Thursday, December 20, 2007

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

Hiatus is over, hopefully.
Yeaah. I've been taking a break from blog lately.

Life has been going on normally.
Except for the part that i almost got depressed.
Not going to further elaborate about it though.

So much event had past.
Dad is back on track, he's back to work with his new Lexus car.
Which his dearest daughter has been super-duper in loved with.
Always want to tag wherever he wants to go just to have a ride!
hehehehes. (:

My granny is back home, from Australia!
And i'm so jealous.
But i'm just as happy that she enjoyed her trip there.

I successfully accomplished my 10km standard chartered run.
Proud of myself.
Most memorable day of my life.
I got to overnight in school the day before with dearest friends and lind especially..
And my bf is also there for the run so it's extra meaningful to me.

I got two new nephews,within two months!!!
Yes, thanks to kak tini and nura.
Thank god both 1st labours went off smoothly.
Even though one of the delivery took 29 freaking hours.
Naughty baby, Danish Naufal Akhtar.
I've yet to see kak tini's baby and not yet know the name though.
But will die-die see you during hari raya haji! (:
I'm so in love with children especially babies!
Can i have one too, muhammad azmi? haha, yeah right!
Wait till 7 years syafiqah..

Anyway, outing with my beloved cousins was awesome.
Shafiq, Hazirah, Aslam, Shuadah, Kak Nana and Kak Julie.
Thanks for the day!
Pizza Hut, Alvin & the Chipmunks and McCafe was GREAT.
And me, movie marathon at 1am till the next morning at Aslam house, was a PLUS factor.
Watched redline, loved it!

Watch Alvin and the Chipmunks again with bf on Saturday.
Finally, he got all his dued suprise presents from me. Pheww!
I just hope you like them all sayang. I'm sure you do.

Poly enrichment course at NYP had started today!
It was an eye-opening experience, seriously.
I've learnt quite alot and the lesson eventually is way better than in school.
Mr Randell Ong, as been told by my cousin, he's a GAY!
And he's my lecturer for Economics.
But he's a cool and nice lecturer though.
There were only 3 Malays in the Class.
And dearest Is was my partner in train as well as class.
I'm so looking forward for tmrw's class. (:
And, muhammad azmi you're so gonna fetch me tmrw!

Holidays, i just going to spend my time off in Poly, outings and projects.
And of course, going to be busy preparing for my brother's engagement next week!!
I still can't believed he's getting engaged, gosh! CONGRATS bro.

★ You've been with me through thick and thin.
Even when darkness overshadow the brightness.
You held my hands tight and never let me fall to the ground.
Even if i did, you're the first to offer me your hand and lift me up.
You listened to my sorrows, you listened to my happiness.
You polished my day bright and clean even though sometimes it was dusty and dull.

A thousand words people talked about me being with you.
Does not bother me, not even an inch.
Because i believed in you.
Not only that, i also trust you.
And through all.
te amo, i love you sayang.
I'm not loving you today, tomorrow and the following days only.
But i'm loving you all the way till god willing, marriage and even the world-after.
Muhammad Azmi, i'm in love with you! ★

Two-words, thank you, isn't enough to thank you.

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Friday, November 30, 2007

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Days of sickness were over.

Yipeee!! With much love.

I've recovered from blistered lip.

Thank GOD! :)

30th November, my blood donation day. Looking forward towards it. .

With my dearest boyfriend, I shall go HSAblood bank tomorow.

Let's and GO boyfriend! :)



Baby, once or twice i said those words.

My sincerity was what accompany those.

LOVE.

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1 more week..

Awaited suprise.

Monday, November 19, 2007

BEWARE OF INSECT BITE!!

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This is the real current situation of me right now.
I know, i know.
Everyone must be going..
(Eeeeee..urghhhh..)
Or what-so-ever.

But try being in my shoes. .
Waking up early in the morning
Then realised that you have a blister on your lip.
It's really a sucky feeling! :((

I don't know what or which insect have bitten me.
God knows!
Well, plan to skip for PR lesson
ended up me having 2 days Medical Leave.
Sighsss.

I just need to wait for this blister to burst by itself.
Within 5-7days.
If it worsen or no effect take place,
i have to be referred to the hospital.

So people, pray for me aite?
Thank you. ((:

By wednesday if it doesn't burst.
I still have to attend school in this condition.
So i just have to keep covering my mouth with a towel i guess.
Or should i wear a cough mask?? HAHA.
I don't know.

I just wish to recover FAST.
I hate to stay at home.
It's such a bore.
And i've been refrained to:
sourish
spicy
and fried items.
Ohh god.

And i have to drink with a spoon!
Can u imagine that!!!

Okay2. .
I hope you people take good care of yourself aite.
Beware!
Because an insect might bite you during sleep!
HAHA.


LOVES.

i miss you, TRUCKLOADS and BUCKETFULL.
=)

Sunday, November 18, 2007

ALRIGHT i'm officially bored and bored and bored.
I have yet to study for my Public Relations.
Well said, that calls for an off day for my PR lesson tomorrow.
WEEE. ((:

I've been having cramps lately so the thought of studying just make me sick.
Today i worked as a 'kendarat' at Yew Tee.
It was fun but the whole day just wear me off.
I loved the wedding ceremony.
The bride is so beautiful so is the 'pelamin'.
TIP-TOP! (:

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3 great singers!
with nice vocals.
i can assure you!! (:
and the 'pelamin'..
nice right??

I shall say good luck to dear classmates for PR test tomorrow.
I'm skipping it.
HAHA.
I know it's just a test but then.
I don't want to sit there and stare at the paper.
Because i've yet to learn anything! hehe.
So gd luck people! ((:

Wednesday will be my next slot for blood donation.
This time, i'm pulling my bf in.
And this will be md azmi's official 1st time.
So can't wait baby! (:


My days without you
Will be empty
Just like me sitting in a vacant room
Accompanied by the 4 walls
Watching the darkness
All by myself


I wish you could be there with me
24hours, all day
Baby i miss you, truly . . .


Forgive me for what i've done
Because i forgive you for what you've done


Let's continue to keep on with this trust
Stay happy as we always does
And keep on praying, may god bless us


Till eternity.



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LOVES.

<3

Monday, November 12, 2007

M A I G R A I N S

Alright, the feeling of maigrains acting up again is so not cool okayy?
Am i been thinking too much; again?
I'm not sure either.

Today school was fine.
I was not Late!
I reached Clementi at 9am sharp.
It was the bus that prolonged my time and everyones' time.
Sighs! Mr Sunny class; as usual : B O R I N G.
I'm sorry.
But I have to speak the truth. (:

Napfa unfortunately was not today!! GRRRR.
I came to school all prepared then it was just a tRICK!

Fana'larling had her BTT today.
Okayy. She only took less than 20mins to complete it.
And, alhamdulillah.
I'm glad she passed. (:
Next, she can moved on to practical.
**All the best gf.

And thanks fana for bringing me to Dorothy Perkins.
Gosh! I'm so going to purchase that skirt. ((:
Kill you for making me itch for stuffs!!
Anyway, last Saturday was great.
Thanks for scratching my bf yaww.
And here you go...*Eheeeeeeeeeee* (in horsey tone)
It has always been a weekly outing.
I hope it would stay that way.. ((:

Uhmmm.
Someone owes me You Char Kuey..
I wonder who it is..
Someone owes me Crunches..
I wonder who it is..
((:

Till then,
still got school stuffs to do. .

LOVES.

Saturday, November 10, 2007

H A P P I N E S S overcomes it ALL.

091107 marks my 4th monthsary with Mr Md. Azmi.
And our relationship is growing mature each and every day.
Despite those tiny-winiee arguments that we had,
We still managed to overcome them all. (:

And today was awesome.
Though both our suprises were send for"Pending"; lols.
Still, the day turned out to be smooth-sailed.
And ever since when our day was rocky? hahs.
It always ended up superbb and sweeeeeeet.

Today also marks the newborn of,
*tooot*.
*tooot*.
*tooot*.
And, i'm exceptionally happy to the MAX.
I love the newborn babies. (:

BEE moovie was a smack-down.
Funny animation moovie.
Especially when we enjoyed free coke & ticket.
Thanks to GV.

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Brownie Special with Phishy Food plus Waffle Biscuit.
Oreo Cookies and Cream Cheesecake.
2 Cups of Drinking Water.
Our most memorable handphones.
With two cute people.
Splendid!
((:

Tomorrow going to Bukit Gombak.
To collect granny's medicine at Clinic.
Then buy breakfast for family.
Hopefully, my dad will be at home.
Then I can have a free ride.

Probably going out with fana'larling.
Later in the afternoon.
But still not confirm yet.

My simple life has been a breathtaking one.

Family is getting closer, i must say. *claps*
Health has always been normal.
Friends have always been great accompaniments.
Financials are stabling fine.
Boyfriend has always been supportive, loving & the list goes on..

I truly thank god for all the wonderful blessings.
And Md. Azmi, thanks for showing me the light.
To the right path and make me closer to god.
Love you baby! (:

And dear friends, thanks for the fun & laughter.
Pure friendships and great memories.
Appreciates those who are deserved to be appreciated.
Hearts yaww. (:

Okayy, the night is getting younger and younger.
I don't wish to own a black bag under my eye.
So toorah earthlings!
this truly divine affection shall always remain. . .

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L.O.V.E.S

till eternity.

Takecre, Huneys!

((:

Thursday, November 01, 2007

I'M BACK


After so long of not blogging, i'm finally back.
I want to start off by wishing everyone,

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri. (: (:
Hahas.




Next, Kota Tinggi trip was simply awesome! (:
Wooooots.


I had hell lots of fun there.
I get to bond with some of my members and my P.O.G.
The waterfall was refreshing.
The resort was amazing.
The trekking was cool and fun.
Overall, it was simply perfect.
Except that, how i wish it could be extended longer.
It's okayy, probably some of us can return there again next year.

PS: perhaps you can tag along on the next trip k my dear?


Next, Hari Raya outing with my clique was fantastic!
Love all the bonding and laughter we had.
Besides, this was the 1st time Mr Farhan and Mr Azmi joined us.
For sure all of us had lots of fun right? (:

Hmm. I just would like to NOTE SOMETHING HERE.
Next time, if it's anything that matters life & death.
PLEASE don't make a joke out of it. I'm serious.
I'm really sensitive about this issue.
And Ameer, i'm sorry. I didn't know the story about your 1st sis.
All along i thought it was a joke. I'm truly SORRY my dear friend.

On the 31 October 2007.
I officially declare that Muhammad Azmi had a proper haircut.
Woohoo, like finally! (:
And i managed to witness it myself, isn't that great!
It was all because of me wanted to go for a hair treatment at Kimage.
Then i asked him to tag along and go for a cut.
And i was the one who worked along with the students of Kimage.
Planning for his hair style. Haha.

And baby, you're the most stubborn person i've ever seen when it comes to haircut.
GRRRRR.

Nevertheless, despite all the few hours there.
It was all worth it. Right baby?


during haircut.


after haircut, the new look. (:

and thank you for the day! (:

i sayang you many-many lurh seyy!

LOVES.

02 more days. .

Thursday, October 11, 2007

091007

the day of me and mr bf get-together-day.

yes, after so long of having not much time together.

2days back was it.

it fact, it was also our 3rd monthsary. (:


i was electrified.

counting down the time till i can meet him.

the day where we wore the same shirt.

Yes. Superman shirt. (:

credits to ME.

and thanks to ameer for being so kind.

(you know, i know eh..)


Now, let's have the pics do the talking. .


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Miss Sepet & Mr Sepet.


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S - smile all you can! (:


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the longed-missed-hug.


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part of the day was spent here to rest our bloated well-fed tummies. (:


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overall, the day was splendid! (:

an unforgettable day indeed.

to be left kept and remembered.

may Allah keep blessing this faithful relationship of ours.

Amin.

and thanks dearest md azmi for the smelly STAR with movable eyes.
hehe. i like it. thankiukkkk. (:

TODAY my hair curls DIED.

my HANDS ache.

my EYES red.

my NOSE itch.

my THROAT feels ticklish.

and i'm 37.6 feverish.

and i still have lots of house work to do.

or rather, pre-hari raya cleaning.

and the oven still needs me to do more baking!!

AND i'm out of time. :((

i'm DEAD.

hari raya is coming soon.

yet i'm not looking forward towards it.

i'm WEIRD, yes i know. (:

i rather SLEEP than go out.

ok dats all.

LOVES.

bad hair days is back.

1800-hair-solution-helpline.

would be great. (:

Friday, October 05, 2007

R-E-S-U-L-T-S


When i was preparing myself to get out of the house, i uncharged my hp. And there was a miss call from Mr Is Hairulnizam. (:


I called him, and toorAH! He said results are out. Oh GOD! I'm already out of my house otw to jurong west. And i NEED to check my results. Luckily saviour md azmi helped me checked. And when he told me the results, i swear i didn't believe it! I don't think I studied enough and that's the truth okayy. I had last minutes studies and it was a so-so one. but alhamdulillah, i managed to pull through the 3rd term! ~Wohooo.


Now me and Mr IS are even. FINALLY!
With both scoring 3.6 on the chart. (:


As you know we both are very COMPETITIVE, like seriously. And i just wished i could do better! Urgh. Nvm, perhaps a better try next term aites. And dear friend IS, you did well too aites. So let's do better next term okayy?? To the rest of my friends, i hope you're happy with your results. (: (:



H-A-I-R


Alright my dear friends and family, after hearing me complaining so much about my hair. Finally, a NEW change did happened to my hair.


Owhh yes, i had it permed. (:


The instant results was very dissapointing at first. I was like sad, sad, sad. Because i MISS my long natural straight hair. Arwhhhh.


But after awhile i managed to adapt to the feeling of the new hair change. Sighs. Its okay, hair will grow and it can be changed again after getting sick of it. Hehe.


So here's the new born of Nur Syafiqah's hair after almost 18 years of growing up, she had NEVER change her hair style, never gone to the salon to do such things. She overcomed her fear within 3hrs plus and here are the results. . .
















Somehow i think my new hair sucked a lil' bit.


What do u think? (:


LOVES. <3



i miss you many-many and lotsa lots.
2weeks without you ey.
Makes me go goo-goo, gaa-gaa.
U've been missed muhammad azmi!

Tuesday, October 02, 2007


You are the one that's always been there for me,
Even when everyone turned against me,
You were there,
Standing right next to me,
The whole time.

When I was sick you looked after me,
When I fell down you picked me up,
When I cried you hugged me and told me everything would be ok,
When I was hungry you fed me,
When I was thirsty you made me a drink,
But most of all you Loved me!

You may not notice,
I may not it show it,
But Mum I love you,
I really do.

And so Happy 49th Birthday dearest mum!!
I promise i'll be a good daughter.
insyaallah.. :)


"Thank you is just not enough. As compared to what u've done for me, delivering me into this beautiful world, bringing me up till i'm a full grown child now.
I'm really grateful to all your kindest & sweetest deeds. Thanks mum.."


LOVE. <3

Thursday, September 27, 2007

Okayy. That's what i've been feeling lately. BORED says it ALL. Nevertheless, 260907 was TOTALLY DIFFERENT! My P.O.G sparks up my day! ~wohooooooo. Seriously, i laughed ALOT. It's been awhile since we had this kind of outing together. You people ROCK MY SOCKS!

People who were present: Ayu, Fana, Myself, Is, Yazid, Ameer, Aizat, Eric, Effy, Hafiz & Wani!! I appreciate everyone's present. THANKS alot for sparing ur precious time for everyone. We ate at Al-azhar at Bukit Timah. Guess what? Our total bill was $75.50! Quite good eaters huh we all.. :) :) :)

After/during eating, SOME of us became KEPO people. HAHA. We went to look at what happened to the bus 67. The engine explode you see! AND AND AND. The driver got injured. HEHE.

THEN THEN THEN we walked and walked and walked to eventually a place named Jalan Kechil or something, haha. I was so irritated lahh at first! WONDERING where lahh anak-anak nie semua ini mau pergi. HAHA. Then we stopped and took the bus to Bukit Batok.

Reached West Mall. First STOP - Tom & Staffanie. Kita main "You're IT" lahh seyyy! HAHA. So long never play that game together. NEXT NEXT kan we go MAc and we ate ice-cream and drink. Then we chilled outside west mall discussing abt chalet & raye! :))

Then head HOMMIE. Life start to BORE me again. All because my bf is SICK SICK SICK. Sighs. I'm just a boring BITCH. I have to do something before I start to eventually rot and die. I can't possibly be there to take care of my bf. He have his wonderful blessed family who is taking care of him well. I just can send my prayers and wishes wishing him well that's all. I can't do anything else. Am i such an unuseful gf? I hope i'm not okayyy. :((

Hopefully, plans of geylang with Fana & bugis with Is going to be ON next week. :) I really need some medicine from you people! AND AND my dear friends Alicia & Shawn will be reaching S'pore soon with lil' Haikel. So can't WAIT! I want to cuddle2 that lil'Haikel many2. :))

~HEE. I think that's all for now. Muhammad Azmi!! Cepat2 sembuh ya!! I miss you many2. For now, i got to think of activities which can put my BOREDOM aside..

LOVES.

Monday, September 24, 2007


On the 23rd September 2007.
At 2255.
It's the match between MAN U & CHELSEA.
And for the obvious. . .
Nur Syafiqah gave her FULLEST support towards MAN U.
woohoooooos. (: (:


The results!!!
Who won the game?
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
Of course, it's going to be MAN U!
*grinning from ear to ear*
plus.
CLAPS.CLAPS.
lols.


2-0 beb.
just as what i've expected! (:


Don't jealous eh all Chelsea Fans.
Like Mr Lee..
Mr Md Azmi..
who else ehh..
opssssssssssssssssssssssss.
evil laugh.evil laugh.
hehehs.



LOVES. <3

Sunday, September 23, 2007

Alhamdulillah.
Ramadhan this year is a blessing for me.
Except for that i can't spare my time for Tarawih.
Okayy..shudd-up syafiqah!
All that are just lame excuses. . .


I've been busy helping my mum over at the stall almost every single day. Can u imagine the backache, cramps that I'm having all over my body now?

In addition to the sickness that I'm suffering especially the bad cough. It's irritating lahh! I've been refrained from all those cold drinks especially khatirah & chendol. And how do u expect me to not drink all that when the drink stall famous for it's taha kathirah from masjid kassim is just directly in front of my mum's stall. HAHA. (:


Ohh well, nvertheless i just need to continue eating my four different types of medication to get myself fully recovered before I can head myself to the gym. I hate those sick days! URghh. .


Starting from today, 23 september '07..i will try my very best to help my mum sell of her delicacies FAST! Then can reach home early, pray, break fast and head of the mosque to do my tarawih. Insyaallah. Especially today, it's a very good chance for those who go and pray tarawih today because ur past sins can be forgiven by god and insyaallah, urself will be free from sins just like a newborn baby.

Isn't that great? (:

It's really a good chance to do tarawih during Ramadhan. And i can't wait for malam lailatu' qada. Like when is it going to be? It's predicted to be during last 10days of Ramadhan. I hope I can put more effort to do more prayers during this holy month.

God willing. . (: (:


AND people. . .

I'm still having BAD HAIR DAYS.

I'm missing MY GIRLFRIENDS.

I miss outings with MY LOVELY COUSINS.

I miss those DANCE practices.

I miss heading to the GYM.

Not forgetting, i miss my P.O.G badly!!

and ps: i miss you too muhammad azmi. (:



So looking forward towards. . .

``Breaking fast with my lovely cousins, girlfriends & P.O.G!!

``The exams results that is going to be out. (God knows when!)

``Going to my late brother's cemetery to do spring cleaning & prayers.

(I miss my late abg saifuddin BADLY!)

``Playing small fireworks during night of Hari Raya.

``My 3rd month with my dearest muhammad azmi.

``Going to Kota Tinggi with my Green Club members esp. P.O.G.

``Celebrating my dearest muhammad azmi's birthday.

``Our 2nd chalet together. (:



How my holiday is going to be like..
How my life going to continue..
How my story going to flow to the next chapter..
All depends on how i'm going to plan it.
And the way i put my whole effort to work twrds it.
Till then, with god blessing..
i'm going to strive it!! (:



LOVES. <3
and selamat berpuasa to all.


Thursday, September 20, 2007

Bad hair days?
Maybe that was what i've been facing. (:

I got my hair dyed.
Yes, it's warm blonde.
Not that obvious though.

Recently, just got this itchy strong urge.
To get my hair hightlight!
Weeehoooo.
Sadly, i have yet to make any decisions yet.

Cut hair anybody?
Singapore is getting hotter each day.
And it's penetrating into my brain cells slowly.
Urghhh. . .i can feel the strong heat.

Style up your hair?
Hahaha.
I still don't know what i'm going to do with my hair.
Want to get it straighten.
But MANY people said my hair is already straight.
Want to get it perm, i'm half-hearted of doing it.
Fear of the results that is going to be like.
Ahhhhhh!
Somebody help me. (: (:


I hate my bad hair days. . .
LOVES. <3

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

Nur Syafiqah & Muhammad Azmi


160907 I went to break fast with bf at bugis. Before that we went vivo with fana and ziha, go GAP give identity cert to dawn. No more work this month at GAP! (Sniveling ..) But nvm, mid-oct there'll be work for me again at GAP! Yey-ness so can't wait!! (:




Breakfast with bf was awesome! Luckily my mum was okay about it. Heheh. Though she did said that fasting month is not a good time to meet him and go out together or fasting wouldn't be complete. Haha. Still i managed to go out with him. Weeeeeeeeeee. So i felt content.



No place to eat. Long queue everywhere. Still i managed to patiently wait and queue for the murtabak at victory. Then, we search the whole area for a pleasant place to eat. Raining didn't obstruct us from the search of a venue. Because we desperately in need of a place to settle down and break fast. Then we found a place at bugis. The place is meant for only me and him to know i guess. (: (:



Enjoyed the murtabak, air khatirah and food that he brought from home. Love the night as it was super windy and cold. The only distract was the chinese getai. It was very noisy and almost unbearable for the ears to listen to. With him by my side, everything seems alright i guess.



Right now i'm busy spending my holidays over at jurong west bazaar ramadhan helping my mum at the stall. So far, alhamdulillah i guess the sales was doing great except for today. Sales was quite slow. I guess because it was monday. It's okay, this is part of business. There are ups and downs to it right?



Other than helping my mum, I have nothing else to do except for rotting myself at home. Lame seyy! 1 month holiday and its only the beginning. I wonder how i'm going to spend the rest of my days. (Putting my thinking caps on..) And yes, every single minute, not even minute i guess it's second..i've been thinking of Azmi. I guess i'm Azmi-fied. Haha. Nevertheless, i don't mind being that because our love has been growing strong each and every day with lots of sweetest things to offer.


Life has lots of sweet things to offer.
A person who has patiently wait for it.
Deserves it.
In future there's more to look forward to.
Only if a person appreciates the current life.


Till then, i love you muhammad azmi.
And i miss my girlfriends and P.O.G. (:

Meet ups anyone?


LOVES. <3

Monday, September 03, 2007

YES. let's drive through childhood memories. .

There was this little girl who misses her childhood days.

She wishes upon the star hoping that she could go back to her older days.

Her growing up process during her adolescent days was simply a mess.

"I wish I can predict the future so that I can plan well for it. . ."

she said.



As she grows up, she slowly lost the warmth of love.

Then she almost lost her true self.

With the courage that she has, she moved on.

But still, she can't avoid the fact that her cells are playing through her brain.

And it's brain-racking when the thought of love comes by.

She misses her family. . .

She miscount the days of her going out as a whole family.

She can't even remember when was the last.

She knows her family loves her.

But she misses the quality times which she used to have with them.



Tears nearly fall whenever she saw a blissful family going out together.

Forgive her for being envious.

But she hates knowing the fact when someone got a special treatment from his/her parent.

May it be a gift or a treat.

So people, count yourself lucky. . .

She misses the days when......

she holds her daddy's hand.

she celebrated her birthday.

she received hugs & kiss from her mom.

she dine in together with her family.

she go shopping with her family.

she don't need to pay for her clothes & all.

she could just talk for long hours with her family members.


_*SHE miss her ponytail hair days, holding her mom's & dad's hand happily walking with no stress tagging along.



If only life was really wonderful from the start till the end.

Then this little girl wouldn't have felt so miserable..



No doubt, she is still thankful to god for giving herself a chance to live and adapt into this beautiful world. Because the creations of other living things helps her to boost her spirits and spark a smile on her face. Adding on, having to found a special someone who manages to capture her heart is another big thing. The devotion that she have for him is over the mountain. He is the one that she's been looking for and thus he's the one that contributes to her everyday smile. She loves him so much without even an inch of hatred.



"Till death, i'll be with you. Even when i'm gone, you'll still be in my heart.."


and that was a promise she made.



_____**Death was the only thing she fear of. If she were to be gone before you, please remember her by the name nur syafiqah..




till then.


loves. <3

Thursday, August 23, 2007

_*When happiness is such a blessing.. =)


Morning was spent on my long beatiful sleep.

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Noon was spent on my POM presentation.

Which initially i fall over nor aslinda's trick!
-the part when she said she forgot to bring my thumbdrive.

Presentation is OVER! though it was cut-through halfway, haha.

I'm officially DONE with projects. (trying to put a big smile)

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Afternoon was spent at Vivo City with my love and aynn.
-when to eat at banquet

Evening was spent on work with my fana larling in the store room.

ONE GREAT NEWS. we're almost done with the kids clothings!!

yey-NESS!! (clap out loud)

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Go home, my dad fetch me & fana at outram.

Then weehooo..no need any boring train rides.

Was enjoying the comfort of the seat & aircon in the car.

Day was fine. And i hope your's fine too.

And people, is friday confirmed? (still wondering..)


__*my love, u've been missed by me.

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

one wish to a girl by the name nur farhana binte mustafa.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FANA! =)

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

i'm BACK!
yippeeee-NESS.
(smiling and grinning widelyyyyy)

first of all,
sorry for the late come back.
i'm just lazy or simply busy.
bAHS!
all of them.

next i just want to say that i'm still busy.
wahahah. =)
ohh well..with exams drawing nearer huhh.

i just can't wait for the term to end.
wehhoooos!!
enjoyment seyy.

right now i'm just done with POM project.
urghhh.
(buttock pain-pain seyy do that..weee)
still well-effort. *CLAPS*

and yeaaahs, credits to my dear md azmi.
for dedicatedly being with me all these while.
ohh yes people, by now i think u should know md azmi.
for some though. nyahahahahas. (soo evil lahh kann..)

yes md azmi, thanks for being there for me.
through dark and brightness of life.
through thick and thin of life.
through hard and easiest day of life.
through sad and happiest day of life.
through low and highest day of my life.
alhamdullilah..
i truly thank god that i found you. =)


__i will never be concern about what others going to say about us because i love you and no one knows how much you truly meant to me..

LOVE.LOVE. SYAK.

Saturday, July 21, 2007

I spent my friday by having a slightly later sleep then going to school late.
It was a sure BAD mistake. I've learnt my lesson.

"It's because of work that now you're late for school..

It's school that you're neglecting just because of work.."

I'll bear that in mind and try not to repeat the same mistake again.

OA lesson was fine. After OA, i waited for syg's sister to reach school.

Then sent her to Mrs Lim at SR3 then i when straight to work.

I was very early so I sat at my workplace, dazzing cluelessly.
I was nervous for my Bar Cert Test.
I wonder how it's going to be like.
Then at 2pm sharp I clocked in for work.

First, i followed Fadina to Capital Towers to take ice cubes.
Pethatic right my training store. *aHAH!
Yes, it's small and the temperature is just hot so the machine cannot dispense ice cubes fast & efficient.
So i pushed the trolley, dashed across the busy Robinson rd and when to Capital Tower outlet.

Then when back to store. I was assigned to do POS register today.
I got to count my POS money for the first time.
GOD! I count it like 3 times till it tallies to $300!! hahah.
That shows how slow my mind is working.
So long of taking a break from Maths.

Doing POS is great but today many customers then i got panicked when customers just start to rushed in fast.
I HATE it when i don't know where to key, I don't understand their way of speech & Pastry Handling and Preparing certain drinks.

At 5.15pm sharp i started my test.
It was a written paper!! OMG.
I had a very tiring time answering all the questions.
Even my hand got numb! It was bloody 11 pages.
Worst than my test paper in school. :)

After work, the star from above fall down to the ground to fetch me home.

I made Raspberry Java Chip Blended Cream with no whip. haha. Less FAT!
Then I when to Lot 1 to purchased Pepper' O & Spring 'O.
Took a stroll walk home and rest.

That's all.
Thank you for looking into my day.. :)

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

HELLO. Today i went to school. I took my BFS CA and it was an average paper i must say. How well i'm going to do for the paper? Well, just wait for the results! :)

During break time, I bought a pair of STAR ear studs. *YEY!* Well..i need studs because most of my studs are breaking down..hahaha. Then I went to IMM with GFs plus one BF. They are fana, ayu, ilah, lind, aynn & firaj! We went to eat lunch. After that we went strolling at IMM. Then we went back to school. During POM, go through revision papers then I do some donation by buying curry puffs from the ETP club.

After school, when home. It was a cool weather and i was feeling darn sleepy. But when i reach home..tadaHH! I'm no longer sleepy. HEHE. So i met syg at jurong east mrt st. First, we go buy stickers. I spent some time selecting my stickers..hehe! 10 for $1..cheap right! ThEN. We went jurong entertainment and we go play daytona!! Then played Initial-D..*bang-bang*. And ohh well..YES, syg i know..u WON all games!! Bloody-hell. HAHA. Joke-joke ehhh.. =)

Nevertheless, i still had FUN! Then we ate at KFC. And guess who we saw? *YarkkkdUSH! It's Wong-Fei-Hong. HEHE. With the boyfie. Wohoos! After we ate, we when to the library. We borrowed books. Then after that followed syg "kill the mosquitos." Then we head hommie.

Overall, it was a simple yet dearest day for me. I got to spent time with syg and it's so nice. I love it when we can talk-talk, chit-chat & laugh-laugh. HAHAHA. Thank you syg for the day!

Go home, watch anugerah. HAIZZZ. Aliff won! DarNN. Why him seyyyy... (still wondering)

After anugerah, i on my computer and here I am, bLOGGING.

Ohh well, that's how i spent my lovely wednesday..and ahAHH..*my mum just stepped on my white cat's tail..* funny seyy....... :)

ok LOVE-lies.
GOODNITE. <3

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

after taking a LONG break..
yeahh. i KNOW!
i'm back..with the same skin.
hahahaha.

my skin is under construction.
SO. i make do with this.
WHITE - purity.
haha.

so much things happened to me within sucha short time.
ohh WELL!
some people will never understand what i'm through with.
well, for some will.
others, don't. (i guess)

between me and jamdzul.
it's over and sayonara.
there's no need for me to explain the story here.
but its just THE END OF MY STORY WITH HIM.
some guys nowadays are just sick!
and i was being stupid to see only the bright sight of him.
haHH!
wait till when i'm closer with him..
it's like "how i wish we were just normal casual friends.."
*SIGHS*

now, it's a laid-BACK session for my life.
i'm taking a break.
with myself.
i'm staying within my own comfort zone.
and that's because i don't think not all people will understand what i'm going through.
so staying within my comfort zone is simply-the-best choice! =)

and staying within my comfort zone also means now.
i'm more relaxed.
hopefully no more pressures. *fingers crossed*
and LCCCI - i shall say GOODBYE!
i just wanna concentrate on my higher nitec.
F*CK whatever u all gonna say people.
my mind is UP.
it's just me, higher niter and achieving to poly.
and that's the DREAM.
insyaallah i can make it.. :)

well, people.
currently, i'm having fun with NDP.
esp the meeting of friends & friends.
enjoying urself, entertaining people & disturbing people!
favourite pasttime seyy.
and finale! wahHH..
the time when i can seezze my sweat out & release tension.
with nobody like even care.
u SCREAM! u DANCE! u FEEL HIGH..
and u don't feel awkward doing it.
u feel BEST after doing it actually.
and another way of me realeasing my tension is karaoke!
new fav. pastime! hahaahs.

other than that is still sharing it with my best people.
among my comfort zone.
thank you people, who-ever for all ur advices.
and for standing by ME no matter what.
i LOVE YOU ALL.


GOODY-NITE-NITES. =)

** pssstt..i'm not coming to school today. and don't you all think i'm skipping school okay! i'm attending a funeral. a relative passed away. so yeahs..it's not that i'm lazy or something. i have my reasons for not coming to school..
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