greatest boyfriend ever!
Thank you for fitting in with my family, friends and cousins.
Mmm..Muaackssss!! (;

Overall, my 31st December till 1st January was GREAT.
And sayang, 2 more days till your RTT.
A few more weeks later will be your TP test.
Then, the born of a new baby.
And soon we'll be riding on the road, god willing.

I pray to god to give you the best guidance.
And help easen your burden going through it all.
All the best sayang, chia you!!

And 9 more days to our happiest day again. . .

I miss Nur Farhana Binte Mustafa.
Udah lama tak keluar dgn dier.
And school is opening soon, wohoooo!
I can meet friends but dread boring to attend classes.
Heeeeeeeeeeee (;

LOVES.

2007-12-20T13:20:00.000+08:00

2007-12-18T00:28:00.000+08:00

Hiatus is over, hopefully.
Yeaah. I've been taking a break from blog lately.

Life has been going on normally.
Except for the part that i almost got depressed.
Not going to further elaborate about it though.

So much event had past.
Dad is back on track, he's back to work with his new Lexus car.
Which his dearest daughter has been super-duper in loved with.
Always want to tag wherever he wants to go just to have a ride!
hehehehes. (:

My granny is back home, from Australia!
And i'm so jealous.
But i'm just as happy that she enjoyed her trip there.

I successfully accomplished my 10km standard chartered run.
Proud of myself.
Most memorable day of my life.
I got to overnight in school the day before with dearest friends and lind especially..
And my bf is also there for the run so it's extra meaningful to me.

I got two new nephews,within two months!!!
Yes, thanks to kak tini and nura.
Thank god both 1st labours went off smoothly.
Even though one of the delivery took 29 freaking hours.
Naughty baby, Danish Naufal Akhtar.
I've yet to see kak tini's baby and not yet know the name though.
But will die-die see you during hari raya haji! (:
I'm so in love with children especially babies!
Can i have one too, muhammad azmi? haha, yeah right!
Wait till 7 years syafiqah..

Anyway, outing with my beloved cousins was awesome.
Shafiq, Hazirah, Aslam, Shuadah, Kak Nana and Kak Julie.
Thanks for the day!
Pizza Hut, Alvin & the Chipmunks and McCafe was GREAT.
And me, movie marathon at 1am till the next morning at Aslam house, was a PLUS factor.
Watched redline, loved it!

Watch Alvin and the Chipmunks again with bf on Saturday.
Finally, he got all his dued suprise presents from me. Pheww!
I just hope you like them all sayang. I'm sure you do.

Poly enrichment course at NYP had started today!
It was an eye-opening experience, seriously.
I've learnt quite alot and the lesson eventually is way better than in school.
Mr Randell Ong, as been told by my cousin, he's a GAY!
And he's my lecturer for Economics.
But he's a cool and nice lecturer though.
There were only 3 Malays in the Class.
And dearest Is was my partner in train as well as class.
I'm so looking forward for tmrw's class. (:
And, muhammad azmi you're so gonna fetch me tmrw!

Holidays, i just going to spend my time off in Poly, outings and projects.
And of course, going to be busy preparing for my brother's engagement next week!!
I still can't believed he's getting engaged, gosh! CONGRATS bro.

★ You've been with me through thick and thin.
Even when darkness overshadow the brightness.
You held my hands tight and never let me fall to the ground.
Even if i did, you're the first to offer me your hand and lift me up.
You listened to my sorrows, you listened to my happiness.
You polished my day bright and clean even though sometimes it was dusty and dull.

A thousand words people talked about me being with you.
Does not bother me, not even an inch.
Because i believed in you.
Not only that, i also trust you.
And through all.
te amo, i love you sayang.
I'm not loving you today, tomorrow and the following days only.
But i'm loving you all the way till god willing, marriage and even the world-after.

Muhammad Azmi, i'm in love with you! ★

Two-words, thank you, isn't enough to thank you.

2007-11-30T00:20:00.000+08:00

Days of sickness were over.

Yipeee!! With much love.

I've recovered from blistered lip.

Thank GOD! :)

30th November, my blood donation day. Looking forward towards it. .

With my dearest boyfriend, I shall go HSAblood bank tomorow.

Let's and GO boyfriend! :)

Baby, once or twice i said those words.

My sincerity was what accompany those.

LOVE.

1 more week..

Awaited suprise.

2007-11-19T19:56:00.000+08:00

BEWARE OF INSECT BITE!!

This is the real current situation of me right now.

I know, i know.

Everyone must be going..

(Eeeeee..urghhhh..)

Or what-so-ever.

But try being in my shoes. .

Waking up early in the morning

Then realised that you have a blister on your lip.

It's really a sucky feeling! :((

I don't know what or which insect have bitten me.

God knows!

Well, plan to skip for PR lesson

ended up me having 2 days Medical Leave.

Sighsss.

I just need to wait for this blister to burst by itself.

Within 5-7days.

If it worsen or no effect take place,

i have to be referred to the hospital.

So people, pray for me aite?

Thank you. ((:

By wednesday if it doesn't burst.

I still have to attend school in this condition.

So i just have to keep covering my mouth with a towel i guess.

Or should i wear a cough mask?? HAHA.

I don't know.

I just wish to recover FAST.

I hate to stay at home.

It's such a bore.

And i've been refrained to:

sourish

spicy

and fried items.

Ohh god.

And i have to drink with a spoon!

Can u imagine that!!!

Okay2. .

I hope you people take good care of yourself aite.

Beware!

Because an insect might bite you during sleep!

HAHA.

LOVES.

i miss you, TRUCKLOADS and BUCKETFULL.

2007-11-18T19:55:00.000+08:00

ALRIGHT i'm officially bored and bored and bored.
I have yet to study for my Public Relations.
Well said, that calls for an off day for my PR lesson tomorrow.
WEEE. ((:

I've been having cramps lately so the thought of studying just make me sick.
Today i worked as a 'kendarat' at Yew Tee.
It was fun but the whole day just wear me off.
I loved the wedding ceremony.
The bride is so beautiful so is the 'pelamin'.
TIP-TOP! (:

3 great singers!

with nice vocals.

i can assure you!! (:

and the 'pelamin'..

nice right??

I shall say good luck to dear classmates for PR test tomorrow.

I'm skipping it.

HAHA.

I know it's just a test but then.

I don't want to sit there and stare at the paper.

Because i've yet to learn anything! hehe.

So gd luck people! ((:

Wednesday will be my next slot for blood donation.

This time, i'm pulling my bf in.

And this will be md azmi's official 1st time.

So can't wait baby! (:

My days without you

Will be empty

Just like me sitting in a vacant room

Accompanied by the 4 walls

Watching the darkness

All by myself

I wish you could be there with me

24hours, all day

Baby i miss you, truly . . .

Forgive me for what i've done

Because i forgive you for what you've done

Let's continue to keep on with this trust

Stay happy as we always does

And keep on praying, may god bless us

Till eternity.

LOVES.

2007-11-12T21:58:00.000+08:00

M A I G R A I N S

Alright, the feeling of maigrains acting up again is so not cool okayy?
Am i been thinking too much; again?
I'm not sure either.

Today school was fine.
I was not Late!
I reached Clementi at 9am sharp.
It was the bus that prolonged my time and everyones' time.
Sighs! Mr Sunny class; as usual : B O R I N G.
I'm sorry.
But I have to speak the truth. (:

Napfa unfortunately was not today!! GRRRR.
I came to school all prepared then it was just a tRICK!

Fana'larling had her BTT today.
Okayy. She only took less than 20mins to complete it.
And, alhamdulillah.
I'm glad she passed. (:
Next, she can moved on to practical.
**All the best gf.

And thanks fana for bringing me to Dorothy Perkins.
Gosh! I'm so going to purchase that skirt. ((:
Kill you for making me itch for stuffs!!
Anyway, last Saturday was great.
Thanks for scratching my bf yaww.
And here you go...*Eheeeeeeeeeee* (in horsey tone)
It has always been a weekly outing.
I hope it would stay that way.. ((:

Uhmmm.
Someone owes me You Char Kuey..
I wonder who it is..
Someone owes me Crunches..
I wonder who it is..
((:

Till then,
still got school stuffs to do. .

LOVES.

2007-11-10T02:24:00.000+08:00

H A P P I N E S S overcomes it ALL.

091107 marks my 4th monthsary with Mr Md. Azmi.
And our relationship is growing mature each and every day.
Despite those tiny-winiee arguments that we had,
We still managed to overcome them all. (:

And today was awesome.
Though both our suprises were send for"Pending"; lols.
Still, the day turned out to be smooth-sailed.
And ever since when our day was rocky? hahs.
It always ended up superbb and sweeeeeeet.

Today also marks the newborn of,
*tooot*.
*tooot*.
*tooot*.
And, i'm exceptionally happy to the MAX.
I love the newborn babies. (:

BEE moovie was a smack-down.
Funny animation moovie.
Especially when we enjoyed free coke & ticket.
Thanks to GV.

Brownie Special with Phishy Food plus Waffle Biscuit.

Oreo Cookies and Cream Cheesecake.

2 Cups of Drinking Water.

Our most memorable handphones.

With two cute people.

Splendid!

((:

Tomorrow going to Bukit Gombak.

To collect granny's medicine at Clinic.

Then buy breakfast for family.

Hopefully, my dad will be at home.

Then I can have a free ride.

Probably going out with fana'larling.

Later in the afternoon.

But still not confirm yet.

My simple life has been a breathtaking one.

Family is getting closer, i must say. *claps*

Health has always been normal.

Friends have always been great accompaniments.
Financials are stabling fine.

Boyfriend has always been supportive, loving & the list goes on..

I truly thank god for all the wonderful blessings.

And Md. Azmi, thanks for showing me the light.

To the right path and make me closer to god.

Love you baby! (:

And dear friends, thanks for the fun & laughter.

Pure friendships and great memories.

Appreciates those who are deserved to be appreciated.

Hearts yaww. (:

Okayy, the night is getting younger and younger.

I don't wish to own a black bag under my eye.

So toorah earthlings!

this truly divine affection shall always remain. . .

L.O.V.E.S

till eternity.

Takecre, Huneys!

((:

2007-11-01T01:16:00.000+08:00

I'M BACK

After so long of not blogging, i'm finally back.
I want to start off by wishing everyone,

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri. (: (:
Hahas.

Next, Kota Tinggi trip was simply awesome! (:
Wooooots.

I had hell lots of fun there.
I get to bond with some of my members and my P.O.G.
The waterfall was refreshing.
The resort was amazing.
The trekking was cool and fun.
Overall, it was simply perfect.
Except that, how i wish it could be extended longer.
It's okayy, probably some of us can return there again next year.

PS: perhaps you can tag along on the next trip k my dear?

Next, Hari Raya outing with my clique was fantastic!
Love all the bonding and laughter we had.
Besides, this was the 1st time Mr Farhan and Mr Azmi joined us.
For sure all of us had lots of fun right? (:

Hmm. I just would like to NOTE SOMETHING HERE.
Next time, if it's anything that matters life & death.
PLEASE don't make a joke out of it. I'm serious.
I'm really sensitive about this issue.
And Ameer, i'm sorry. I didn't know the story about your 1st sis.
All along i thought it was a joke. I'm truly SORRY my dear friend.

On the 31 October 2007.
I officially declare that Muhammad Azmi had a proper haircut.
Woohoo, like finally! (:
And i managed to witness it myself, isn't that great!
It was all because of me wanted to go for a hair treatment at Kimage.
Then i asked him to tag along and go for a cut.
And i was the one who worked along with the students of Kimage.
Planning for his hair style. Haha.

And baby, you're the most stubborn person i've ever seen when it comes to haircut.
GRRRRR.

Nevertheless, despite all the few hours there.
It was all worth it. Right baby?

during haircut.

after haircut, the new look. (:

and thank you for the day! (:

i sayang you many-many lurh seyy!

LOVES.

02 more days. .

2007-10-11T01:02:00.000+08:00

091007

the day of me and mr bf get-together-day.

yes, after so long of having not much time together.

2days back was it.

it fact, it was also our 3rd monthsary. (:

i was electrified.

counting down the time till i can meet him.

the day where we wore the same shirt.

Yes. Superman shirt. (:

credits to ME.

and thanks to ameer for being so kind.

(you know, i know eh..)

Now, let's have the pics do the talking. .

Miss Sepet & Mr Sepet.

S - smile all you can! (:

the longed-missed-hug.

part of the day was spent here to rest our bloated well-fed tummies. (:

overall, the day was splendid! (:

an unforgettable day indeed.

to be left kept and remembered.

may Allah keep blessing this faithful relationship of ours.

Amin.

and thanks dearest md azmi for the smelly STAR with movable eyes.
hehe. i like it. thankiukkkk. (:

TODAY my hair curls DIED.

my HANDS ache.

my EYES red.

my NOSE itch.

my THROAT feels ticklish.

and i'm 37.6 feverish.

and i still have lots of house work to do.

or rather, pre-hari raya cleaning.

and the oven still needs me to do more baking!!

AND i'm out of time. :((

i'm DEAD.

hari raya is coming soon.

yet i'm not looking forward towards it.

i'm WEIRD, yes i know. (:

i rather SLEEP than go out.

ok dats all.

LOVES.

bad hair days is back.

1800-hair-solution-helpline.

would be great. (:

2007-10-05T00:21:00.000+08:00

R-E-S-U-L-T-S

When i was preparing myself to get out of the house, i uncharged my hp. And there was a miss call from Mr Is Hairulnizam. (:

I called him, and toorAH! He said results are out. Oh GOD! I'm already out of my house otw to jurong west. And i NEED to check my results. Luckily saviour md azmi helped me checked. And when he told me the results, i swear i didn't believe it! I don't think I studied enough and that's the truth okayy. I had last minutes studies and it was a so-so one. but alhamdulillah, i managed to pull through the 3rd term! ~Wohooo.

Now me and Mr IS are even. FINALLY!

With both scoring 3.6 on the chart. (:

As you know we both are very COMPETITIVE, like seriously. And i just wished i could do better! Urgh. Nvm, perhaps a better try next term aites. And dear friend IS, you did well too aites. So let's do better next term okayy?? To the rest of my friends, i hope you're happy with your results. (: (:

H-A-I-R

Alright my dear friends and family, after hearing me complaining so much about my hair. Finally, a NEW change did happened to my hair.

Owhh yes, i had it permed. (:

The instant results was very dissapointing at first. I was like sad, sad, sad. Because i MISS my long natural straight hair. Arwhhhh.

But after awhile i managed to adapt to the feeling of the new hair change. Sighs. Its okay, hair will grow and it can be changed again after getting sick of it. Hehe.

So here's the new born of Nur Syafiqah's hair after almost 18 years of growing up, she had NEVER change her hair style, never gone to the salon to do such things. She overcomed her fear within 3hrs plus and here are the results. . .

Somehow i think my new hair sucked a lil' bit.

What do u think? (:

LOVES. <3

i miss you many-many and lotsa lots.

2weeks without you ey.

Makes me go goo-goo, gaa-gaa.
U've been missed muhammad azmi!

2007-10-02T00:40:00.000+08:00

You are the one that's always been there for me,

Even when everyone turned against me,

You were there,

Standing right next to me,

The whole time.

When I was sick you looked after me,

When I fell down you picked me up,

When I cried you hugged me and told me everything would be ok,

When I was hungry you fed me,

When I was thirsty you made me a drink,

But most of all you Loved me!

You may not notice,

I may not it show it,

But Mum I love you,

I really do.

And so Happy 49th Birthday dearest mum!!

I promise i'll be a good daughter.

insyaallah.. :)

"Thank you is just not enough. As compared to what u've done for me, delivering me into this beautiful world, bringing me up till i'm a full grown child now.

I'm really grateful to all your kindest & sweetest deeds. Thanks mum.."

LOVE. <3

2007-09-27T00:23:00.000+08:00

Okayy. That's what i've been feeling lately. BORED says it ALL. Nevertheless, 260907 was TOTALLY DIFFERENT! My P.O.G sparks up my day! ~wohooooooo. Seriously, i laughed ALOT. It's been awhile since we had this kind of outing together. You people ROCK MY SOCKS!

People who were present: Ayu, Fana, Myself, Is, Yazid, Ameer, Aizat, Eric, Effy, Hafiz & Wani!! I appreciate everyone's present. THANKS alot for sparing ur precious time for everyone. We ate at Al-azhar at Bukit Timah. Guess what? Our total bill was $75.50! Quite good eaters huh we all.. :) :) :)

After/during eating, SOME of us became KEPO people. HAHA. We went to look at what happened to the bus 67. The engine explode you see! AND AND AND. The driver got injured. HEHE.

THEN THEN THEN we walked and walked and walked to eventually a place named Jalan Kechil or something, haha. I was so irritated lahh at first! WONDERING where lahh anak-anak nie semua ini mau pergi. HAHA. Then we stopped and took the bus to Bukit Batok.

Reached West Mall. First STOP - Tom & Staffanie. Kita main "You're IT" lahh seyyy! HAHA. So long never play that game together. NEXT NEXT kan we go MAc and we ate ice-cream and drink. Then we chilled outside west mall discussing abt chalet & raye! :))

Then head HOMMIE. Life start to BORE me again. All because my bf is SICK SICK SICK. Sighs. I'm just a boring BITCH. I have to do something before I start to eventually rot and die. I can't possibly be there to take care of my bf. He have his wonderful blessed family who is taking care of him well. I just can send my prayers and wishes wishing him well that's all. I can't do anything else. Am i such an unuseful gf? I hope i'm not okayyy. :((

Hopefully, plans of geylang with Fana & bugis with Is going to be ON next week. :) I really need some medicine from you people! AND AND my dear friends Alicia & Shawn will be reaching S'pore soon with lil' Haikel. So can't WAIT! I want to cuddle2 that lil'Haikel many2. :))

~HEE. I think that's all for now. Muhammad Azmi!! Cepat2 sembuh ya!! I miss you many2. For now, i got to think of activities which can put my BOREDOM aside..

LOVES.

2007-09-24T01:52:00.000+08:00

On the 23rd September 2007.

At 2255.

It's the match between MAN U & CHELSEA.

And for the obvious. . .

Nur Syafiqah gave her FULLEST support towards MAN U.

woohoooooos. (: (:

The results!!!

Who won the game?

Of course, it's going to be MAN U!

*grinning from ear to ear*

plus.

CLAPS.CLAPS.

lols.

2-0 beb.

just as what i've expected! (:

Don't jealous eh all Chelsea Fans.

Like Mr Lee..

Mr Md Azmi..

who else ehh..

opssssssssssssssssssssssss.

evil laugh.evil laugh.

hehehs.

LOVES. <3

2007-09-23T00:53:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah.

Ramadhan this year is a blessing for me.

Except for that i can't spare my time for Tarawih.

Okayy..shudd-up syafiqah!

All that are just lame excuses. . .

I've been busy helping my mum over at the stall almost every single day. Can u imagine the backache, cramps that I'm having all over my body now?

In addition to the sickness that I'm suffering especially the bad cough. It's irritating lahh! I've been refrained from all those cold drinks especially khatirah & chendol. And how do u expect me to not drink all that when the drink stall famous for it's taha kathirah from masjid kassim is just directly in front of my mum's stall. HAHA. (:

Ohh well, nvertheless i just need to continue eating my four different types of medication to get myself fully recovered before I can head myself to the gym. I hate those sick days! URghh. .

Starting from today, 23 september '07..i will try my very best to help my mum sell of her delicacies FAST! Then can reach home early, pray, break fast and head of the mosque to do my tarawih. Insyaallah. Especially today, it's a very good chance for those who go and pray tarawih today because ur past sins can be forgiven by god and insyaallah, urself will be free from sins just like a newborn baby.

Isn't that great? (:

It's really a good chance to do tarawih during Ramadhan. And i can't wait for malam lailatu' qada. Like when is it going to be? It's predicted to be during last 10days of Ramadhan. I hope I can put more effort to do more prayers during this holy month.

God willing. . (: (:

AND people. . .

I'm still having BAD HAIR DAYS.

I'm missing MY GIRLFRIENDS.

I miss outings with MY LOVELY COUSINS.

I miss those DANCE practices.

I miss heading to the GYM.

Not forgetting, i miss my P.O.G badly!!

and ps: i miss you too muhammad azmi. (:

So looking forward towards. . .

``Breaking fast with my lovely cousins, girlfriends & P.O.G!!

``The exams results that is going to be out. (God knows when!)

``Going to my late brother's cemetery to do spring cleaning & prayers.

(I miss my late abg saifuddin BADLY!)

``Playing small fireworks during night of Hari Raya.

``My 3rd month with my dearest muhammad azmi.

``Going to Kota Tinggi with my Green Club members esp. P.O.G.

``Celebrating my dearest muhammad azmi's birthday.

``Our 2nd chalet together. (:

How my holiday is going to be like..

How my life going to continue..

How my story going to flow to the next chapter..

All depends on how i'm going to plan it.

And the way i put my whole effort to work twrds it.

Till then, with god blessing..

i'm going to strive it!! (:

LOVES. <3

and selamat berpuasa to all.

2007-09-20T23:44:00.000+08:00

Bad hair days?
Maybe that was what i've been facing. (:

I got my hair dyed.
Yes, it's warm blonde.
Not that obvious though.

Recently, just got this itchy strong urge.
To get my hair hightlight!
Weeehoooo.
Sadly, i have yet to make any decisions yet.

Cut hair anybody?
Singapore is getting hotter each day.
And it's penetrating into my brain cells slowly.
Urghhh. . .i can feel the strong heat.

Style up your hair?
Hahaha.
I still don't know what i'm going to do with my hair.
Want to get it straighten.
But MANY people said my hair is already straight.
Want to get it perm, i'm half-hearted of doing it.
Fear of the results that is going to be like.
Ahhhhhh!
Somebody help me. (: (:

I hate my bad hair days. . .

LOVES. <3

2007-09-18T01:46:00.000+08:00

Nur Syafiqah & Muhammad Azmi

160907 I went to break fast with bf at bugis. Before that we went vivo with fana and ziha, go GAP give identity cert to dawn. No more work this month at GAP! (Sniveling ..) But nvm, mid-oct there'll be work for me again at GAP! Yey-ness so can't wait!! (:

Breakfast with bf was awesome! Luckily my mum was okay about it. Heheh. Though she did said that fasting month is not a good time to meet him and go out together or fasting wouldn't be complete. Haha. Still i managed to go out with him. Weeeeeeeeeee. So i felt content.

No place to eat. Long queue everywhere. Still i managed to patiently wait and queue for the murtabak at victory. Then, we search the whole area for a pleasant place to eat. Raining didn't obstruct us from the search of a venue. Because we desperately in need of a place to settle down and break fast. Then we found a place at bugis. The place is meant for only me and him to know i guess. (: (:

Enjoyed the murtabak, air khatirah and food that he brought from home. Love the night as it was super windy and cold. The only distract was the chinese getai. It was very noisy and almost unbearable for the ears to listen to. With him by my side, everything seems alright i guess.

Right now i'm busy spending my holidays over at jurong west bazaar ramadhan helping my mum at the stall. So far, alhamdulillah i guess the sales was doing great except for today. Sales was quite slow. I guess because it was monday. It's okay, this is part of business. There are ups and downs to it right?

Other than helping my mum, I have nothing else to do except for rotting myself at home. Lame seyy! 1 month holiday and its only the beginning. I wonder how i'm going to spend the rest of my days. (Putting my thinking caps on..) And yes, every single minute, not even minute i guess it's second..i've been thinking of Azmi. I guess i'm Azmi-fied. Haha. Nevertheless, i don't mind being that because our love has been growing strong each and every day with lots of sweetest things to offer.

Life has lots of sweet things to offer.

A person who has patiently wait for it.

Deserves it.

In future there's more to look forward to.

Only if a person appreciates the current life.

Till then, i love you muhammad azmi.
And i miss my girlfriends and P.O.G. (:
Meet ups anyone?

LOVES. <3

2007-09-03T23:52:00.000+08:00

YES. let's drive through childhood memories. .

There was this little girl who misses her childhood days.

She wishes upon the star hoping that she could go back to her older days.

Her growing up process during her adolescent days was simply a mess.

"I wish I can predict the future so that I can plan well for it. . ."

she said.

As she grows up, she slowly lost the warmth of love.

Then she almost lost her true self.

With the courage that she has, she moved on.

But still, she can't avoid the fact that her cells are playing through her brain.

And it's brain-racking when the thought of love comes by.

She misses her family. . .

She miscount the days of her going out as a whole family.

She can't even remember when was the last.

She knows her family loves her.

But she misses the quality times which she used to have with them.

Tears nearly fall whenever she saw a blissful family going out together.

Forgive her for being envious.

But she hates knowing the fact when someone got a special treatment from his/her parent.

May it be a gift or a treat.

So people, count yourself lucky. . .

She misses the days when......

she holds her daddy's hand.

she celebrated her birthday.

she received hugs & kiss from her mom.

she dine in together with her family.

she go shopping with her family.

she don't need to pay for her clothes & all.

she could just talk for long hours with her family members.

_*SHE miss her ponytail hair days, holding her mom's & dad's hand happily walking with no stress tagging along.

If only life was really wonderful from the start till the end.

Then this little girl wouldn't have felt so miserable..

No doubt, she is still thankful to god for giving herself a chance to live and adapt into this beautiful world. Because the creations of other living things helps her to boost her spirits and spark a smile on her face. Adding on, having to found a special someone who manages to capture her heart is another big thing. The devotion that she have for him is over the mountain. He is the one that she's been looking for and thus he's the one that contributes to her everyday smile. She loves him so much without even an inch of hatred.

"Till death, i'll be with you. Even when i'm gone, you'll still be in my heart.."

and that was a promise she made.

_____**Death was the only thing she fear of. If she were to be gone before you, please remember her by the name nur syafiqah..

till then.

loves. <3

2007-08-23T01:39:00.000+08:00

_*When happiness is such a blessing.. =)

Morning was spent on my long beatiful sleep.

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Noon was spent on my POM presentation.

Which initially i fall over nor aslinda's trick!
-the part when she said she forgot to bring my thumbdrive.

Presentation is OVER! though it was cut-through halfway, haha.

I'm officially DONE with projects. (trying to put a big smile)

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Afternoon was spent at Vivo City with my love and aynn.
-when to eat at banquet

Evening was spent on work with my fana larling in the store room.

ONE GREAT NEWS. we're almost done with the kids clothings!!

yey-NESS!! (clap out loud)

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Go home, my dad fetch me & fana at outram.

Then weehooo..no need any boring train rides.

Was enjoying the comfort of the seat & aircon in the car.

Day was fine. And i hope your's fine too.

And people, is friday confirmed? (still wondering..)

__*my love, u've been missed by me.

2007-08-22T00:28:00.000+08:00

one wish to a girl by the name nur farhana binte mustafa.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FANA! =)

2007-08-21T00:19:00.001+08:00

i'm BACK!
yippeeee-NESS.
(smiling and grinning widelyyyyy)

first of all,
sorry for the late come back.
i'm just lazy or simply busy.
bAHS!
all of them.

next i just want to say that i'm still busy.
wahahah. =)
ohh well..with exams drawing nearer huhh.

i just can't wait for the term to end.
wehhoooos!!
enjoyment seyy.

right now i'm just done with POM project.
urghhh.
(buttock pain-pain seyy do that..weee)
still well-effort. *CLAPS*

and yeaaahs, credits to my dear md azmi.
for dedicatedly being with me all these while.
ohh yes people, by now i think u should know md azmi.
for some though. nyahahahahas. (soo evil lahh kann..)

yes md azmi, thanks for being there for me.
through dark and brightness of life.
through thick and thin of life.
through hard and easiest day of life.
through sad and happiest day of life.
through low and highest day of my life.
alhamdullilah..
i truly thank god that i found you. =)

__i will never be concern about what others going to say about us because i love you and no one knows how much you truly meant to me..

LOVE.LOVE. SYAK.

2007-07-21T01:41:00.001+08:00

I spent my friday by having a slightly later sleep then going to school late.
It was a sure BAD mistake. I've learnt my lesson.

"It's because of work that now you're late for school..
It's school that you're neglecting just because of work.."

I'll bear that in mind and try not to repeat the same mistake again.

OA lesson was fine. After OA, i waited for syg's sister to reach school.
Then sent her to Mrs Lim at SR3 then i when straight to work.

I was very early so I sat at my workplace, dazzing cluelessly.
I was nervous for my Bar Cert Test.
I wonder how it's going to be like.
Then at 2pm sharp I clocked in for work.

First, i followed Fadina to Capital Towers to take ice cubes.
Pethatic right my training store. *aHAH!
Yes, it's small and the temperature is just hot so the machine cannot dispense ice cubes fast & efficient.
So i pushed the trolley, dashed across the busy Robinson rd and when to Capital Tower outlet.

Then when back to store. I was assigned to do POS register today.
I got to count my POS money for the first time.
GOD! I count it like 3 times till it tallies to $300!! hahah.
That shows how slow my mind is working.
So long of taking a break from Maths.

Doing POS is great but today many customers then i got panicked when customers just start to rushed in fast.
I HATE it when i don't know where to key, I don't understand their way of speech & Pastry Handling and Preparing certain drinks.

At 5.15pm sharp i started my test.
It was a written paper!! OMG.
I had a very tiring time answering all the questions.
Even my hand got numb! It was bloody 11 pages.
Worst than my test paper in school. :)

After work, the star from above fall down to the ground to fetch me home.
I made Raspberry Java Chip Blended Cream with no whip. haha. Less FAT!
Then I when to Lot 1 to purchased Pepper' O & Spring 'O.
Took a stroll walk home and rest.

That's all.
Thank you for looking into my day.. :)

2007-07-18T23:16:00.000+08:00

HELLO. Today i went to school. I took my BFS CA and it was an average paper i must say. How well i'm going to do for the paper? Well, just wait for the results! :)

During break time, I bought a pair of STAR ear studs. *YEY!* Well..i need studs because most of my studs are breaking down..hahaha. Then I went to IMM with GFs plus one BF. They are fana, ayu, ilah, lind, aynn & firaj! We went to eat lunch. After that we went strolling at IMM. Then we went back to school. During POM, go through revision papers then I do some donation by buying curry puffs from the ETP club.

After school, when home. It was a cool weather and i was feeling darn sleepy. But when i reach home..tadaHH! I'm no longer sleepy. HEHE. So i met syg at jurong east mrt st. First, we go buy stickers. I spent some time selecting my stickers..hehe! 10 for $1..cheap right! ThEN. We went jurong entertainment and we go play daytona!! Then played Initial-D..*bang-bang*. And ohh well..YES, syg i know..u WON all games!! Bloody-hell. HAHA. Joke-joke ehhh.. =)

Nevertheless, i still had FUN! Then we ate at KFC. And guess who we saw? *YarkkkdUSH! It's Wong-Fei-Hong. HEHE. With the boyfie. Wohoos! After we ate, we when to the library. We borrowed books. Then after that followed syg "kill the mosquitos." Then we head hommie.

Overall, it was a simple yet dearest day for me. I got to spent time with syg and it's so nice. I love it when we can talk-talk, chit-chat & laugh-laugh. HAHAHA. Thank you syg for the day!

Go home, watch anugerah. HAIZZZ. Aliff won! DarNN. Why him seyyyy... (still wondering)

After anugerah, i on my computer and here I am, bLOGGING.

Ohh well, that's how i spent my lovely wednesday..and ahAHH..*my mum just stepped on my white cat's tail..* funny seyy....... :)

ok LOVE-lies.
GOODNITE. <3

2007-07-17T02:41:00.000+08:00

after taking a LONG break..
yeahh. i KNOW!
i'm back..with the same skin.
hahahaha.

my skin is under construction.
SO. i make do with this.
WHITE - purity.
haha.

so much things happened to me within sucha short time.
ohh WELL!
some people will never understand what i'm through with.
well, for some will.
others, don't. (i guess)

between me and jamdzul.
it's over and sayonara.
there's no need for me to explain the story here.
but its just THE END OF MY STORY WITH HIM.
some guys nowadays are just sick!
and i was being stupid to see only the bright sight of him.
haHH!
wait till when i'm closer with him..
it's like "how i wish we were just normal casual friends.."
*SIGHS*

now, it's a laid-BACK session for my life.
i'm taking a break.
with myself.
i'm staying within my own comfort zone.
and that's because i don't think not all people will understand what i'm going through.
so staying within my comfort zone is simply-the-best choice! =)

and staying within my comfort zone also means now.
i'm more relaxed.
hopefully no more pressures. *fingers crossed*
and LCCCI - i shall say GOODBYE!
i just wanna concentrate on my higher nitec.
F*CK whatever u all gonna say people.
my mind is UP.
it's just me, higher niter and achieving to poly.
and that's the DREAM.
insyaallah i can make it.. :)

well, people.
currently, i'm having fun with NDP.
esp the meeting of friends & friends.
enjoying urself, entertaining people & disturbing people!
favourite pasttime seyy.
and finale! wahHH..
the time when i can seezze my sweat out & release tension.
with nobody like even care.
u SCREAM! u DANCE! u FEEL HIGH..
and u don't feel awkward doing it.
u feel BEST after doing it actually.
and another way of me realeasing my tension is karaoke!
new fav. pastime! hahaahs.

other than that is still sharing it with my best people.
among my comfort zone.
thank you people, who-ever for all ur advices.
and for standing by ME no matter what.
i LOVE YOU ALL.

GOODY-NITE-NITES. =)

** pssstt..i'm not coming to school today. and don't you all think i'm skipping school okay! i'm attending a funeral. a relative passed away. so yeahs..it's not that i'm lazy or something. i have my reasons for not coming to school..

2007-06-20T23:27:00.000+08:00

okay darling-darling babies all..
i'm B A C K!!
hurhurrs.

i know it's JUNE.
thanks fana for the wake-up call.
hahahhahaha.

anyway. UPDATES!
these are the pics when we took during and after green club skit!

the crew.

is and me.

ilah & me.

me & fana.

fana, zid & me.

is hairulnizam cute seii.

is, ilah & yazid.

look at that! haha.

muaacks!!

candid.

u snapped me & i snapped u.

happy.

slimming model.

the happiness they share.

ehhhh..happy nyerr..

gigi maintain ehh..hahah.

us. loves.

weeee..

sweets.

my brother & sister.

hrmmm...i will post more soon.hahahaha.

loves. loves :)