How true is it in being true?
Please tell me.

Anyway, my neighbour is getting married! Yayy.
Both the twins together at the same time.
How cool.
And the wedding deco is black & pink, preeety(:
The wedding dais is no doubt gorgeous!
Double seats for the twins in a cage.
Haha. I don't know how to describe it.
Sighss.
I'm so happy for them.
Once upon a time, they both sneaked out at night to meet bf under the block.
Till riding bike with them.
And then they both got engaged at the same time.
Then they no longer ride bikes but just have a ride in the car.
And now, they are officially getting married(:
wohooo!

May both your marriage last till eternity and hope you have lots of children!
Hehs. Another twins perhaps?


LOVES.

Silent Scream.

Having imsonia.

Even when it's already 4am and my eyes are close trying to sleep.

Somehow my body is not responding to the sleep that I really need.

Managed to doze off only at about 4plus.

Effects: When my alarms sounded from 6-7am, I didn't even realise.

1030am automatically I woke up and cannot sleep back.

And I bearly had the 8hours sleep. slaps.

It also concludes that I missed my morning jog.

And my plan for morning suprise failed.lol.

Now I have to make it up to these.

I have to get on tracks in the evening.

And change the suprise.thinkthinkthink.

At this point of time, I just have to endure the tremendous pain.

Between my belly & pelvis area. urghhhhhhhh.

Enough of the cramp on my calf yesterday.

Today a start off a different thing.

It's Day 1; a Monday.

And it already started off badly.

It's really going to be a bad day for me.

Monday Blues.

booooooooring..

3 Cheers & 3 Cheers & 3 Cheers for Me!!

Like finally a change of skin.
Thanks to the search engine called Google.
Which made me type blogskins.
And it directed me to http://www.blogskins.com/.
Hehehe.
& from there the search begins..
And here i am!
I've made a come-back into the blogging history.

Well, this life of mine is still going normal.
Problems never stop coming by.
But I'm still hanging on the bar and had never let it go.
That's always been me, never give up.
Ok let's not talk much about it.

I just have the sudden thought of bringing baby to the salon.
Maybe next week? hmmmmm.
Í want that long side burns and thick hair to be get rid off from his head.
I want to trim my hair too.
Can't wait for all the after-effects of coloured & perm hair to be G O N E.
So slowly waiting for it to grow and trim, grow and trim.
A must to trim to prevent split ends from further damaging it.
Once all settled, I'm going to perm my hair again! Yayyy.
I guess all this can take place within one year right.
That's my target, just before my brother get married.
Sighsss.
All I want is a long, luscious curly hair! Help.
My current hair just bores me :(

Something is just going boring.
For some reason or another, I'm not sure why and what made it happen.
I hate this confusion state.

Ohh dearest Muhammad Azmi Baby, let's go take photos together.
Morning suprise for you.
Coming right up within a few hours from now.

Before that, I need to go to bed.
Or I will miss my morning jog!

btw, singapore lose. boo!
Till then.


LOVES.

It's time to clear the Bad Airs and get some Fresh Air instead.
Praises to God for giving me the strentgh to pull through everything in life.

Well, it was not an easy process for some.
But still with the time I had, I managed to pull it off.

I have been sick.
Mild smallpoxpoxpox appears when I was diligently studying.
And my back hurts badly.
Doctor gave me medication to apply & hopefully my back will soon recover!

Despite my sickness, I am still as happy.
That's because I want to enjoy each and everyday of life with enjoyment.
I miss Dancing; because back then dancing made me smile no matter how my life is.

& ohh well, I wish I could run for this year's Stardard Chartard 10km Run.
But it is freakking $50 and it's near exam period. (SAD!)
Last year was only $5!! (School subsidies though,hehs.)
Running is fun if you train of course.

Oooo.
Exams are coming, only 2 papers but still tension is ON.
As CDS test, presentations & project, assignment submissions are this week.
Going to mugg from Thurs to Mon for Mid-Semt!
I love mugging. (yeaaah right!)

After exams, I'm running away from Singapore!
Finally, time for some relaxation.
After that, work almost everyday.
No work, no money for life horr.
Still holidays need to do projects.

Ok I think i need to stop.
Going to practice my speech for Pub Speaking.

&baby; you've been missed!
same goes to my friends out there esp P.O.G!


LOVES.

Left Hanging.

Sometimes things goes the way that we didn't expect it to be.

I myself don't know what actually goes wrong.

I didn't know where to make corrections.

All I know is things are getting deppressing silently.

But I believed, there's always a solution.

It's a matter of time.

(:

Japanese tutorial in the morning today was awesome I must say. I made a new friend name, Ning. She's a Chinese girl from CMM.

How we started our convo:
Me: Excuse me. So what does the 1st Japanese sentence on the board means?
Ning: (Explaining to me what the 1st Japanese sentence means..)
Me: Ohh,ok. Thank you.
Ning: You're welcome. So what's your name?
Me: Syafiqah. You?
Ning: My name is Ning. You know Ning Baizura? N.I.N.G.."Ning"from the Ning Baizura.
Me: (Then I went like...) Ohhh..ok..hahaha. You know Ning Baizura?
Ning: Yeahhh. I heard about her before.

And then we became friends(: LOL.

Every Japanese tutorial will end at 10.40am. And so after class I head home and sleep. Then I woke up and head back to school. Thought of crashing into Japanese lecture slot today so I don't need to attend tomorrrow's lecture but then it was full house.

So I head straight for my Drama training. I have to admit that I was not focusing during training just now. My mind kept thinking about my Psychology. I think 85% I want to drop Psychology. Maybe the subject just doesn't suits me or something. Geees. I rather drop now than suffer throughout the semester.

Hopefully I can make a decision by tomorrow. If I drop that, hopefully there are still slots for Public Speaking. (Praying very very hard..)

So, to people who really wants to take up Psychology, you may do so(: Because IF i drop, there is still vacancy for you to enter. Haha.

My drama performance is only a month away. Thus I have alot of self-homework to do. I have to memorise my script and improve my tonation and energy. Besides that I also have CS2 & Japanese research to do. Oh deaar, it's only the 1st week of school!!

Sayonara.
LOVES.

Coming to the 3rd day of Semt 1.2 in school. I have to admit I am still having the "holiday mood" that the thought of going to school every morning makes me think twice. But I still attended all lectures and tutorials so far.

I got 2 CDS this semester; feeling both happy and dreadful. Happy because I am so lucky to get in Japanese & Psychology class. Dreadful because of the timetable. It is really ridiculous when I have to wait for about 3-5hrs on certain days just to attend 6-7pm CDS lecture. (urghhhh!) And the another issue is that my tutorial class is so random, I do not know whom are the people that will be in same class as my CDS. Pray hard that new friends are friendly okayy!

Today for example, after MicroEcons lecture end at 230pm, I had no plans except the thought of chilling in school library or something till 6pm. But hey,thank God Baby came by my school after his class ends. The initial plan was to watch movie at laptop but then when I ended my lecture, he came and told me that I go back his house instead.

At least I had my time killed away at his house. Read newspaper, watch tv, pray, play comp games, listen to music, talk to each other & head back to school. As both me & baby are fasting for the 6days in this month, I had to resist all the temptation that his mom was cooking at the kitchen and also the smell of all the Hari Raya cookies!

When I was getting ready to leave, Baby being very thoughtful & sweet, he gave me an egg-cheese sandwich made by him at the kitchen when I was in his room playing games. And he gave me a plastic to pack the Hari Raya cookies. So I can breakfast after lecture with all these food. And Baby, as usual, your culinary skills are good. Your sandwich is super yummmmmy! (:

Oh and yes, 2 days ago was Baby's 19th Birthday! We had a preety bitter-sweet celebration on Monday after school. Why bitter-sweet? Well, let this be our secret yeahh. Overall, I think I did my best doing planning for his birthday. Highlights for that day: Movies, bowling, dinner, cutting dearest darling of yours brownie cake, getting drenched in heavy rain, short quizes, suprise presents, happy moments till we head home(: I hope you liked it Baby.

Well, looking forward to other upcoming days of school. Hopefully, it will become much more fun along the way. (fingers crossed)


LOVES.

Let's clear ALL the cobwebs first!

(clear..clear..clear..)

Ok done!

hehs.

YEY. Finally I'm back blogging.

Miss ME? hehe.

(ok feeling!)

First of all, my life is getting much much better. Seriously.

Changes which I wanted them to take place; really took place.

HAPPY(:

Some changes took place unintentionally; some was as planned.

Nevertheless, all of them turn out great.

There are still changes need to be done though but I think I shall not rush through them.

Patience is all it takes.

Next, I have to say I miss my beloved 1H07.

I've been straying from them I guess:(

1H07; I'm BACK!!!!!!

& I miss all of you.

*smoootchiesssss*

I hope all of you are doing fine.

And are enjoying the school vacation.

School opening SOOON(:

Currently, my life is doing fine.

Tempted to get a new job but then I think I shall re-consider about it.

Because I think Pizza Hut is quite fun to work in.

Except for the tiring part,haha.

Hari Raya this year is nothing special.

But then I still enjoyed it as I get to bond with all my families.

& i get to ask for forgiveness from all of them.

That is the most important thing during Hari Raya right? (:

P.O.G has been MIA-ing for certain reasons.

Maybe busy with own responsibilities.

Dearest Linds bday just past, happy birthday dearest!

P.O.G; whatever it is do take care & keep in touch ok(:

It's 091008 & it marks my 15months with Baby.

And of course we are still as loving as always.

Hehs; despite the fightings we had.

We managed to resolved it;thank GOD!

Just can't wait for tmrw! Wehoooo.

Two weeks plus of not meeting each other.

Miss him dearly so much.

Selamat Hari Raya.

Maaf Zahir & Batin.

LOVES (:

To my dearest BABY muhammad azmi.

I wish you all thee very best for your one & only exam tomorrow!

This is the first time I hear that you are tensed about your exams.lol.

Hope I did not put any pressure on you. i didn't right?

Just to live up your spirits, I want to say that...

You have been a good boy,hehe.

As I always said, no matter what studies comes first.

So treasure your higher nitec years & do well.

I am always right here supporting you. *jia you*

So Good Luck Baby!

Remember to come slightly earlier & read your prayers before paper okayy.

Just one paper and the next day will be our fourthreeone.

changes are in progress..

thankgod, wehooo.

more to come.

kick box ing(:

LOVES.

L.O.V.E APART

After exams, I got to meet P.O.G together with my dearest.

It has been such a long time since i met him due to exams.

Now, after that day at airport & marina.

That was the last i met him.

Living in such a small country, Singapore.

Yet staying so far apart.

With all the restrictions that i had to bear.

Ever since his brother got married and took over his room.

I had to adapt with so much things.

No more long night calls.

Not to say long night calls, but to hear you sometimes is also a pain.

Etc.

My hectic school life made me had lesser time to spend with you.

Though our school is only afew distance away.

Yes, we do meet sometimes in btwn breaks or after school.

But only for a short period of time.

This heart has been so patient and willingly bearing these hurtful moments.

Both of us had to juggle btwn both work & school.

That makes us both even more distant.

This fasting month of Ramadhan has been testing my patience very badly.

It's near 1 week of fasting and i'm missing you badly, sheeesshhh.

And this emotional feeling deep inside me is making me teared.

Teared during each & every night prayer.

And before I get to go to bed.

My heart felt so tortured.

Because of love, i am willing to compromise.

I just hope things would get better one day.

Just like how we used to be before your brother got married.

I cannot blame you for all these to happen.

So I have to accept this.

Muhammad Azmi Baby, i really do miss you.

I miss talking to you.

Let's just continue to pray hard k baby.

iloveyousomuch dearest.

LOVES.

FREEDOM at last.

Exams are over and done with yesterday.

Thank God; pheww!

My holidays are finally here.

There so much things I want to do.

& I make sure I make full use of my holidays.

CHANGES, is the main priority.

There so much changes to make in my life.

& it's all listed in my mind.

Hopefully changes will take place asap.

And; i wish I could have a day where I can meet all friends!

P.O.G with full force strength; i need to meet you all.

My girlfriends from secondary school.

As time past, i realises there's so much commitments.

And each person has a different one.

Though I'm far apart from all my friends at this point of my life.

I have never forget them and I miss them; seriously.

I'm going to resume work on monday.

All I can say now; is that i'm going to preservere till the end of time.

Fasting month in afew days time..

And it's the time to learn to be more patient.

And learn to be much closer to God.

hopefully i will.

I want to be the fightergirl back!

let's get going.. (:

LOVES.

LONG TIME.

Oh yes, indeed it's been such a long time since I blogged.

Don't say blog, my computer I think got cobwebs already.

Haha, cos I didn't touch it ever since projects are over.

Final Semester 1.1 exams has begun.

Yest was Fundamentals of F&B.

Paper was thank god okayy.

But to get an A. (hmmmm..)

I will not put high hopes so i hope I can get a high B at least.

More exams coming up;next going to be Macroeconomics.

Then Intro H&T, POM & Research H&T.

Wish me LUCK everyone (:

I have to say that it's not easy to score high in Poly compared to ITE.

As there are more subjects per semester & also the project load.

PLUS, the competitiveness.

I admit; if to compared by O'levels in my class, I'm with the "highest" point.

HAHA.

But this will not put me down.

I will continue giving my best and achieve the best I could.

*god willing*

Lastly, the boy in red below.

I miss you okayy!

It's been such a long time since we met or even talk on the phone.

I'm feeling very shitty.

Enduring this stressful period of time alone.

With books and notes.

(sighsss)

I got to get back to books now.

:(

LOVES.

Behide her sweetest smile lies the darkest moments of life.

Mr boyfriend; thank you for standing by my side.

Even during my lowest point of time.

At the lowest peak in life.

I promise I will pull through.

I will try to put aside personal problems.

& remain strong to revert fullest attention to studies.

With the great & caring friends I have in school,

no doubt it have to be 1H07.

I'm sure I will be fine in school.

Thank you 1H07; i don't want to mention names.

But most of you esp the girls.

Your care & concern are much appreciated.

Sorry for not spending much time with you all lately.

I love all of you (:

Congratulations to TP Titisan.

For our team Apostasi during PPP competition.

*loud applause*

Our team compete with NUS, PJC, JJC & RP.

And we won 8 awards including the overall champion.

No doubt the play that was showcased was fabulous.

and congrats for all the hard work guys.

thumbs UPPP!

and i have to say RP auditorium where PPP was held was nice.

and award event for PPP at DBS Arts Centre was great too.

010808 was the day (:

Zoo outing with family & my future family member (haha) & whole family!

(Whole family means all my 30 over family members)

(paternal side)

Was awesome for a bonding session.

It's been such a long time since we met and talk and had fun together.

At the Zoo, i had to pity the late Ah' Meng's husband.

He looked very very very deppresed.

You all should visit him!!!!!

I really pity him. sighss.

Tomorrow will be my LAST presentation for Semt 1.1.

Then it will be final exams.

I am so scared; seriously.

It felt the same like taking O'levels 3 years back.

i miss alot of people in life.

i spent too much time in school;darnn.

look forward for the holidays..

LOVES.

I ain't just feeling sick.

I am sick!

& I hate being sick;trust me.

I hate going to the doctor!

Waste of time & money.

blearghhh.

And this time I am really sick.

I need to visit the doctor twice within 1 week.

Because my temp rises to 38.4 & my throat getting worst -.-

I got throat infection and my throat is swelling.

(See laaa talk soo much summore!)

Now, want to talk much, throat felt so painful.

And i can't breathe properly cos windpipe blockage.

I went huuuu haaaa huuu haaa.

Gasping for air.

And people thought I got asthma. lol.

It's such a bore to sit a home.

Eat porridge for the past few days and eat medicine regularly.

Till i get so drowsy & suddenly Zzzzz.

Okayyy, i miss H07. & p.og.

Most importantly, my precious babyyyy.lol.

Loong time never see you horrr!

Okayy.need to rest while fininshing up school work.

-__-

LOVES.

Happy 1st year anniversary Muhammad Azmi & Nur Syafiqah.

Never did I expect that this love relationship tie already reached 1 year.

I have to admit it that the journey that we went through was an adventurous one.

We learnt from each other's mistakes & we did our best to change for the better.

Everyday is a suprise for us. We took present life as a gift, future as a bonus.

Here's to you baby.....
Deep in my heart, I always knew you are there with me at all times.
Even though we are constantly out of sight.
The distant in us had never affect much.

You knew my expectations well.
I hope you will not disappoint me in any way.

I had never ask you to be rich, smart, or famous.
All I ask for was your sincerity since Day 1.
You know me best.
I just need your care, attention, pamperation, dedication, love & commitments.
And I will make you the happiest man in the world (:
By just flaunting my sweetest smile to you.

No matter what happen in the future to come, I will always be by your side.
Holding your hands tight and looking towards the same direction together.

No one could change my perception of you.
You are just unique and I love you for being who you are baby.
I thank you for each and every sacrifices that you have made for me.
I thank you for creating and continuing this beautiful love story of us.

iloveyoualwaysbaby.hearts.hearts. ((:

LOVES.
"I never failed praying to God to bless us with never ending happiness.."

In general terms, we are couple.

In the eyes of most public, we are siblings.

In the eyes of us, we are friends.

Friendship is what we prioritise most.

The closeness in us was due to chemistry.

Thus we are more or less like siblings.

When we are out there.

Out of 20 people, only one said he is my younger brother.

And I'm his elder sister.

The rest thought he is my elder brother (:

even mum said we're siblings now.

so should we get married one day or not?

hmmmmm. ((:

haha.

iloveyou muhammad azmi.

LOVES.

I no longer think missing you boy would be the issue.

It is the issue of where my heart, mind and soul really is now.

My constant maigrains are killing me!!!!

I am pressurized with the heavy workload in school.

The never-ending projects & tutorials.

I guess this is how I need to suffer to achieve what I what.

I sacrificed all my time everyday for school and work.

I work to support myself in school.

Travelling 25 stations to and fro every weekdays.

Plus the Bus ride to school.

It is totally a matter of discipline.

How much I cry will never solve the matter.

I need to endure for the whole 3 years.

I thought having you boy schooling near me.

And knowing that I spent most of my time in school.

Made me feel closer to you.

But I was truly wrong.

The distant in us slowly grows apart.

At times, all I want was someone to listen to me.

Or sparing some time to comfort me.

I guess..... I lost the pillow to fall back on.....

I really need to recover from sickness.

To get back to serious business.

Monday will be formal presentation.

All the best Team! :))

*It's time for me to get to know you all over again.*

LOVES.

WORKLOAD.

As soon as I thought 1 load will be off from my shoulder...
Another major project were being assigned.
Enough of Intro to Hospitality & Tourism;
Food & Beverage is next.
Time given is only 1 month exactly;
and you need to come with a proposal of a restaurant.
wowwwwwwwwww (:

There are a lot of other projects dueing soon.
All the other projects to me are fine.
Except for Macroeconomics & Comm. Skills.
Sighhss.
What to do, I still have to embrace myself.
And pull myself throughout the Term 2.
Soon after projects will be my Final-exams already.

I really have to pull my socks higher and buck up.
I cannot even think of having fun or break now.
Everyday is all about school now.
:((

Today, after school when to TM.
With Mrs Tay Berkshire, Adek, My Siamese Twin & Hong Yen.
Thanks ehh for calling me *FIFI the tooooooott fish*
Anyway, I had fun going to the "basement" (carpark)?
To eat with them.
Blessed to have such great friends.
Most of my classmates made me pull through my day well.
Eventhough I am not feeling good today.
Princess feeeohhhnaaa, thanks for staying all the way with me.
Till we see that the project is finally submitted.
Thanks to the other groups too for trying to help us.
Thanks Mrs Tay Berkshire for asking your friend to help us burn the project to CD.
Love you all. :))
Want Kisss??
Mm..muaaaackss!!

It's time to get back to schoolwork now..
gdnight.

LOVES.

This is Life.

At times, you need to lie even when you know you do not have to.

On another side, people might not understand you.

And if they don't.

They will eventually act rashly towards you.

Without even taking the slightest time to think.

They will take action;and rant endlessly at you.

That's because, some people are just - shallow minded.

I am like a bird who no longer dare to fly openly in the air.

I prefer to hide from the sun under the shade of a tree;

With the comfort of my nest.

Life is no longer the everyday suprise.

It has become monotonous.

Knowing what to expect the moment the sun rise.

Or when the sun sets.

Crying is my only way in letting off my emotions.

"I do it at the quiet backlane where no one could see me."

Alone or with someone I am closed to.

Oh God, please continue to show me guidance in life.

Please tell me that what I did was right.

Even if it was wrong, at least shower me with faith.

So that I know I am still able to move on with life normally.

Without the feeling of terror or guilt.

Amin.

Eat, Sleep, Shop; probably the best thing to do during a break.

Look's like I don't have all the time in the world.
I have much better things to settle on than just being so relaxed.

Intensive drama training every night in school is one of the major thing for now.
Once performance is over, projects will be the next priority.

Hopefully, I will still have time to shop before 30june! (: I don't want to miss the GSS!

&& my hand is already itch to shop.
I have shopping vouchers given by my beloved customers.

Ohh I like meeting this kind & friendly customers..

They actually liked me & gave feedback to my manager about me.
Then they gave me shopping vouchers.
And said, if you want to shop at TopShop next time go Suntec/Wisma.
I'll be there & I can give you discount.
LOL.

Such customers do exist you know (:

In less than 2 days, I'll be on stage acting my 1st performance.
(Hands, legs are shaking; Nervous babe!)


&& most importantly, in less than 2 days also..
I'll be meeting my beloved P.O.G (:

Mmuuaackkksssss.

LOVE.

A day to be remembered.


On the morning of 10th June 2008, met H07 or rather just the 7 @ HabourFront.
It was supposed to be a class outing outing.
But guess what?
Only Me, Fiona, Mummy, Mimi, Liting, Ahlian & JiaHuan came.
Sadly, I have to leave at 230pm.
I didn't want to though but I have to because my Tuesday was booked 1-2 months back.
Really sorry for not spending much time with you all.
But I still enjoy the fun & laughter we had!
Didn't regret coming down even if its for while only :(



Here are some pics:

At VivoCity(:

In the Sentosa Train(:

Me & my Ahlian sister(:

At Siloso & I look like aunty having picnic. Gosh! (:

So happy to see them all smiles! (:

& Wet (:

I'm truly sorry but I really have to go off early..

To celebrate my 11th monthsary with Baby.

Which had been all planned, booked tralalalaa.

Yes, I chose 10th to celebrate my monthsary.

Because baby had no school on Tuesday.

Well, thank god everything when off smoothly during our date.

It's been a long time since we date out! Haha.

So first we walked around Vivo aimlessly; chit-chatting.

Next we ride off to Marina Square.

While making our way there, we were stucked at ERP near Marina!

WOW.

Me: What should we do now? Wait till the ERP is over? It's a one-way road. No turning back!

Baby: It's okay. It's okay. Don't worry. There will always be a way.

The next thing I knew, we were heading backwards, LOL.

It was very funny I tell you!

One-way road & these gundus on the bike heading backwards.

All thanks to baby for not fixing the IU unit.

But nevermind, he made the day much interesting.

After heading backwards & backwards.

We finally managed to get to a proper direction road to head.

Baby were very confident to head straight & the next thing i know..

We were at a construction site where IR is under construction.

I can see a lot of construction workers looking at us weirdly.

Wondering what these two are doing there! Haha.

Okayy. Enough of the stupidity, we finally managed to escape and escape from ERP..

& we ended up in Bugis.

We gave up, park the bike at Bugis & took the train to Ct Hall instead.

We went to ate at Breeks!

It was super yummmmmy(:

Next we head off to Suntec to just walk around & play daytona.

Then I wanted to tricked baby to a dessert place.

So I said Toy R Us now got sell dessert; very nice!

We walked & search for Toy R Us.

When we are about to reached, we heard "Pssst pssst pssst pssssssssst.."

Guess what!

I didnt saw Taufiq batisah or what but I saw Hafiz, Eric & Ameer.

I was freaking happy lahh!

We talked for awhile & I really miss them!

When they left with their colleagues,

I brought baby to cottage waffles.

Yes, cottage waffles is the place not Toy R Us.

*heeeeee*

We had our dessert there with Ice Latte. Yummmmy(:

We ride back to CCK.

At night, we watched mooovie at Lot1.

We watched KungFu Panda!

It's a MUST-WATCH movie(:

Very goood lahhh; i like.

Overall, I had a very wonderful day.

It was a nice break from school;like finally.

Starting from now on, I'm busy with Drama training already.

Everyday come school @ 630pm.

But its okayy, saturday is my performance.

My 1st time acting in Tp!

wooots. So can't wait.

&& this saturday, POG is finally going out..

I hope you guys will wait for me :(((

Cos my performance ends @ 6pm.

Wait for me kaysss? Thankiuuuukkkk!

Miss you guys sooo muchyyy!!

LOVES.

It is time to de-stress myself.

I am now in school mugging like hell.
With my heavy bag like want to go camping.
LOL.

I am famished, tired & sick.
I have yet to eat anything since morning.
All due to the morning rush.

Had my RHT mid-semt test just now.
I managed to stay awake throughout the test,
although I only had 3 hours of sleep.
& Thank God! The test was okayyy(:
Confirm,plusCHOP i can PASS!
Pass only?? *sheeshhh*
Hoping to get an A of course BUT.
I doubt I will get an A.
Probably a B or just C.

Studying Macro really gives me headaches.
There is like so much understanding needed.
Once you understand what effects what & so ever.
Then you are able to do the question well.
That is what I thought though.
Besides the understanding, there are formulas to remember!
*sheessssh*

Tonight, sleeping over Iza's house.
Will have a good rest & tomorrow morning will definitely continue studying again.
I have not even touch on POM. (Sure Die!)
& POM have lots of facts to memorize. (Die one lahhhh!)

I cannot wait for Thursday to come!
Last paper and then......hoooorayy!!!
Actually, not quite.
2 weeks break need to be spend on work & mainly, projects.
Baby will be leaving to Thailand on my 2nd week break:(
So sad!
He is going to be away for 1week. Oh God!
I wonder how my life would be.
I know I might sound phatetic here; like as if i cannot live without him.
But I will feel the lost during the week when he is away.
A little bit too early to say this but i will Miss You baby! (:

I guess I need to continue with my revision for another 1hour.
Just before the library close.
I hope everyone is doing fine.
I truly apologize if I have been neglecting you or something.
Takecare people.

Lotsa LOVE.

Butt-ache, arm-ache, abdomen-ache! *urghhhh*
Thanks to my brother's lovely 5sets of exercise routine (:

I miss the gym & the jogging track; like seriousssly.
I miss playing badminton esp during sports & wellness last time.
& I feel like running for the Standard Chartered 10km Run again!
If time, money and stamina persist - I would definitely do so!
Anybody want to join with me again?? It's hell fun I tell youuuu!

My exams is just round the corner.
I've plan my days way ahead already.
This week No Work!
I'm going to sleepover Iza's house starting from this weekend.
Till my exams ends - thanks for the offer babe! (:

Ohh well, I'm feeeling so BADD right now cos i didn't bake brownie for 1H07!
*i'm reallyyyyy sorrry*
I really do not have the time; like seriously.
But hey! Promise is a promise.
I still am going to bake but u will only taste it afew days from now.
Okieeeee precious babies of 1H07????

Anyway, I've been hearing from new friends I made in Tp..
they said "Owhhh..Syafiqah..SHE'S A VERY QUIET GIRL!!!!"
Hahahahahahahaha.
I can sure roll & laugh like tooooot.
Ask all my friends beyond Tp - for sure they will give you a biGG NO!
Rightt? Rightt? *heeeee*

Well, I just felt lost in school at times.
I feel as though I'm not fitting in.
Or I do not want to be too hyper,
or people might judge badly about me.
I just try to be humble & hoping people could learn to accept me.
And eventually know me inside-out.

As i've learnt -
"First impression will usually affects one perception.
So go easy & explore, eventually u'll discover the unexpected.." (:

So I do hope people don't judge me just like that.

Next!
I have to say that I seldom spend my lunch with my classmates.
& I have this bad feeling that they think I do not want to be with them :(
So Sad Lorrrrrr!

That is not the main reason.
I spent my lunch at the library because:
Most of the times, I need to revise.
(Seriously, I am a slow-learner;
& I am stress with the level of difficulty of the subjects)
At times, I really don't feel hungry.
At times, I'm just saving up my $$.
At times, I'm just tired & sickkk.

So I really do hope that 1H07 don't judge me otherwise.
Please understand that I stayed the FURTHEST & i am tired.
And i hope you understand that I need to spend my time clarifying my doubts.
With someone who knows more about the subject & is available to teach me.

I am JEALOUS when Mimi, Liting, Fiona, HongYen, Mummy etc. etc.
Have lots of things to talk about & I feel that I'm cast away.
Because I don't really know what's happening. *sighhhs*

** Forgive me for not joining you guys during lunch hours. :(

I guess I need to end my post here or it won't END.
I need to continue my revision & have a goood sleeeep (:

Things running through my mind: Projects & more projects, Comm skills & IHT grades, Revising POM, RHT & Macro, revise past lecture notes and doing all my tutorials!!



LOVES,
your girlfriend next door.

Oooooo..wowww!
Like finally, i'm updating.
I apologize for the absence.
But seriously, i'm that busy & have no time to blog.

MAJOR reasons:

I have long journey to school - Tired!
I have tutorials hw to do - Everyday!
I have revisions to do - Frequently!
I have CCA to attend - Every Weds!
I have to work - Most Weekends!
I have test to study - Presently!
I have ALOT of group projects - to Research & Discuss!
I cannot sleep late, unless doing tutorials, projects or revisions - Lesson starts @ 9am!

SEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I really got Not Much Time. LOL.

Presently.
I am doing quite well in school.
My class is bonding well.
& no doubt my new nick is - Fifi (the fish).
I used to be Syak (like shark).but also a birdie.
Sighssss.
Why am i always associated with animals????
Well, it's okayyy.
Whatever it is - I am still ME, Nur Syafiqah.
or rather run haqifays. hehss.

2 of my tests are over!
I passed my F&B test. Comm skills nt sure yet.
I'm left with upcoming mid-sem test only.
I'm freakinggggg nervous! O_O

&& to P.O.G: let's plan for a meet up very sooon!!!
FYI, my break is btwn 7-22june onlieeee.
So i really look forward upon meeting u people.
*Misses misses misses*
Mmmmuaaaaaahssss!

LOVE,
Run Haqifays.

Yesterday, I wasted my time, money & effort to attend a 1hour POM 1st lecture at 2pm. It was supposed to end at 4pm but it ended early. *Sighs* Then we can head back home. CCK to TP and then TP back to CCK again. How great!

Today's school was way better except for the morning heavy traffic at SLE & TPE. Dad sent me to school and it supposed to be way faster than me taking public transport unfortunately because of the very bad traffic jam, i was 15minutes late for my lecture. It's okay! No attendance taken for lectures so i'm safe! *grins*

My 1st F&B Fundamentals lecture - I have to say that this module is similar to my F&N back during my secondary school days except that this is even more "chim" and of course, interesting(;

My 1st Tutorial of the week - Communication Skills. The whole class went to the wrong class and ended up being told off by our stern lecturer badly. "Like hello? It's our 1st tutorial. Take it easy..." But No, she confessed that she was not a lenient lecturer so whatever! Haha. Anyway Comm Skills is like BCM back in ITE. And yes! I hate it because I have to write reports, write resume, write write write so much things! And I admit my English is not good as compared to the rest of my classmates whom Eng was A1-B3. Gosh! Its alright..I will slowly catch up as Comm Skills teach me how to pronouce words correctly, things like that. Lame but haha, benefit me in the career world to come.. (;
Not only that! **To P.O.G - I will master to pronounce words like Milk & Building properly okayyy..hahahahaha.

Highlights for today: Baby skipped AutoCad class and meet me after my class ended. Initial plan was to go for lunch at MarryBrown which is near TP unfortunately, it has close down & turned into KFC now. So Baby brought me to Ramen Ten!! *happy to the max* We had Ramen, Udon & Esprits Drinks. We also had Sushi for take aways. As usual, we selected those yummy2 sushi that we like, with wasabi & soy sauce. *heaven* Then we challenged daytona & sat at a corner and battled psp games together (our favourite past-time!) and I WON! I WON! Haha. Then at 530, we took train and off he went to work and me head home sweet home. Thanks Baby for the treat & the day! ♥ ♥
ps: aku masih sayang *heee*

And And, thanks to my classmate, Issabelle.
Now I have a new nick name called *FiFi* hahahahha (;

LOVES.

2days of TP's freshmen' orientation was a Blast! Well, it supposed to be. Except that I find that I was not able to fit-in hyper-ly into my class which is 1H07. FYI, my class only has 3 malay girls (includes me), Zaferin & Amira and 1 malay boy, Sharmen. The rest are chinese. Easily said, hospitality malay students can easily count. Back abt my class, geeeee. Blardy quiet! This was my worst orientation ever! O_O luckily, today my class was much better.

Just now started off with HTM Course Mgr briefing us about the course in auditorium. Then we proceed to our tutorial class and meet my care person, Dr Aloy Lee. A cute care person i must say! We received our handbook & most importantly, time-table! H07 suddenly were on high spirits because - we have no class on thursday! And the only time we end school late is on weds. This is going to be fun. Plus next monday - no tutorials, only come for POM lecture. Thanks lah!

All my classes starts at 9am. *Pheww! 830am orientation is already a torture for me, but hey! I was not late u know! Miracle right P.O.G? haha. Sadly, I am 2nd oldest in class. The oldest one is this A levels student,Don, who is currently 21yrs. Well, nvm. At least we can apply for exemption for certain subjects!!!!! As for me, I'm going to apply exemption for POA, OFA & AOFA. Thank god. (;

Orientation - we had Olympias (games), TP Raggata (dragon boat) & cheer competion. Overall champion goes to Business School. And we had been holding on to the champion trophy for 4 consecutive years. ~Wootts. We compete against Applied Science, Design, Humanities, IT & Engineering School. & thanks to Bedok Reservoir near to our school for us to held the event and do water sports there. Heess.

Lastly, I can't wait to attend my tutorials & lectures! Hopefully everything will run smoothly & of course I want to achieve Diploma of Merit. So *jia you! Oh ya! How i wish I had P.O.G as my classmates again! They seriously rock and shall always remain in my heart. P.O.G! Come join my class k?? *hee*



LOVES.

Don't read if you don't have the time (;

10th April 2008 - Credits to Ayn & Fana, for sparing their precious time accompanying me all the way to TP just to collect my size C4 brown enrolment package. Then the Tao Nan, i mean Tong Seng (opppss!) for a hearty meal. Fana & Ayn were really famished so they had Siew Mai & You Char Kuay as side dishes too. Next stop, was Bugis window shopping then headed home. Thank you girls for the day (;

12th April 2008 - & my 2weeks planned suprise date was cancelled. I was displeased with myself for making this decision as my hard sweat planned date did not happen. But its alright, i don't mind cancelling it for the benefits of my dearest md azmi to have plenty of rest recovering from HFMD. *shESH!

13th April 2008 - Got to mark a note on my calender on this date. Because. Guess what?? I went out on a "date" with a special petite friend of mine named, Aslinda. Yeaaaahh, we tavelled all the way to Tai Seng to be the "Kiasuss" Singaporeans to check out the Charles & Keith Warehouse Sale. Seeing her from the FAR opposite side of the road, made me carve a smile on my face as it's always great to meet this lady. *fast forward*

Lind bought a pair of sandals and I get nothing out from the Sale. Mainly because the vintage sandals that me and Lind wanted did not have our sizes and what was left on the tables are mostly heels, so-common-shoes or sandals with sizes 5 or 6. So Damn It!

Next we went to Bedok to meet another lovely girlfriend, Ilah. & there she goes, the moment she stepped out of the lift, she was smiling from ear-to-ear. So glad to meet her. After passing MP4 to Lind, we went to bedok shops there. Ilah treated us to Choc Waffle & Bubble Tea. Thanks! Should drop by Bedok and meet Ilah often. Right Linds? gagagaga. We had a great short time spent and talking together. I appreciate the time I had with Lind & Ilah (;

Today - Finally, all my documents mailed to TP! One stress off, seriously, there is so much to do for enrolment. I met my baby just now for awhile to do a short-search for our slippers & had lunch at KFC. Yey! He has fully recovered, yipeee(; Time was fast, and at 5.30pm he already need to head off to work. *sobs*sobs* So bid a lovely goodbye!

School's orientation will be in 2 freaakinggg days & i'm nervous! Not joking. In addition, what made me be in low spirit is that I'm sickkkk. Sighss. I hate being sick & i think everyone in the house is sick now. I need a fresher air to breathe!

Hope everyone's doing fine esp my dearest P.O.G. I miss you all.

LOVES.

I'm engrossed with tonight's match. As predicted before match, I would say it's going to be 2-1. And hopefully it's true! 15minutes to go..

I'm super excited for the final scores. Man-U all the way! And I'm going to have a small competition with baby when Man-u meets Chealsea. Too bad! Huhu. O_O

LOVES
foot.
balls.

It's my 9th monthsary yesterday.

Dropped by Ubi to suprise the sick, sleeping baby.
And that was part of my gift;
made with love for my Baby (;

Baby is currently sick so he's feeling lethargic.
He was diagnosed with mild HFMD.
All he needs now is plenty of rest.
Get well soon md azmi!

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More Updates!

Besides my outstanding ITE results,
my Polytechnic application was also successful!

And i got into TP business school - DHTM.
I'm going to collect my enrolment pack tomorrow.
School opening only on 21st April (;
I'm freaking nervous.

Currently, life has been an average.
Because my holidays - bore me to death.
Hopefully things gets better when school opens.

I've decided to get into Sports for my CCA.
Probably back to Touch Rugby.
Still deciding.. O_O

And guess what???!!

I'm still job-less; how cool is that!
I'm blardy frustrated about being job-less.
I need more $kechings$ for Poly.
Urgh. When will lady-luck be on my side?

♥ ♥ Thank you for being there with me all the time;
mentally, physically & emotionally (;

Even throughout those hardest times.

Muhammad Azmi; no other guy could replace you.
You are a gift from God; special & unique.
I shall always be your lucky babygirl.
Lovey-dovey-youuuuu. ♥ ♥

"May Allah continue to guide us to the right path;
& insyaallah we will always be blessed with love & happiness.."
Amin.

LOVES.

After seriously having a loong break from my blog.
HERE I AM, back again.
I've yet to settle down properly.

My granny moving house soon.
So re-arranging of my furnitures again.
By end April, it's going to be me and my HUGE room again.
Trust me. I can bunk in my whole P.O.G even!
It's great to be having the whole room but at times it feels phatetic.

I'm still job-seeking and waiting currently.
Sick of doing this but I have to.
My baby has been working and i'm so jealous.

Ohh well, my holidays have been of an average so far.
In 2 days time, i'm going to meet P.O.G to buy the bbq stuffs.
And Weds/Thurs would be days of FUN. (weeehoooo)

I'll be back with more my stuffs once i've really settled down.

For now, takecare loves!

SCORPIO WOMAN

A simple woman who always show what kind of moods she is in. You can tell right way if she is upset, or if she is flirting with you. She displays herself with her act much more than trying to say it for it's in her character.

A Scorpio woman has her own mysterious personality. She is confident and deep down inside she is quite proud of herself. She hates to think she is born a woman and so limiting her with a certain social acceptable rules. She is a real woman and despite her innocent and childish looks, she has a spirit of free soul. Many men will make mistake if they think she is a good follower, they are wrong.

She thinks being a plain simple housewife is boring. She likes to have power and control over other people, but this will be only her secret, so you will only see a cute woman. Every things she does will look good, and she has all the woman's trick you can think of. She can manipulate men without they knowing it.

If you think she going to do everything you say because she loves you, then you will be disappointed. She could be a little tomboyish and she can understand you by just looking in your eyes. You may say sweet words which could sweep any woman, but not with the Scorpio woman. She will use her X-ray eyes reading your thought of what you just said or what you are going to say. She always smile and she can really hide her feeling.

She will constantly show you that she loves freedom. If she has freedom, she will not leave you, but will even love you more. If she wants something, she will do everything to get it. She has her own sixth sense of people and you can feel that energy feed back when you around her. She likes a man who canearn her respect, and she will also respect and feel proud of that man. A man with power over her should not threat or challenge her confident. She likes to have a good looking, strong and healthy man especially if she start to compare with her friends' boyfriends. It is a plus if he hold a degree or a good career.

She is a hot lady. She likes heavy music. She either loves or hates, there are no "fond of", or "like" for her. Love has no "may be", or "perhaps". If she is real mad, she will trash and throw things. Her wind storm can sweep all her dishes and you could get accidentally hit on your head for this matter. Be calm, it is just your grand mother favorite china for she has good quality as much as her bad tempered.

Sometimes she shows her weakness, but it won't be long. She will put herself together and back to be that hot chili again. If she loves you, it will be no matter what other people may say. Her relationship will be more important than what is right or wrong. Because of this reason, you may know some Scorpio woman become a second wife, a mistress.

She is spoil, but she allows her love one to over power her. Dating this woman, you should not keep old love letters in your pocket or in your house. It could be a love letter 2 years ago, but never mind she will argue about this since this is a big deal for a suspicious woman. Remember she has a temper of the shrew.

If you play a cold war with her, she will treat you likewise and double it. If you stood her up once, she will stood you up 2-3 times. She is quite fair n justice, so she can accept your apologies as much as she can pretend to accept things for now and wait for a pay back revenge in the future. If you are nice to hear, she will double that to you as well. A real fair woman.

She likes to make and spent money. She likes to have fame and reputations,and never let herself broke and have no name at the same time. She is too proud and will not accept status of being "Poor". She loves to have face, so if you are a manager with small salary, she will be proud more than more money being a truck driver. She hates to think and she can not stand a feeling of being a "Nobody".

If you like her, play a little hard to get. This will excite her a bit. When you go out on a date, set your schedule, but do not let she knows that you have planned this for weeks. Always go to pick her up on time or better togo 5-10 minutes early.

Well, if you THINK you know me. THINK AGAIN. =)

evil, LOVES.

I wonder IF I am really ready for this,
I wonder IF you're really ready for this.

At times, you don't understand. I'm hoping you will but No you won't.

Let time decides for now.

It's been awhile since i blogged, ohh well. Simply said, i'm busy spending my late nights with projects and revision.

The heat is really getting on my nerves. I loved to spend my afternoon revising but the weather just discourages me to do so. It's freaking warm - making me feel lerthargic, most of the time. Sad right.

Baby found a job and i'm kind of frustrated but happy for him in a way. Contradicting but yeaaah. Up till date, i've yet to get a job. Mum said "It's not my luck yet." Urghhh. I seriously need to work. My pockets are slowly burning day by day and I need more savings!
Anyone, a decent job for me pleaaase?

Ms frontpage is dueing SOON. And me, being the "dim-wit" for Web Web Web is slowly experimenting the features available and using them for projects. Well, thanks to my dearest for making my life easier by giving me the Ms Frontpage installer. Now, I can do it at home ((:

Lately, I had many many days of downfalls with him. I'm just not being myself and I don't know why but I kept picking up fights with him over such tiniee-winiee problems. Sighhss.
Seems like every action, say or move he made or said is just a mistake for me. But well, we talked it out and he being my greatest boyfriend, give in to me most of the times. Thank youu for tolerating my claptrap towards you. Love love you babyy.

You're my sweetest downfall <3

Ohh well, I can't wait for school to end.
Then it will be a Time-Out for me! Hohoho.

Will you be the one dating me throughout my short holiday?
Tell me Tell me. -_-


I seriously need a night jog at the park now, to calm my nerves and muscles down. Ahahh. Madness but true enough.

LOVES.