L.O.V.E APART

After exams, I got to meet P.O.G together with my dearest.

It has been such a long time since i met him due to exams.

Now, after that day at airport & marina.

That was the last i met him.

Living in such a small country, Singapore.

Yet staying so far apart.

With all the restrictions that i had to bear.

Ever since his brother got married and took over his room.

I had to adapt with so much things.

No more long night calls.

Not to say long night calls, but to hear you sometimes is also a pain.

Etc.

My hectic school life made me had lesser time to spend with you.

Though our school is only afew distance away.

Yes, we do meet sometimes in btwn breaks or after school.

But only for a short period of time.

This heart has been so patient and willingly bearing these hurtful moments.

Both of us had to juggle btwn both work & school.

That makes us both even more distant.

This fasting month of Ramadhan has been testing my patience very badly.

It's near 1 week of fasting and i'm missing you badly, sheeesshhh.

And this emotional feeling deep inside me is making me teared.

Teared during each & every night prayer.

And before I get to go to bed.

My heart felt so tortured.

Because of love, i am willing to compromise.

I just hope things would get better one day.

Just like how we used to be before your brother got married.

I cannot blame you for all these to happen.

So I have to accept this.

Muhammad Azmi Baby, i really do miss you.

I miss talking to you.

Let's just continue to pray hard k baby.

iloveyousomuch dearest.

LOVES.