Today's Business.

Flea Market just now was okayyy. Maybe because it's been such a long time since it was last held so many people are not aware of it. But I'm touched and happy because my regular customers came down to support. They have patronised my small stall for such a looong time.

I'm thankful for their support. Thank you so much. My regular customers have been the best. They would at least buy something from me even though at times things that they bought might not be a neccessity to them. Lol. They said they will buy and give people as a gift. Hehe! And they would always talk to me, we would always update each other about our current life and some even talk about their pet. Some would called up their friends or relative to come down and meet me because today got flea market they said must come down! They are such sweeeeet bunch of people. Thank you again, see you next month (:

I did made a profit today. Yayy! All profits today I will give my Mum. I only keep $10 to top-up my ez-link. Hehe.

I forgot to update about Earth Hour yesterday. So how many of you actually did your part for the Earth for that 1hr??? -.- Well, my house was pitch black. Only the kitchen toilet light and fans was on. I rested in my dark room playing PSP - feeling very tired.

How about the rest of you? Did you do your part for the Earth? (:

drive to JB again tonight..

breadtalk here i come!

Much LOVES.

(:

I have been feeling-feeling-the-very-happy. I don't know why.

Maybe the well quality time spent with friends and such that it has kept my spirits up high.

I should be thankful for that (:

Because when I'm happy, I'm more positive and I tend to be much wiser. lol.

(loikkeeeee reeaaaal, i know)
I just can't wait to place the 2009 target list in my room so that everyday I know what I will be heading for. And everyone in the house will also know what I want.

For now, I just can't wait for a room makeover! So much sadness about needing to leave this BIGGG room of mine, I still have to give-in to my brother no matter what. But it's okayy. A new smaller room, a new space, a better environment to sleep in. (hopefully) I have already slowly bought the accessories needed for the room and Mom have been helping too! How sweeeet. To invest her money on my room. Hehehe. For sure, this small room going to be Pink. Initially wanted to go for Maroon Red but Bro have chose that for his new room. So Hot Pink it shall be. (Too girly for you?) Well, I don't care. I shall make it cool, comfy chic room (:

Current issues I heard among friends nowadays: Marriage.

OhhMy. I feel so old suddenly. Haha. I mean I do want to get married too but not now obviously. I'm never too near about getting ready to marry someone or start a family. Eventhough I love kids like crazy but I can wait for that. Seriously. I'm still young and childish. I admit okayy! And I still have a looooong way to learn alot of things in life. But I am definitely happy for the people and friends out there who are preparing or planning for marriage in years to come. Because I love attending weddings. Seeing these lovely newly-wed couples during wedding ceremony made me happy. I'm sentimental you see. Feeling siaaaaaa.

And Ohh. Today's Drama Meeting - the sharing session with alumni was definitely a THUMBS UP! But the news we got during meeting at Techno was a dissapointing one. I really hoped tomorrow's petition going to run smoothly. I don't want to lose Titisan Temasek. Seriously. And I don't want to be CCA-less at the same time :( Sighs.

Insomnia attack is back.

It's past 3 am in the morning and I'm wide awake.

And I plan to go jog in the wee morning after prayer later.

Wonder if I can even take 10 steps on the jogging track. lol.

Seeee hoooooooowwwwwww ehhhhhhhhhhhh.

I talk too much. I need to stop.

Hahs.

Much LOVES.

Freak.

Stop it ehhh Man-U.
What's wrong, what's wrong, what's wrong?
Losing one after another.
Irritating!

liverpool and chealsea don't over-feeling.
you are nowhere better. booo!

Don't Assume.

Don't you Assume that everything is fine with me.
Don't you Assume that I'm rich (eventhough I long knew those inside joke) but I remained in silence.
Don't you Assume that I'm leading a good life.
Don't you Assume that I'm such and such.
Please Stop.
If you want to make assumptions, keep it to yourself. I don't mind.
BUT. Don't try to spread it around and try to make your assumptions sound believable to others.
Ask if you are in doubt or curious.
I will talk and share with you if it's okay to talk about.
But Don't try to Assume everything about my life.
Because only God knows everything.

i'm tired. seriously.
loves.

BOO!

How could you leave turtle behind to look after your computer???!

*yarkkkdushh!

Sis, if only you have msged me earlier then I will not be in Singapore right now!
Ohhh dear, ohh dear.

Hopefully the bonchets people are having a safe journey now (:

I want to travel again, can? -.-

I woked up early in the morning, said goodbye.

Lucky Naruto keeps me alive from boredom.

Got to go work now..

LOVES.

Happy & Away.

I have made up my mind! I am going to forget about NZ and Aust because I know now is not the right time. It is better to use the money for other things for now. To the all my cousins, I hope you guys have fun in June later!

Nevertheless, I won't give up on NZ and Aust just like that(: I will make my way there one day, insyaallah. Heee.

Yesterday night and today's morning made me really happy. Wooosh! And ohh plus the results that are out 2 days ago was a total relieve for me. Hehs. And I love when I saw ITE mails keep coming back at my mailbox, it's always something goood. Haha.

I'm going back to my cousins' village in Melacca tonight. So another weekend getaway again! Goodbye again Singapore.

and people, don't miss out the fabulous IT show & Body Shop Sale @ Suntec City okayy?


Cheers of LOVES.

Adapt to this Life.

It's really a wonder why you have been the same, never change.

Coming 20 years I growed up in this world. And today, I have learnt alot of things. I know how to think maturely and learnt to understand more about life. Even though I know that I am still young and there are lots more for me to learn but at least I have realised my mistakes in life and I am always willing to learn and make improvements.

Hearing what you said today just upsets me. It is as if you have been against the idea or you simply don't care. You know how much sacrifices he have made all on his own. How he growed up and moved on to different stages in life.

You have to understand. This is life and different people have his/her own goals in life. You can't expect him to listen to your say and follow what you want.

It's okay if you have not been supportive in whatever we do all these years. One thing for sure, we are thankful that we grow up independently so we know how hard life is. Of course, seeing others leading an easy life with most of the things being spoon-feed, supported and taken care of..made us feel so envious of them. However, having to grow up independently in a hard way made us be a better thinker and so we tend to make goals so that we could feel the satisfaction when we achieve them.

It's so hard to make this fact absorb into your head because you have always been a narrow-minded person. Nevertheless, I have never hated you. Maybe I did last time. But now I know I still love you.

I have always wanted to see a miracle happen. Maybe one day Allah will make you realised the need for you to truly open your heart and be a better person. I will never stop praying for that so long I am still alive. Insyaallah.

Just bear with this hard life for now, eventhough it has been going on for more than 10years. Be patient okay. And don't you worry. I won't get married not until we have finally settle down and we are happy with a good life. I will make you proud, I will take care of you and I make sure we will lead a good life one day. So long as I'm still standing strong, all healthy and alive. I promise you with my words.

cos this is life, different people have their own stories. learn to open to each different ones you heard of.

LOVES you.

Heart Pour.

So tell me, how much longer I should suffer?
Why things just have to change when it was all perfect in the first place?
I still don't understand despite the reasons you gave me.
I believed everything happens for a reason.
And I wish I could just seek for for an answer now.
It's such a pain living through days filled with many uncertainties and emotionally depressed state.

No matter what I shall stand strong believing in God, constantly praying for the right answer and happiness for myself as well as people around me.


Yours truly, LOVES.

Random.

I almost got into a car accident. Stupid steering wheel!
Or was it my fault? Haha.

And on the way home, this drunk Malay guy puked and his mouth was messily filled with saliva. He was just swaying from side to side; smiling to himself. Sicko. He stinks so badly. And I hate the smell. Blearghh.

Ohh dear I'm happy now yet I miss you.


With LOVES.

P.O.G Alert

To my dearest beloved people of P.O.G, please choose a day and make yourself available on that day tentatively before 2nd week of April. Preeety please can?

From what I heard currently was that to chill somewhere together. Preferably a different place that we have yet to chill together. I heard someone suggested Arab St or something. To eat, sheesha and crap all night long.

Nevertheless. Suggestions for itinerary are open. So feel free to feedback any suggestions for outing okayy? Thanks(:

And I would like us to go for a vacation. We have always intended to do that but the mission was still unaccomplished till today. I understand that the guys are serving NS but I know you guys can take leave also so I plan that maybe we could go vacation either between the period of Tues, 16 Dec 2009 – Sun, 27 Dec 2009 or Tue, 9 Mar 2010 – Sun, 18 Apr 2010.

At most I can think of for now is KL. Because at least we can go Sunway or Genting and shop at KL there. And it is quite affordable also. If all of you are agreeable on this, then start saving. Budget would be around less than $90 dollars for transport to and fro. Hotel about $50-60 dollars. Others about $200? So in total, you need to save an estimation of $300-400. Possible?
This is just a suggestion though. We shall go with the say of majority okayy! (:

For now, I shall pray for all of your safety and good health no matter what you people are doing. Do keep in touch. Miss you all (:


Much LOVES.